ryomabuta

At first it was countless. Until we stopped counting.

I hate you, Wattpad.

I always thought... always believed that as long as we're together, everything will be okay. But now this faith will be added to the things that I'm only used to. It's all in the past. Thank you for making my life both wonderful and miserable. A life worth leaving than living.
          
          I'll stop listening to our songs. One day, for sure, I'll be able to write again. Something about you and me, but not about us.
          
          Farewell.

It's going to be fine.
          I have to tell myself, convince myself and believe in myself that it will be fine.
          I have nothing but myself and this loneliness now.
          I'll eventually get used to it. Then it will be alright.

Why is it so hard to forget?
          
          I don't want to forget.
          I don't want to let go.
          
          I don't want to. Do I really have to?

You could've left me broken in any other way except for leaving bitter prints in every bits of our memories.

おめでとう。

I hope you're doing fine.
          I hope you're taking care of yourself.
          I hope you're happy.
          I hope...
          
          I wish I'm stronger than this.

Staying anywhere wouldn't help. Not even a single bit that it helps me cope with pain and accept the fact.
          
          I shall disappear completely.

Watching the coffee hacks video didn't help at all.
          Only took me back to the times you make coffee for us.
          
          I badly miss you.