uhm, hey yall its me.
i just decided to make a letter for anyone who is willing to read, so here's to you, my angels :)
i have been having a really hard time with life, and went back to the mental hospital recently. i feel like i bother everyone just by existing and to this day i still think that everyone's lives will be alot better without me. ive lost alot of friends and i currently have no friends at school again, wow what a shocker i know. i havent been eating, and haven't been sleeping. i found out some disturbing things recently which also add to my issues. i feel really exhausted and tired to the point where i just dont want to keep up with this. no matter what i do, where i go, or how i am i will always be a problem to the people around me. im not worth the time that my parents spend on me trying to make me feel better. they put so much effort in me yet nothing is helping me. im really helpless. I feel bad to my readers too and i apologize sincerely with all the rest of my heart that i cant update, or write. i appreciate all the love and care you all give me, i really do. im sorry im like this, and i really wish i wasn't made this way.
i dont think i can keep this up any longer, and i hope you can understand. i love you all, goodbye :(
-author nim.