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this is so funny lol i was so mad at the world and at myself a while ago, before dawn, and i decided to finally talk to 'god' u know, it was the lowest point i've reached, i was helpless i can't fucking breathe but i still talked to him. i expressed my anger and my pain believing someone out there would actually listen to me lol funny thing is after asking for answers and what i should do, i keep seeing all these messages in my tl saying live, be strong lol and just 5 min ago there was a post about people who survived suicide lol it might just be a coincidence but is he serious rn hahahahaha i still dont get what you're trying to say to me god hahahhah losing my shit once again