@ouiouilesamis oh honestly same. I'm missing out on going to see my mom's side in London this year, (we'd usually stay there for Christmas Eve - Boxing Day), and I doubt there'll be anything fun to do on my bday :'((. Also I'm not coping great my 'best friend' turned out to be an emotional abuser so that was fun lmfao,, we've not talked for a whole month but my emotions are still HFMDHDMSHFM. But I've made best friends with someone else, and you, increasingly!! And yeah, it does feel longer than a year, you mean a lot to me, dude - even if I do not express it that often or even tell you.