Kit, hope you're doing well. Sorry that I seemed to have left. So much has been going on and honestly, I just don't like people as much as I used to, I don't love talking to people anymore and such, which is why I didn't talk much to basically any of my friends. I'm actually pretty afraid of people, of how easily they can throw morality out the window over beliefs that benefit them or over lies. Describes fake Christians so well among other groups.
I've decided that I just don't want to be close to anyone unless they're very similar to me or share the same beliefs as me, well, the main ones. I honestly don't care if you think the moon is made of cheese. Is pretty impossible for it to be even considered a possibility, but that's a small thing, so I can let it go whereas a big thing can end friendships.
I'm seeing this world collapsing and I no longer feel helpless. I've accepted this as something that can't be helped. But I still like helping people that are willing to listen to me for you can't fix a problem if you don't acknowledge that there is a problem. Most people that say that they're open-minded really aren't. More like they're open to hearing you agree with them, so is incredibly hard to help people.
I was planning on actually saying goodbye to a lot of people here, wasn't sure about leaving you and this other three friends though. And I just really hope things are getting better for you and your family. And know that, I didn't stop talking to you over me not liking you, forgetting you or something. I always found you adorable and funny and you being my close friend meant that you were considered someone very special to me. I just didn't want to talk to anyone. Good luck in life! seriously, we're all going to need it. And if you're worried about me because I probably sound insane, is all good, I'm sure I'll be able to deal with whatever life throws at me (: