OrgasmicMentalState

Okay, I got a comment on one of my fics stating something that I REALLY want to talk about.
          	
          	I got a comment by someone, and I will NOT be giving their name or tag but it is something that caught my eye and I have already replied to them about it.
          	
          	in my SasuNaru fic, ughhh the name makes me cringe ngl, there was a chapter where they 'passionately hugged'(ima reddit user leave me be), and they had said that writing smut about 12 year olds is p3d0 behavior. To their credit, I do believe them. looking back at what I read and wrote when I was in middle school makes me think. 
          	
          	most of those stories were smut, and a good portion of them were before Shippuden took place, and were written by people that are my current age and above, which is, to say the least, very concerning. 
          	
          	I no longer indulge or like thinking about those topics or that story/stories. I'm better than that after looking into certain subjects and having experienced something similar.
          	
          	This is also a slight PSA for readers. If you follow or know an author who is well above the age of the characters written or of consensual age, and the characters are well below it, and they have written smut about it, please do not interact with them. For your safety and mine, I learned the hard way. Don't be like me.
          	
          	Anyways, shout out to random user that commented on that, thank you even though you will not see this.
          	
          	see yall later and stay safe
          	-Wilbur

Advisteras

Alright, thank you for the info/advice(?), hope you stay well also!
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OrgasmicMentalState

Okay, I got a comment on one of my fics stating something that I REALLY want to talk about.
          
          I got a comment by someone, and I will NOT be giving their name or tag but it is something that caught my eye and I have already replied to them about it.
          
          in my SasuNaru fic, ughhh the name makes me cringe ngl, there was a chapter where they 'passionately hugged'(ima reddit user leave me be), and they had said that writing smut about 12 year olds is p3d0 behavior. To their credit, I do believe them. looking back at what I read and wrote when I was in middle school makes me think. 
          
          most of those stories were smut, and a good portion of them were before Shippuden took place, and were written by people that are my current age and above, which is, to say the least, very concerning. 
          
          I no longer indulge or like thinking about those topics or that story/stories. I'm better than that after looking into certain subjects and having experienced something similar.
          
          This is also a slight PSA for readers. If you follow or know an author who is well above the age of the characters written or of consensual age, and the characters are well below it, and they have written smut about it, please do not interact with them. For your safety and mine, I learned the hard way. Don't be like me.
          
          Anyways, shout out to random user that commented on that, thank you even though you will not see this.
          
          see yall later and stay safe
          -Wilbur

Advisteras

Alright, thank you for the info/advice(?), hope you stay well also!
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OrgasmicMentalState

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I lived bitches.
          
          AWLNWYAS SJSKS
           AO3 still got that chokehold LMAO
          Im revisitng my- ahem, 'wattpad era' again to see how it is on here again and HOO BOY THESE COMMENTS ARE A FIELD TRIP
          Still glad that people enjoy and read my storues from idk how many years ago anymore
          
          Rise!TMNT no longer holds close to my heart and instead its stupid fucking lego monkies(Lego Monkie Kid) THAT HOLDS MY HYPERFIXATION
          
          Love you guys!!! ;P
          -Wilbz

Advisteras

Glad to see that you’re doing good ^^
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OrgasmicMentalState

Hey guys! Im alive! I didn't die.
          
          I hope you all had a wonderful Holiday! 
          
          I don't know when I'll fully return yet. I am doing better mentally. My family moved and I attend a new school. They have a woods and welding classes!! Super excited about that. Currently visiting family in California for the Holidays/break. I made a story on Ao3 and it's doing pretty well! (Dm me if you want to check it out, it ROTTMNT)
          
          Hope you're all doing well!
          
          Your friend,
          Wilbur

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OrgasmicMentalState

I've come to annouce something that I've been meaning to get off my chest the past couple of weeks now. 
          
          I'm leaving the DSMP fandom. I'm unsure about leaving Ranboo’s fandom at the moment but if I do, it will always have a special place in my heart. 
          
          I will continue writting Bench Trio but updates will remain sporadic and will have a unset post schedule. 
          
          Currently, I am taking time to focus on myself and letting my inner child heal while having to deal with my Junior year in high school. While it is difficult to juggle around with also having a job, I also find it fun.
          
          It keeps me busy and I take my time and days off watching my new favorite shows. I don't know if I already told you guys or not but I love you and appreciate you all so deeply.
          
          I never thought that people would actually read my stories or think that my writting was good. And throughout these past couple of years, it never ceases to amaze me how much you guys gave me.
          
          Three years ago I had hit an ATL(all time low). I thought that maybe the world would be better without me. I had been bullied throughout my entire childhood. Probably for being the weird kid, the new kid, the fat kid, the kid that never stopped talking. 
          
          (1/2)

OrgasmicMentalState

It caused my mental health to rapidly decline for someone who wasn't even 10 at the time. Then I went into middle school. I felt alone and isolated. I had met my first partner. I began exploring more options and slowly becoming more comfortable. I realized that my birth gender wasn't me. That I didn't like just girls or boys. I met my next partner, which put me into 2 toxic relationships at the time. I had broken up with them and moved on to heal with friends.
            
            And I met my ex and still closet friend to this day. They had introduced me to the DSMP. And I am forever grateful that they did. I don't think without them I would've stayed at 14. 
            
            I thank you guys for reading my story and staying with me. I love you all again.
            
            I will still post and work on current and possibly new stories. 
            
            Thank you all again
            See you all soon
            -Wilbur
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OrgasmicMentalState

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Guess who's sick and loosing their voice?
          This bitch.
          
          But like seriously I am and it fucking hurts when coughing and sneezing so I probably(most likely) have strep throat.
          
          Anyways, who else is hyper fixating on Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles(both the series and movie are on Netflix, while the entire series is on yt or Amazon)?
          
          Haha... I realize how gay I am after watching it so much. Leo is so fucking extra its amazing. And apparently he's technically canonically gay??? One of the Co-Creator said so himself????
          
          Win for me I guess.
          
          Anyways have a good night or day :)

OrgasmicMentalState

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@OrgasmicMentalState DONNIES FUCKING CANNOICALLY AUTISTIC HOLY FUCKING SHIT LETS GOOOO
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