WARNING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DON'T READ IF YOU DON'T LIKE DRAMATIC THINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!








I'm anxious every time. I  tend to overthink and it drains me. I stress myself for no reason and sometimes I just feel angry or sad or scared. Every day seems like a constant battle of my self. I tend to think about the what-ifs and the future that I forgot to focus on the present. I have the need to compare myself to others. I set my standards up to theirs and when I can't reach it, I get disappointed. 

The reason I read is that it diverts my attention to the story I'm reading. I forget all the insecurities, the inner demons, the what-ifs, the doubts, the problems, and the future, and it is the only time I focus on the present despite it not being real.  

And the reason why I write is that it helps me release all my stress and problems in my life. I'm not the type of person to tell my problems to other people instead, I bottle it all up inside and I just found out recently that writing is my sort of recreational activity. 

This is super dramatic but whatever. I did put on a warning. I don't know why I wrote this hahahaha. Peace y'all