""I love you so much." Dean says as we're cuddled into each other on the couch, a blanket thrown over us. "I love you too." I tell him, kissing his chin. "Can I tell you something?" Dean asks absentmindedly, trailing his fingers lazily up and down my arm. "Yeah. Of course." I reply, snuggling into him more. "I'm gonna marry you some day." He says, grabbing my hand and entwining our fingers. I smile bright, the brightest I think I've ever smiled. "Really?" I ask like an idiot. Dean chuckles. "Of course. Just wait for it my love." He says, kissing me softly and sweetly." Magic is just a normal teenage girl... Well, aside from her terrible, unhealthy habits of; cutting herself, or trying to commit suicide. What happens when dean ambrose sees her twitter and takes an interest in her? What happens when she moves to Ohio? What about the fact that she's only 16? And most importantly, what about Seth and roman? What will they think of her?
I ran as fast and far as I could, with tears in my eyes.
How could I be so foolish? Of course he doesn't like me! Nikki was right...
I ran into the bathroom and into the stool. I locked the stool and started crying so hard. I got something important to me...
A blade...
I rolled my sleeve up and pressed the metal onto my skin as I saw the blood run down the skin on my arm.
I felt at ease and calm as it happened.
I did it a couple more times and then I heard someone come into the bathroom. I knew that someone was Dean...
I rolled down my sleeve and quickly put the blade away and tried to quieten my sobs. No matter how hard I tried, it wouldn't work...
Eventually, he knocked on the bathroom door and said, "Seth, I can explain, let me in!"
I ignored him and started crying harder, if that was possible.
"Seth please!" He yelled as the banging on the door got more loud and aggressive.
The image of them kissing kept playing in my mind, as the banging got louder and louder.
"Please!" He screamed at the top of his lungs.
{CHAPTER 45}
WARNING: THIS WAS MY FIRST EVER BOOK SO SORRY IF ITS TRASH!!!