TRIGGER WARNING!!! - Depression, suicidal thoughts/actions, self harm, death, abuse, bullying ~READ AT OWN RISK!!!~ Aphmau has been lonely all her life. When she was 9 her mother got cancer and died. Her childhood friends left her when they moved away 2 days after her mother died. Then started her fathers abusive behavior. In the years following she was bullied at school for talking to herself, not having friends, and never having her homework. In reality, she talks to herself because she has no one else. She has no one else because she never has her school work done. She never has her school work done because her father beats her if she does something wrong! Shes always been friends with anyone who offered. Normally it was a joke. She came to the conclusion in 8th grade, that love is for the blessed. She doesn't cut because she believes she won't have the energy to do the work her father assigns. She had a boyfriend once. But he broke up with her because he moved. Now, they dont talk. Her heart has been abandoned since her mothers death 8 years ago. In fact, its been shattered... ///this was discontinued but adopted

CONTENT CONTAINS : SELF HARM SUICIDAL THOUGHTS SUICIDE ATTEMPT MENTAL ILLNESS SEXUAL CONTENT DRUG USE ASSAULT ABUSE TORTURE VIOLENCE & STRONG LANGUAGE IF YOUR EASILY TRIGGERED OR UNCOMFORTABLE, DO NOT READ!! • " She told me the pills you were taking weren't for your brain injury " " They're aspirin " " I've finish my meds years ago. . . .I take these for the migraines and headaches " " Do you take it often? " " Not as often as last time, I reduced it after an overdose I had a few years ago " • My daddy issues gets worse every year, he always gets himself in trouble, like getting in debts, drugs, alcohols, while mom decided to take a step out of the house and never step in again. Our brothers and sisters couldn't live that life, we tried our best to pay off the debts. I got myself into trouble as well, which had me ended up behind bars. As for brothers and sisters, they can rest in piece. Years of self medicating doesn't work, not even therapy. One guy walk into my life and let's just say I'm more Addicted to him than my medications. What illness does this person have?, Who is this one guy?, How did this person ended up behind bars?, What was his intentions? Read this book to know. Credit : To a series called 'Shameless' [ Completed ] Started : 16th October 2020 Finished : 8th March 2021 [ Highest Ranking : #61 in Aphmau ] [ #3 in Zenix ] [ #1 in Zenix X Reader ] Disclaimers : I do not own ANY of the characters only the ideas, they belong to a youtuber called Aphmau, I don't own any of the songs either or the pictures, except Y/n, it belongs to you. There are a few characters that I OWN. My OC : Xelora Kiselyov Catherine Fox Ash Lee Mandrell Natalie Rosetta Mandrell Coraline Alycia Jones Mariko Akiyama

(Y/N) was a mysterious girl sold to the Thieves Guild. She thought she was never going to get out but she did.. with the help of some unknown people. She follows the people to a village called Phoenix Drop but plans on leaving after a while. But something strange happens... she falls in love with the lord. With her haunting past telling her to leave and her heart telling her to stay, she doesn't know what to do. Note #1- I do not own anything from Minecraft Diaries, all the credit goes to Aphmau! <3 Note #2- I can not draw so the pictures that I use belong to their creators (I guess? I don't know what to say :P) Sneak Peek: "I'm not escaping... I'm just exploring..." I respond in a quiet voice. "Mhm... Sure." The man responds looking the hood on my hoodie, "Why are you wearing that hoodie?" "Are we playing 20 questions?" "I don't know, are we?" "I hope not." I sighed and tried to tug my wrists out of his hands but it only made his grip tighter... * * * * * Status: Completed * * * * *

CONTENT CONTAINS : INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS MENTAL ILLNESS SEXUAL CONTENT DRUG USE ABUSE TORTURE GORE VIOLENCE & STRONG LANGUAGE IF YOUR EASILY TRIGGERED OR UNCOMFORTABLE, DO NOT READ!! • " But what? " " It doesn't feel real enough " " What does that mean? " " I don't know " " It just doesn't feel right when I'm with either one of them " " Why'd you do that? " " Why'd you let me? " " I don't know " • Being a sadistic person is not fun, basically seeing people in pain involves seeing my family in pain. Although, I have a little control of it as long as I can find my brother. Three years went by and I still haven't find my brother. I was close one day but it was a dead end and instead, I was capture one day and got sexually assulted. I was scared, mad, it was just terrifying when a guy saved me. I never knew how my future holds, how I will handle my sadistic side. When he helped me, he shared his feelings with me and I started to feel the same. He made my future for me until I know How It Ends. How does this ends?, Tragic ending or happy ending?, Who is this 'he'?, What made this person sadistic?, What feelings are they sharing? Read this book to know. Credit : To a series called 'The Vampire Diaries' [ Completed ] Started : 1st April 2020. Finished : 5th July 2020. [ Highest Ranking : #70 in Aphmau ] [ #4 in Vylad ] [ #1 in Vylad X Reader ] Disclaimers : I do not own ANY of the characters only the ideas, they belong to a youtuber called Aphmau, I don't own any of the songs either or the pictures, except Y/n, it belongs to you. There are a few characters that I OWN. My OC : Xelora Kiselyov Catherine Fox Ash Lee Mandrell Natalie Rosetta Mandrell Coraline Alycia Jones Mariko Akiyama

"Hey Garroth! So, I was wondering if we could talk." "Sure, I have time right now." He waited for me to say something. "... in private." I said. "Oh, umm..." I could tell he was blushing under his helm. I smiled at him. "Please Garroth?" I gave him my best puppy eyes. He laughed. Garroth is the head guard in Phoenix Drop. The love of his life, Aphmau, is being competed for between himself and his best friend, Laurence. He wants her badly, until he meets a girl in the woods. She introduces herself, and he falls in love. Soon, they find themselves together. But what adventures will they face to test their love? Find out by reading ♥A Garroth x Reader Fanfiction♥! This is a like a Garmau Fanfiction. Except Garroth falls in love with the reader, not Aphmau. Inspired by @LynxiePlay 's stories! I love the Minecraft Diaries series. If you would like to see Aphmau's channel, go to this link here... https://www.youtube.com/user/ChallengeAcceptedInc/featured ACHIEVEMENTS: 5K reads : 11/20/2015 Notes: OH MY GOSH!!!!! THANK YOU GUYS SOOOOOO MUCH!!!! 10.2K reads: 12/1/2015 Notes: Oh. My. Gosh. Thank you guys so much! 50.3K reads: 2/10/2016 Notes: YOU GUYS ROCK! Also, if you got my message, you saw I suck at math :P #284 in FanFiction: 2/10/2016 Notes: This is awesome guys! Anyway, credit to @Kimmeg13 for the 1st cover of the book, and @garmau72 / Empress Emi for the current book cover, and Aphmau for making this INCREDIBLE series! Hope ya'll enjoy it! ♥

CONTENT CONTAINS : SELF HARM SUICIDAL THOUGHTS SUICIDE IDEATION SUICIDE ATTEMPTS MENTAL ILLNESS SEXUAL CONTENT TORTURE ABUSE VIOLENCE & STRONG LANGUAGE IF YOU'RE EASILY TRIGGERED OR UNCOMFORTABLE, DO NOT READ!! • " We didn't leave yo- " " Save the lie! " " Guess I really don't deserve to live a life here at all " " Don't sa- " " Who cares?, I'm just a waste of space, I don't know anymore " " Y/n " " Everything's fake. . . . .fake friends. . . .fake family. . . .fake love " " Just leave me alone " • A girl who just wanted to have a normal life with her family, but with her blood tears, she's not going to enjoy it, until everything turned upside down when she met a boy. Max, her brother tried to protect her from him, but everything went too far and she become cold, bad, emotionless. When the boy noticed it, he had a little interest in her. What would happen next?, How did the boy had an interest in her?, Blood tears?, Who knows. Read this book to know. Credit : To a game called 'Life is Strange' [ Completed ] Started : 23rd December 2017. Finished : 13th June 2018. [ Highest Ranking : #1 in Aphmau ] [ #1 in Gene ] [ #1 in Gene x Reader ] Disclaimers : I do not own ANY of the characters only the ideas, they belong to a youtuber called Aphmau, I don't own any of the songs either or the pictures, except Y/n, it belongs to you. There are a few characters that I OWN. My OC : Xelora Kiselyov Catherine Fox Ash Lee Mandrell Natalie Rosetta Mandrell Coraline Alycia Jones Mariko Akiyama

CONTENT CONTAINS : SEXUAL CONTENT DRUG USE ASSAULT TORTURE HARASSMENT VIOLENCE & STRONG LANGUAGE IF YOUR EASILY TRIGGERED OR UNCOMFORTABLE, DO NOT READ!! • " How many times have I told you that you are safe here- " " You can't guarantee that! " " Your doubting us? " " I'm doubting you " " You don't trust me " " I didn't say that " " Your sounding like it " " Will you just give me a break? " " What is going on? " " I'm one line behind the breaking point " • In a world where war never ends and people fighting for the throne are people who are arrogant and selfish, they think nothing but the power they need. In a world where a man can make you feel something you have never felt before, the feeling that you need, the feeling of serotonin in your body that you would always want everyday like a drug. In a world where everything goes by so quickly, even the man you love can hurt you with the pain you've never felt in one day and the throne has fallen. In a world where cruel people exist and the cruel things they do, it never stops, it'll never stop, you can't stop it, it can never be stopped. In a world where a Moonlight can lead us home. What happens under a moonlight?, What world is this?, What type of pain?, How can someone can make you feel like serotonin?, What needs to be stop? Read this book to know. [ Completed ] Started : 3rd September 2021 Finished : 4th December 2021 [ Highest Ranking : #122 in Aphmau ] [ #59 in Travis ] [ #3 in Travis X Reader ] Disclaimers : I do not own ANY of the characters only the ideas, they belong to a youtuber called Aphmau, I don't own any of the songs either or the pictures, except Y/n, it belongs to you. There are a few characters that I OWN. My OC : Xelora Kiselyov Catherine Fox Ash Lee Mandrell Natalie Rosetta Mandrell Coraline Alycia Jones Mariko Akiyama

My name is (Y/N) (L/N), I am 18 and my life consist of constant abuse. I haven't been to school since elementary and my mom home schooled me. For any small break I had I was abuse by my dad. My mom died at the age of 54, she died of blood loss. My dad murdered her because she was protecting me from him along with my sister. Now I have to go to school... With cuts and bruises. I have no clothes expect my (F/C) hoodie, my black mask, my black jeans that are ripped by my Dad and my (F/C) tee. All my other belongings and clothes were burned by my him. I hope my school is better then this hell hole I have to call home because school is the only place I can escape my father. The only rule for me is I can't make friends or my father will kill them like he did my mother and sister. No friends, No talking *DONT OWN NONE OF THE CHARACTERS!* A/N :3 I hope you really enjoy this book! I'm really excited for this and I have tons of ideas! I'm am starting this book as soon as school starts so I might add stuff in about how my school day goes on the first day too but idk yet it depends on if it fits with the book BUT ANYWAYS! Pls make sure you give this book a vote bc it helps ALOT and I hope you enjoy! Book Started - October 2, 2016 Completed - June 20, 2017 Heavy editing - Under Constructing Sequel - Posted On June 20, 2017 (deleted June 29, 2018)

CONTENT CONTAINS : MENTAL ILLNESS SEXUAL CONTENT DRUG USE VIOLENCE & STRONG LANGUAGE IF YOUR EASILY TRIGGERED OR UNCOMFORTABLE, DO NOT READ!! • " Your father would've been proud " " He would " " I couldn't have done it without you all " " Don't sweat it " " Here " " What's this for? " " The wedding " " Wedding?, Now?! " • Everyone has that one day when they can't forget about it, because it's that unforgettable, I have it too. But it's not a pretty one. Traveling here and there is how I survive, keeps me alive, that's how I was taught, survive. But they didn't told me falling in love was a part of it. It wasn't my intention to even fall for a guy, nonetheless he's the one who bumped into me. . . .well not exactly. Loud noises and lights were above the sky. Just because of that day, we didn't even realize that it had a lot of meaning to it. The lights were colorful and years of spending life together, it happened again when we knew we were meant for each other. We call them Fireworks. Who are they?, What does fireworks has to do anything with this?, What will happen?, Is there going to be a tragic ending? Read this book to know. Credit : To a series called 'The Witcher' [ Completed ] Started : 10th March 2021 Finished : 9th July 2021 [ Highest Ranking : #64 in Aphmau ] [ #9 in Laurence ] [ #16 in Laurence X Reader ] Disclaimers : I do not own ANY of the characters only the ideas, they belong to a youtuber called Aphmau, I don't own any of the songs either or the pictures, except Y/n, it belongs to you. There are a few characters that I OWN myself. My OC : Xelora Kiselyov Catherine Fox Ash Lee Mandrell Natalie Rosetta Mandrell Coraline Alycia Jones Mariko Akiyama

I know they aren't real, but don't you ever wonder what it would be like to be with these cuties? *****REQUESTS FOR IMAGINES ARE CLOSED***** *****I DO NOT OWN THE ART ABOVE. I ONLY EDITED THE BOYS ONTO THE BACKGROUND*****