"Stop lying you don't care about me." I was about to cry. Fuck these bloody tears. "I need to go" I was about to go but he grabbed my arm. "DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME OR YOU'RE DEAD" he still didn't let me go. I shook my arm to break free but he had more strength than me. "Why are you angry at me right now Tamara? Are you angry I met you? Who am I? God? I freaking plan on who I'll meet and like each day? Is that it?" He was looking at me closely now making me face him. I could even feel his breath on my face..................... Love isn't something Tamara is used to. She doesn't know how to express it or even how to handle it. Her whole life she's been used to hate and hurt, the only emotions she knew how to express so well were anger and hate. Will meeting Darin, a rich cute college boy, worsen her or finally teach her how to love? Is she even the only one with issues? Find out when you read!!!!!

Young and dumb, you had moved in with your boyfriend. On his birthday, you discover his affair. Torn apart, you instantly leave that place on an impulse and have sworn to never go back. You're abandoned on the street, cold and alone. A handsome stranger comes your way. Who is he? What will happen if you talk to him? Caution: Please read the tags before proceeding. I don't want to intentionally trigger anyones traumas. One r*pe scenario mentioned. Don't forget to vote for it if you like it! :) Thanks!xx Support me on Patreon so I can keep creating more and better work: https://www.patreon.com/Upsy606/

"Listen Kenzy, I know I've been an ass and truthfully maybe you shouldn't even bother returning my calls. You're right, I've been nothing but awful since we met, driving you away yet desperate to keep you close" My heart clinches, but I dared not breathe. Too afraid to give in, too afraid that if I reach for the phone, I'll call. I'll call to make it right. I want to make it right, because this man affects me more than I ever thought he would. But it isn't right. I can't give myself false hope. "Please just talk to me, let me explain. It's not you.....it's me. I'm the asshole. You don't deserve this, you didn't. ..." He pauses and I hold my breath still, fearing he'd hear me breathe, yet, it's only his left voicemail on the phone. Not him "I'm sorry.......dammit!" And that's it, our one sided conversation ends and I'm more broken than before. What happens when your world crashes? When the people you thought would be there forever literally runs through the door without a second glance backwards? What happens with taking a step outside your comfort zone? What happens when that step outside that comfort zone turns into....well unexpected? Personalities clash, feelings are crushed and just maybe that one person you ignore turns out to be the damn life savers. Easy enough, but did I forget to mention they belong to someone else? Will what happens in summer stay with summer? The beautiful cover was done by @LittleRedConverse23, go check out her great work ❤❤❤ #thebuttercupawards2020 #RoseAwards

⚠[DISCONTINUED]⚠ { ❣ } is it love ? {☁} or just a dream ? {✖} is it wrong ? {✔} or it is right ? { ✍ } just send me love if you want to make one.

You're a 25 year old artist who lives by yourself in Brighton UK. You don't have much time for people since you're trying to make a name for yourself and not be a "starving artist." But one person catches your interest, and apparently you caught their interest too. And that person would be Seán William McLoughlin. "I was worried about you." He finally said and pulled away to look me in the eyes. "I thought you had gotten hurt or something." I sighed. "Sorry about that..." I mumbled and hung my head. He took my chin in his hand and lifted my head up so I looked into his eyes. "There's nothing to be sorry for, but please, tell me when you're hurting. I'm here for you." I was trapped in his eyes, like I was being hypnotized. "that's what friends are for right?" He quickly added. "Yeah..." i wish we were more than friends though. I wanted to add, but couldn't. ~cover made my me!~

BIG FAT WARNING: I wrote these a LONG time ago. THEY ARE GROSS AND VERY CRINGE WORTHY. I do not suggest reading them. They are very, very bad. - I LOVE BOY SQUAD AND IM SURE YOU DO TOO! I take requests :) Gabe De Guzman Sean Lew Will Simmons Kenneth San Jose Josh Price Started: May 28, 2016 Completed: June 12, 2017

The exact words he threw at my face still haunts my dreams every single night and I think I'm starting to believe him. "Wish I've never met you I was so young and stupid, no wonder no one wanted to be with you, you are just holding me down and I honestly just got bored, needed a new chapter in my life that was the main reason I did what I had to do to keep myself happy. I just don't want to lie to myself anymore. I can't do this. I need to be free for once in my life. I'm so relieved that I don't have to marry you anymore, it's like a dead weight lifted from my shoulders. JUST LEAVE! GET OUT NOW! '' I just didn't know what to do that day I way so shocked, one minute we were one big happy family and the next he throws everything we build up as a family. I should had been warned by his actions the last month that we spend together. He knew that he was my first for everything and that gave him a push on his ego. Always bragged about being my first and claiming power over the situation. I was blinded by all of his charms and I see that now, I'm so sorry I did not listen Laura, you were just trying to protect me , that's what best friends are for but I chose him and I am truly sorry. I promise I will get a way to show him that I am not just a waste of space and I am going to do it all just for me and my baby girl. **WARNING** Sexual language and mature content Read at own risk ;) https://www.buymeacoffee.com/Monicanaude

"Sometimes the hardest thing is letting people into your life." Y/n is a 23 year old singer. She worked hard to get where she is today and makes sure that no one thinks she can't do something. She is not weak. At least that's what she keeps telling herself. When she meets Sean she starts to feel strange. It starts to become harder to keep up the defenses she's had forever. And she doesn't like it. ~~~A little something from the story: What's happening to me?! My stomach felt weird and I felt my face heat up a little. The wall I built around myself for years was crumbling. But why? I quickly composed myself and looked back up at him. He was smiling at me and I couldn't help but smile back. My wall kept falling. •Cover by me•

__ "I can't love you." "...I don't understand." "And you never will. This is your what if." "I don't want you to be my what if, though." "And I didn't want him to be mine, yet here we are.' __ Tristan Evans, notorious man whore and slut of the century has lost the man he cared most about. He is severely depressed and can't go a day without his mind being plagued with what if's. So when the new boy in town reminds him of the fiancé he lost, it takes all the self control he has to be able to control himself and not suffocate his newest love interest. However, can you love someone enough to make a relationship work when you're only with them for someone else || completed 23/11/16||