You've lived most of your teenagerhood as a major fan of Dan and Phil, and a proud member of the Phandom (shipping them or not, your choice.) You wake up one day to find yourself seemingly inserted into Dan's life as his best friend, and the next day inserted into Phil's life. You alternate being your two favorite YouTubers' best friend. Finally, you notice that Dan and Phil are notably absent from each other's lives: they've never met. You're torn between wanting to bring the two YouTubers together to create the amazing Phandom, but you also want to continue spending your life with them. And on top of that, you only have room for one life- Dan or Phil? Note: Please read the whole story! It won't make sense if you skip chapters.

PHAN Fanfiction! *WARNING! TRIGGERS IN BOOK LIKE VERY RARE SELF HARM* No smut, just extreme fluff :) Dan Howell has been in love with his best friend Phil Lester, since they met. Dan hates himself for loving someone he is sure will never love him back. Dan convinces himself that he is too ugly, why would anyone even like him? Dan knows that Phil will never love him back, so he leaves Phil. Phil is confused. His best friend (Not to mention MAJOR crush) just left. Why? Did he scare off Dan somehow? Did Dan figure out about Phil's feelings about him? Phil is confused, hurt and goes to extreme measures to try to stop the pain. Phan love story about how these two best friends lose each other. What will happen when Dan comes back? Extremely fluffy story. Triggers like rare self harm. Please do not read if it bothers you. This is my first fan fiction, so bare with me guys :)

When Dan start school in a new place, he and Phil become friends fast. But what happens when things become to much? What happens when the only relief seems to be in harming? What happens when they start catching feelings for one another? But what happens when what Dan's been forced to do his whole life, emerges again, threatening to possibly separate them forever, especially when they need the other the most? *Contains: -fluff, smut -descriptive issues such as: self harm, abuse, suicidal thoughts PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED BY THESE THINGS stay safe *hugs*

Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]

you love your best friend, but he doesn't love you that way. buttt then you start to love his best friend. will you all make it work? or will it all just go wrong?

To everyone around her, lily is just a normal 21 year old girl who goes to collage and works part time. But it's much, much more than that. Lily has been diagnosed with depression for several years now and it just gets worse. She has to deal with the pressure of collage and work at the same time. She doesn't have enough money to do anything that she would like to do except pay the rent of her flat every month. Studying for collage makes it even harder for her to stay on track. She is constantly hassled by the people around her because she is known as one of the prettiest girls at the collage and always pressure her into things she doesn't want to do. What happens when the new guy comes into the picture? Will she find this Easier or harder with this guy around? One things for sure, she knows she has seen him somewhere before... Sequel is in progress 'how could I forget you, Dan howell (danisnotonfire fanfiction)'

Angst, Fluff. A Phan story that will pull at your heart strings and flood you with emotions. After spending a few days acting annoyed with his beloved, Dan asks the almost impossible question; Will you marry me? Nothing in life could be more perfect for them than it is right now. That is, until life decides to throw them a curve ball. When health takes control of Dan's life, it is left for him and Phil to simply make the most of what little time they have left by revisiting dates and memories. But the day finally comes where Dan has to leave Phil with hardly a chance to say goodbye. But, somehow, the usually disorganised boy who is prone to procrastinate has been for-thinking and left Phil a little present... Warning; this story is very emotional indeed :3

Dan and Phil have been best friends for years and Phil is the only person that can truly make Dan feel better when he's down. Phil likes Dan beyond the 'best friend status' but Dan has a girlfriend that he obviously loves very much. One night, when things go terribly wrong for Dan, a little too much drinking might end up changing everything for Phil and him. Is their friendship in danger of being ruined, or is it on its way to something new? *Warning: Smut in like one chapter* Word Count = About 29,201

Time to hop into the rabbit hole that is Dan and your love life. Omg you guy are so confusing! Two shy and awkward people trying to make a relationship work. Lest get hopping!

DISCLAIMER: This story is mature because it will have some self harm in it. It will also have some swearing due to that's how Dan actually talks. This is not about Phan being real. I'm sorry to disappoint you. Now onto what it is really about: Dan Howell is becoming more and more depressed. His family, his community, not even his best friend, Phil Lester, can help him. He believes he's a lost cause, and he's a mistake. He tries to hide it best he can, but some nights, it's just too much. During this, he's lost his will to smile. He'll fake smiles for videos and pictures, but he's lost a reason to genuinely smile.