I'm not perfect. I self harm, I'm bullied, and I don't have friends. I'm an orphan. My parents died in a bank robbery when I was 1 and I lived with my Nana for a year. She died of old age and I was sent to a foster home. I was there from age 2 through 12. Then two men, Dan Howell and Phil Lester aka my favourite YouTubers, came to adopt. They saved me. And they just keep doing it? Completed February 1st 2016 Second Book- Perfectly Imperfect Third Book- The Perfect Moment TRIGGER WARNING MENTION OF SELF-HARM AND SUICIDE SEPTEMBER 17--- UNDER CONSTRUCTION

PARENT!PHAN Daniel and Phil Lester, a married couple adopt a young girl by the name of Danielle. Danielle was previously in another home who was sent back to the orphanage after an extreme case of abuse. Dan and Phil found Danielle and immediately knew that the little girl, who they call Winnie, had to be theirs, forever. Note- It'll make sense once you read it lmao Trigger Warnings- All warnings from flashbacks of a child's perspective. -Mentions of child abuse -Mentions of rape -Mentions of neglect and torture.

"Hi! My name is Kris and I'm 17 years old! I live in England! I've been in foster care my whole life. My birth parents ditched me, everyone else has too. I used to have a friend but he left. Now it's just me until I grow out of the system because no one wants me. They want all the younger ones I help take care of. Oh well, this is my first video blog. Bye!" A story in which a boy who thought he was unlovable gets adopted by YouTubers, Dan and Phil!

(Prt 2 to Branches) Dan and Phil are finally able to be happy together, but dan is terrified of the world, in better sense, his parents, that are trying to manipulate him to come home. ------------------------- Created By TheInternetIsHere Part 2 to Branches; Phan Copyright ©︎ 2017

Tilly is adopt by Dan and Phil and her life is turned upside down as she becomes famous how will she deal with pressure? trigger warning 859 in Phan (07.08.18) 53 in phamily (11.08.18)

As Phil finds love, Dan is left alone. He hides his feelings for Phil, until he finds out that Phil's new love, is hiding something. Something big. Trying to find out what it is, Dan gets hurt and drags Phil down with him. Will they escape the arms of Phil's "love"? Or will they be forced to stay and hide the secrets from the rest of the world? Warning: may include Self harm, depression, rape, inappropriate language, violence and other triggering things. Cover by littleaussiesugg Thanks for 700 reads!! <3

Dan & Phil really are dads aren't they? *** This story contains triggering content that may upset some readers, please don't read if you feel you may be upset! If you are upset, feel free to message me and I'll do my best to help <3

PHAN Fanfiction! *WARNING! TRIGGERS IN BOOK LIKE VERY RARE SELF HARM* No smut, just extreme fluff :) Dan Howell has been in love with his best friend Phil Lester, since they met. Dan hates himself for loving someone he is sure will never love him back. Dan convinces himself that he is too ugly, why would anyone even like him? Dan knows that Phil will never love him back, so he leaves Phil. Phil is confused. His best friend (Not to mention MAJOR crush) just left. Why? Did he scare off Dan somehow? Did Dan figure out about Phil's feelings about him? Phil is confused, hurt and goes to extreme measures to try to stop the pain. Phan love story about how these two best friends lose each other. What will happen when Dan comes back? Extremely fluffy story. Triggers like rare self harm. Please do not read if it bothers you. This is my first fan fiction, so bare with me guys :)

2019 edit// im warning readers,,, this book is oLD like,,, old old,,, i really regret writing this bc it sucks but im keeping it up bc it has so many reads (thank u sm btw wtf) i wrote this when i was like 11/12 and im 15 now and i no longer ship phan or watch dan and phil but i thought i would still keep it up considering all of its votes and views. enjoy 🤠🤠🤠 ✁✃✁✃✁✃✁✃✁✃✁✁✃✁✃✁✃✁✃ C O M P L E T E D 13 year old, emerald is nothing out of the ordinary. quiet, introverted and sad so why did dan and phil choose her? but she isn't the only child,, 16 year old brooklyn has been living with dan and phil for two years as an only child. loud mouthed, extroverted and happy. but when emerald stumbles into the picture she finds her new sister accidentally ruining her life. how far will she go to protect her new sister? life doesn't always have its happy ending. !WARNING! MAY CONTAIN: ABUSE SELF HARM BULLING DEPRESSION ANOREXIA EATING DISORDERS SWEARING ^^ WARNINGS ARE ON EACH CHAPTER - C O M P L E T E D - Copyrighted © all rights reserved 2016

Dan is quiet and never in a very good mood. Due to the bully at school and his general home life, he's depressed and he doesn't like to eat much as it only makes him more depressed. Dan truly just wants to be loved. Phil is usually always happy, his home life may be scattered but he for the most part doesn't let it bother him, and he seems to just go with the flow, that is until Dan catches his attention and Phil makes a decision to stick up for Dan. But why ? {told in both Dan and Phil's points of view} {mentions of bullying, depression, torture, strong language, and is overall just very sad.}