[complete] ❝I don't believe in love though, I never have and never will. I've tried to give love to so many people and they ended up brushing it off or dead, causing my heart to break even more. But I've learned how to mask my pain and depression over the years. But when I'm preforming on stage, that pain fades away. I feel free, like this is what I was meant to do. I forget all the pain in my life and smile genuinely for once. Hearing the stories from fans about how our songs saved them and how we are their idol just gives me hope that there is good in this world, even though love takes away most of that good. Love just leaves people heartbroken in every situation. Like if your lover just wanted to get in your pants, or your child gets some horrible disease or die, or your parents neglect you your whole life and barely acknowledge your existence; that last one is like me.❞ What If I Can't Forget You is rated PG for strong language, kidnap, and the subjects of rape and suicide/self-harm. Copyright kimmiecatt © 2014 All Rights Reserved. ↠Takes place before collide with the sky was released until stated otherwise. ↠Cover by @egotastic