Do you know what it feels like to lose someone important to you and not now how they died? That was what Kim Taehyung was going through. His best friend, Jeon Jungkook, has committed suicide and he doesn't know why. What happens when Taehyung goes to help Mrs. Jeon clean out Jungkook's things and he finds something that will give him the answers to his questions? What if that something takes him on an emotional rollercoaster and makes him learn a thing he didn't know about himself? Read to find out.

Jimin was not ok. his whole life he struggled with depression, but for the past year, everything had gotten worse. he couldn't sleep, instead, he stayed up all night tortured by his thoughts and attempting to distract himself with pain. ever since what happened at the night of their 100 million views celebration party for boy with love, tension grew between Jimin and jungkook. Jimin wanted to avoid him at all cost, so ashamed of what he did and scared that he would ruin their friendship together, while jungkook wanted to get closer after the incident sparked something he didn't know he had inside of them. jungkook invites him to vacation with him again, and as the two travel together in japan what was supposed to be a fun relaxing trip turns dark quickly. (TW!!! Graphic self-harm, suicidal thoughts, and actions, slight internalized homophobia) 22,054 words

T R I G G E R W A R N I N G: severe angst and mentions on s*icide "He was one of the most happiest person I've known, but... deep down inside he was suffering." Park Jimin. A young man freshly baked out of high school plans a trip with his six best friends to somewhere that's meant not to be forgotten. Everybody knows he's that giggled up boy who can't seem to enjoy life even more. But behind curtains he's really suffering from depression and the voices in his head battling for suicide. What they all didn't know about this trip was that there was a game being played without them knowing and a twist added to it.

3 AM TALKS ™ A JIKOOK FANFIC JEON JUNGKOOK X PARK JIMIN ❤︎ A TEXTING STORY ••COMPLETED•• *Smut is provided* JUNGKOOK TOP! JIMIN BOTTOM! Highest rankings: #1 in jjkff #1 in jikookff #1 in unlimitedpride #2 in pjmff #3 in jikookff #3 in Jungkookxjimin #28 in text #36 in Fanfiction When Park Jimin gets a text at three am from a stranger saying he wanted to end his life.

⚠️BEING EDITED⚠️ Taehyung, A lonely nerdy kid, suffering from mental disorders, developed over his lifetime. His only friend being his cousin Park Jimin, Jimin was the only person he could trust. Everyone else hurt him. He had no will to live. That was until a new Transfer student named Jeon Jungkook moved to his college and changed his life......For the better? Or will he just going to make his life way worse? ⚠️This is only for Entertainment purposes⚠️ Warning Mature content Suicide attempts triggering content Boy×Boy Angst depression cutting #1~ Sadlove

Jimin was the ideal pure teen; innocent, study like his life depends on it, no social life, raised by overly religious parents. Oblivious of the world Jungkook is your ideal popular boy from bare eyes; vain, popular, handsome, has done every lustful thing in his life that would make anyone drool in desire. Both boys stuck in their own world, with intense suicidal thoughts for their wasted years because of their curse of reputation. That is, until one night Jungkook finds Jimin attempting to take his own life by throwing himself off a bridge. WARNING: • Suicide and depression triggers! • Smut • Self- Hatred • Violence • Dysfunctional Family Relationships • Cult Behavior #1 Jikook (10/27/19 & 8/7/20 & 9/27/20) #1 Kookmin (3/17/20) #1 Trauma (5/15/20) #1 Depression (10/7/20)

Jimin meets his childhood best friend at the worst timing-when he was harassed by a stranger and found crying. Jungkook becomes more possessive than ever, when Jimin grows on him, schemed on by Jeon's enemy. And Jimin's not sure if that's a good thing or not. Namjoon and Yoongi are childhood best friends who were both taken under Jungkook's wings at the same time. They are the best of friends and both want more. Through betrayals, down moments and struggling to make their relationship work with the particular job they both have as well as taking down a half brother will their love stand strong?

"i am going to die." "w-what?" WARNING self harm and depression sexual content extremely sad :( lowercase intended. top!jeongguk bottom!taehyung start: january 10th, 2018 end: january 5th, 2019 highest rankings: #25 in taekook 29/01/19 #35 in bottomtae 29/01/19 #62 in yoongi 29/01/19 #82 in jeongguk 23/5/19 #86 in sadness 23/5/19

"I knew, even before we share our first kiss, that you have an addicting touch, Jungkook." When fate brings Jimin close to his friend Jungkook and they find joyous warmth in eachother's embrace; and without emotions involved, they find addiction in eachother's pleasurable touches. "Your scent Jimin, drives me crazy." Jimin wanted to expect himself not get attached to his best friend that he shared endless lust with, To avoid himself from feeling. Both were eager for more touches everytime.. until the last thing Jimin knew, he was addicted to the touch of a person he can't love more than just the moment. How good will each one of them control the way they wanted to respond to their desires? And if Jimin didn't have a choice, what will things lead up to, eventually? Best ranking: #1 Kookmin #2 Jimin #5 Jikook #5 Jungkook

ᔾ do I love him ᭝̟ ...⇣ ៹ ͎ꜜ ❀ aestheticze production ୨୧ jungkook x jimin ⸝⸝ ༉ ╰╮ ⌗ mentions of ⋯ self harm, depression , suicide. 「 ╱╱finished story ❜ ◟ a short story of a thrilling saga that is jungkook and jimin. do they love each other or no? will you read to find out..