My life in ruins, this is where I'm at currently. I was living a lie, lying to people and most importantly to myself. You can act straight all you want, you can try to convince yourself that, but no matter how hard you try. The truth is always revealed. What did I do? I stroked her face, and told her she was still beautiful, then I bent down and kissed her. One of those soft, yet deep, gut wrenching, I'll always love you, but I have to let you go, goodbye kisses. Then I rested my forehead on hers and closed my eyes. I saw the past that we had, all of the memories we had together, I took them in, I felt the feelings again, I processed them. Then I saw the dreams that we dreamed for our future, I saw all of our plans that we made, I felt them, I felt the pain of what would never be, and then I released it all. I didn't realize I was sobbing until I felt her hand graze over the tears. I opened my eyes, blinked away the tears I had left, and smiled. She returned my smile. We knew at that point that no matter what happened, we would be ok.............. This is my struggle, this is my journey. Join me for the ride, but make sure you wear your helmet.

What happens when you're in love with two guys at the same time. You love them both but you can't be with both because thats not right. Relations becomes complicated. If you choose you lose one and you hurt him. If you don't you hurt them both and life sucks. _____________________________________ My stupid brain when i'm around him. And my heart beats faster when i'm with other. This is a story of three people...Me (Love), Nick and Jason... Grammar police shushhhh don't come here. #FirstStory Hope you like it!

"You know I never thought I would fall in love... All of my life I felt like I was incapable of doing so. I would like guys here and there but only for a short amount of time I'd still stay with them though even after my attraction and like for them left. I just wanted to feel something you know, I wanted to feel... loved. Or at least liked a whole lot. Don't get me wrong I'm not insecure but I've just always wanted to feel that special kind of love. The one that gives you butterflies when that special someone texts, or when you see them a smile automatically appears onto your face and I didn't have that... until I met her. She gave me everything I was looking for and when I say everything I mean everything. I didn't plan on meeting her though, I didn't even plan on falling in love with her.. or hurting her, but I did. I did and I regret it everyday. I regret falling in love with her, and I also regret meeting her I regret I even knew that she existed. I wish I never met her because if I didn't I wouldn't be feeling all of this pain that I am feeling right now, I'd be happy... and she'd still be here."

"If you love me, you won't leave me." Jessie has believed those words from her boyfriend, Josh, since senior year of high school. She loves him and doesn't want to leave him. Not even when he shouts at her and hits her. Jessie's best friend, Kolleen, can't stand seeing her in that situation. With a bit of convincing - and the worst beating she'd ever received - Jessie agrees to move into an apartment with Kolleen. But not long after, Jessie is scared the worst of her nightmares will soon become a reality. Josh goes missing, and suddenly Jessie would swear she's being followed. One night changes everything, and one person soon changes Jessie's outlook. A responding officer from that fateful night begins to seek her out, at first claiming it's part of his job. As she spends time with her new friend outside of his job, she starts realizing that her feelings are evolving. After being abused for over a year, Jessie is terrified she's falling in love. What's even more terrifying is that he might be, too. She isn't ready for love. Not yet. She makes up her mind that if he is falling, and if he does love her, he'll wait for her to be ready, and if she loves him, she won't let herself hurt him. Can the words that used to cage her in really be the key to her freedom? --- Featured On: @NA: Take a seat and let it be | Mature Content and 18 reading list @NA: You deserve the world | Mental Health reading list Ambys Top Picks New Adult 2023

"i'm scared, I'm scared that if I stay by your side for one more second I'll fall for you." THE DARE THAT RUINED HER LIFE ✓ I stare into his eyes and wasn't able to blink mine His eyes still had the same glow of love it had 3 years ago. Everything was just so shocking to believe. I was seeing him again after 3 straight years. Was he real? was it just an illusion? His lips curved into a small smile as I stared at him. he is real- what- "it's been a while, Maya." He spoke. oh shit- he's real. he remembers me. He remembers US. Maya Batzan is the complete definition of perfection. The most famous girl of the highschool. She is enjoying her life happily with her bff Noah Cyrus. They have known each other since they were in their diapers. Everything is going well, until one day Noah gives her a dare. The dare was easy for her. Making someone fall for her wasn't a hard thing but the guy he chose was the hard thing. Jacob Jesson the coldest guy of their school. He has never been interested in girls. He has no friends and talks to absouletly no one. A straight A student he is but Maya don't want to lose the dare so she decides to complete the dare. read to find out how the dare ruins the life of 3 people.

I would bet none of you have ever had that dream summer that all of us want.... that summer where you meet a boy on the beach and go surfing even though you don't know how to surf. That summer where you look him in the eyes while he runs his fingers through your hair. That summer where you skateboard along empty streets at sunset and accidentally steal candy from a grocery store. Well... I didn't get that.... but I got pretty close to it. Because for the summer I went to an island in the middle of nowhere so my dad could start up a new one of his businesses in his chain of stores. I went to the beach. And I met Royce... Royce was two years older than me and had the prettiest purplish eyes and blonde hair. He was the most charismatic person I'd ever met. Then shortly after me and Royce's first appearance we met Jack and Koa. It was amazing and I loved every second of it, until I realized that I had fallen for Royce. And he seemed to fall for me too! Until another girl came into the mix 𖣔 "Do you hate me or not Royce?" "I wish I never fucking spoke to you because god I hate you so fucking much for making me love you! It's your fucking fault! Fuck you!" "And do you love her?!" "Way more than I will ever love you." #5 in unrequited 12-3-2020 #2 in tearjerker 3-14-2021 #8 in unrequitedlove 5-15-2021

Have you ever met someone who alters the course of your life? For good or for bad, they've come in, given and taken, and then- BOOM! Your life was never the same. There's always a change, an altering of reality. When you meet those people, the reality that you've known your whole life is suddenly gone and a new one has taken its place. When those moments happen, there's no going back. You can try to return to the way things were but nothing, and I mean nothing, can take you back to exactly how it was. That's what happened to us. I think that's why we're still trying so desperately to get back to some sort of normalcy. Four years later and we're still on the ground, crawling, in search of the happiness that was lost that June. Summers will never be the same. Midnight walks through my neighborhood will never be the same. Field parties with bonfires and loud music will never be the same. I still don't know why you left and what lead you to the decision you made. What I do know is that we're here. We're alive and we're pushing forward to the future. A future that you're not a part of. But in some ways, I'm glad you're not a part of it. I just wish it wasn't like this. *** TRIGGER WARNING*** SA, abuse, suicide, substance abuse, and mental illness. This is a complete story that is much like life; fast, full of surprises, and not always how we want it to be. This has been a project of mine for over three years. It was self-published on Amazon, but after some issues in publication, I decided to just upload it on here. I hope you fall in love with these characters like I have. The friends in this story are trying to make names for themselves, figure out who they are, who they can trust, how to love, and how to separate themselves from a restrictive community. As in any coming of age story, they will experience growing pains... but will they survive them before its too late? PLEASE READ THE TRIGGER WARNINGS.

Everyone's had a crush. It's a secret, painful, embarrassing, all consuming and more often than not, it's unrequited. What would happen if you took a chance and told your crush how you felt? If you had nothing to lose... •••••••••• "Yes Ally?" she heard him husk in her ear suddenly. She stiffened before forcing herself to relax and turn to face her best friend. "I didn't call you over here," she told him calmly. "I know but you were staring so hard I figured you needed something," he told her with his infuriating smirk. She smiled sweetly in return, "Now, what could I possibly want from you?" His eyes roamed over her face for a minute before his arm shot out and wrapped around her waist. She let out a surprised gasp as she suddenly found herself pressed up against him. She shivered involuntarily as she felt his breath fan her face and stiffened again as she realized how close his face was to her own. •••••••• A story about a group of friends going after the boys they've been secretly in love with for all of high school. It's the end of year senior party and it's now or never. They might not get the guy but they'll still have each other in the end.

Choosing her cost me everything I'd ever loved... including her. It's why I left the small town where I grew up and vowed never to return. I'm no longer the golden boy with a bright future they all remember. Instead, I carry the scars of a tortured past. A broken man deemed unfit, even by the Navy SEALs he'd dedicated the past decade to serve. What was supposed to be a quick trip to sell my parent's property turned into this twisted journey that forced me to confront my demons. And then there she was. My first love, and deepest regret. The woman who still owns every piece of my blackened heart. When she asked for my time, I couldn't refuse. Now I can't walk away. Not after hearing of the danger her husband, a missing FBI agent, has brought to her doorstep. After everything, I owe her my help. It's why I offer to protect her and her two little girls from the danger circling them. It's a vow I never should have made, given the trail of bodies I've left in my wake. Like the harbinger of death, I'm the last man either of us should trust.

"You're right. I'm sorry........ Let me make it up to you. How does dinner sound?" He ask charmingly. Is this guy being serious right now? Is he actually asking me out after what just happened? "No thank you Steele I'm good." I tell him and he's taken aback by my respond. "Why not?" He ask sounding a little upset. He looks like he's never been let down by a girl ever. I'm gonna do it the nicest way I possibly can. "Zac, let me break it down to you. Here's why not.... Firstly, I don't know you..... Secondly, I believe in first impressions.... Third, after my first impression of you, I don't like you... Now if you'd excuse me, my friend is about to put on a show, and I want to be there when it starts. I'll see you outside Zac." I say and smile really sweetly at him as I walk out. He stood there in shock. His expression was priceless. I mean, someone needed to do it. I don't feel bad at all. ****************************************** She's a super successful career orientated women who meets 2 amazing guys who sweeps her off her feet. Prince Charming an almost perfect man or the witty and smart, hollywoods biggest playboy who may or may not be good at commitment. People are never who you think they are, just ask Jessica Red, she made some decisions she wish she could reverse. This story is inspired by true events.