" You were unsure which pain is worse- the shock of what happened or the ache for what will never will." Follow the story of a girl who lost it all. But has it all. A girl who is fearless. But at the same time she's afraid of everything. A girl who is caring. But never get's attached. Follow the story of a girl who had plenty of boyfriend in the past. Yet to her this is her First Heartbreak.

wattys longlist 2018 | MEET ELLA. She's drowning, literally. Ella has lung cancer, causing her lungs to fill with liquid that needs to be drained daily. Every breath she takes feeds her life, but also takes it. MEET JAKE. Resident smoker and bad boy. Forced into rehabilitation, and fighting his inner demons fills up his day. Jakes over it all, he doesn't want to live anymore. So what will happen when the two meet? A girl fighting to live. A boy hoping to die. *not edited or monitored*

Samantha Carter is a 16 year old girl who has developed cancer. The cancer was caught late and Sam has a 60% chance of dying. It seems that all the odds are against her when she meets Cole, the perfect guy. Sam does everything she can to hide her cancer, but Cole has some secrets of his own and suddenly Sam and Cole are facing death right in the face.

The girl in room four-seventeen seems to be a permanent part of the paediatric wing of St. Anne's Hospital. She is bright, smiley, full of life. She doesn't look sick at all. Ben Carlisle becomes a semi-permanent visitor, taking all the time he can to visit his sister, Emily, who has been diagnosed with Leukaemia. Again. The girl in 417 is nothing but a privileged kid with no place else to go. He seems to be the only one who doesn't like her, or her ability to make him think beyond his self-involved mindset. So why is it that he can't seem to stay away from her?

Eriellie, a teen who lost her father due to cancer changing her life drastically. Her mother decides it would be best if they move and have a fresh start. Eriellie moves across the country to a foreign place with foreign people. She learns more about herself, and is faced with challenges she hasn't before. Will she be able to face the challenges that come her way? How will she react to the new people that come into her life? Eriellie learns that losing love always brings more. Read this teen romance/drama novel to see how Eriellie faces all these changes.

Noelle is diagnosed with breast cancer at the age of 16. Her friends are devastated, her family is crushed and she's falling apart day by day. But one night, she is whisked from her hospital bed and befriends some fellow patients. One of which takes an interest in Noelle, and they form a bond he will never forget.

Emily and Jake have been together since he moved in to her house after the death of his parents. They're serious about each other and everyone knows it. Following their graduation, they take their relationship to the next level. Soon after, Emily finds out she's carrying Jake's baby and Jake is diagnosed with cancer. Will Jake live long enough to see the birth of his child or will Emily be left with his baby?

CW: Suicide, abuse, addiction, language, sexual content. In the quiet confines of a small-town hospital, a despondent young man, hollowed out by a failed suicide attempt, encounters an irrepressible girl who is terminally ill, yet fiercely clinging to each fleeting breath. Their unlikely connection draws them together, two lives walking the fine line between hope and despair. As their paths intertwine, they begin to rediscover strength in the face of their respective battles, unearthing courage in the midst of suffering. Together, they embark on a journey of healing, self-discovery, and resilience, where love becomes the beacon that reignites the will to live.

"Death isn't just one thing that happens and is over with. That description fits life more. Death is eternal. I mean that's how I view it. Death brings joy and pain. In my opinion life should be viewed as death is. The end. Death is the beginning. A new life, a fresh new start. Its beauty is unmatched. I imagine it feels like stars bursting, a million smiles and just pure happiness." Cancer. What a pain. Valerie's crippling illness leaves her hospitalised, bored out of her mind, dreaming of how she just wants to be a normal teenager. Although her thoughts are constantly intruded by someone. The boy. She was intrigued by him, he visited everyday at the same time, 2:47pm. She wanted to know his story, why was he here? Is he visiting someone? Her curiosity overflowed her. Anyways, it didn't matter, for her illness was getting better and she could finally get back to school. Sophomore year. Gosh. She could finally be a normal teenager. Then she saw "him" in the school hallways. The boy. Although he seemed different, less warm, more cold. It was like he put up a façade and barricaded his true self. His true self being... the boy she saw in the hospital. 🥇First place in The Star Awards 🥇First place in The Ember Awards #24 in sadromance #15 in cancerpatient finished- 22/09/22

On the way back from Disney World on spring break you meet your favorite band Why Don't We at a gas station. You and Daniel become very close and your friends Raven, Cheyenne, and Leah also become close with the band. Then you are diagnosed with Lymphoma a week after your high school graduation. Leah gets in with a bad crowd and will need saving from one of the Why Don't We boys. Everything seems to turn upside down, but at least you all have each other. #cancer #gangs #drama #romance