It started with demon blood. Things have only gone downhill from there. Now Sam is admitted into a drug abuse treatment center where he will have to navigate the demons of his past and the trauma that ensues from being forcibly admitted. Meanwhile Dean, Bobby, and Cas have their own battles to fight being on the outside of Sam's recovery. TW: Mentions of drug use/abuse, implied suicidal thoughts, references to suicide, mental breakdown, forcible hospitalization, forcible treatment center admission Please take care before, during, and after reading!

A college Destiel AU fic. Castiel Novak is 20 years old, and on the verge of a mental break down just about every damn day of his life. He went to college to live up to his mother's expectations, but he's starting to rethink whether or not he actually cares about that. Maybe it was the new found independence of living his own life? Or maybe it was the mysterious chat from a stranger that set him on the edge of rebellion. He only accepted the chat because he had no friends in the real world to begin with... maybe he could use on online friend. --------- Dean Winchester never knew how much he needed someone to care for. With his little brother Sammy away at a different college and living with his girlfriend, Dean was all alone, where he previously had never had a moment to himself. Dean started a chat with a stranger to find himself a new friend. He quickly realized how much he actually enjoyed the anonymous personality on the other side of the screen. And through his 22 years, he had never fallen for someone as much as he did the kid from the party. Little did he know, they were the same person. - started publishing: september 16th, 2018 ended publishing: february 10th, 2019 I hope to update daily, I pre-wrote most of this story before the publication date, so if I'm not updating enough, let me know :)

Ranking #10 in DeanWinchester 10/3/2021 Ranking #1 in SPNFanFiction 1/25/2021 [COMPLETED VERSION-UNDER EDITING] (This fanfiction is based off season 9 of Supernatural. It does NOT follow the storyline of this season. I do not in any way own the characters of the show.) BOOK ONE Right when he loses sight of his purpose in life Dean Winchester runs into someone from his childhood. Old memories come flooding back, leaving behind an unprecedented emotion in their wake, one the hunter never thought himself worthy of. He slowly begins to slip back into feelings he'd long since suppressed, as if no time had passed, and eventually comes to terms with the longings of his heart. However, fate has different plans in store for him. WARNING: Mature content; occasional depictions of sexual situations (Smut). Be advised.

❝ 𝐒𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐊 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐂𝐀𝐍 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐌𝐄 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄 𝐌𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐃𝐈𝐄?❞ ❰ A SUPERNATURAL BROTHER FIC ! ❱ ₊˚.༄ 𖤐 - 𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 ─── Bowie 𝙬𝙤𝙣'𝙩 rest easy until the thing that killed his mom can't hurt 𝙖𝙣𝙮𝙤𝙣𝙚 else & the step-father who ruined every thing gets what he 𝙙𝙚𝙨𝙚𝙧𝙫𝙚𝙨. ༊*·˚ timeline & credits ─── ➷⌗ ongoing since 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟏 ➷⌗ book volume 𝟏 ➷⌗ seasons 𝟏 - 𝟓 ➷⌗ cover @-𝐯𝐨𝐢𝐝𝐥𝐞𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 ➷⌗ bio inspo @𝐟𝟒𝐢𝐫𝐲𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐱

After weeks of being roommates, Castiel Novak and Dean Winchester with the help of their friends begin to realize, they're maybe not just friends. Towards the end things get dark Pretty shitty writing style. I do not own any characters (Moves a little fast because I wrote it as a one-shot, hated it, and expanded it. Enjoy!) TBH, I really hate this story with a burning passion. My other stories are so so much better.

Sam and Dean Winchester. Two of the most feared hunters on the planet. Castiel Novak. The most bad-assiest angel in Heaven. Together their team is close to unstoppable. The adventures they have been on together prove their strength, ambition, and love for one another. But now, their story has reached an end. What kind of ending, you may ask. Is it happy? Is it sad? Do Sam and Dean get the white-picket fence, apple pie life they deserve? Does Castiel ever know what it means to think, act, and feel the way humans feel for longer than the duration of 2-3 episodes? What will the future entail for Dean and his angel? This story is based on how I would want Supernatural to end (which is pretty much just a mash-up of ideas from tumblr). **TAKES PLACE AFTER SEASON 9 AND FURTHER INTO FUTURE...DO NOT READ IF YOU HAVEN'T SEEN UP TO SEASON 9 FINALE**

Shy, anxious and confused Castiel Novak is your average, everyday college student. Stressed and full of student debt, just trying to make it through the next few years. After numerous attempts to find a place to stay, his older brother find him a place with his boyfriend's brother. The only downfall is that his new roommate is beyond anything that Castiel has ever expected. Confident and flirtatious Dean Winchester is a YouTube star. And his attention just happens to fall on this black hair, blue eyed boy. Castiel doesn't know what he's getting into when he walks into one of Dean's streams and finds himself in the middle of a very complicated situation. In attempts to pay off his college debts, Dean and Castiel make an agreement to become "boyfriends" on his channel. Castiel learns very quickly that this isn't going to be as simple as he originally thought. What happens when they uncover past troubles and find themselves closer than they ever thought possible? _______ "When you graduate, you'll find a man who loves you with his whole being and you'll save lives, Cas. You'll make up for every mistake by saving the lives of hundreds of people. I believe whole-heartedly that you are going to make a difference. One day you'll look back on tonight and think of nothing but how strong you are." "Until then, I'll take care of you. No matter what, I'll always be here for you Cas. Goodnight Castiel. I love you." If only he would have been awake to hear my last three words, it would have saved me a lot of trouble. -Unedited- -Slowburn- |TRIGGER WARNINGS|

During a dangerous case with Sam and Dean something goes wrong and Castiel goes missing, this isn't like the other times Cas has disappeared, this is different, it's strange even for Cas. With Castiel gone Dean doesn't eat or sleep he just drinks and prays wondering if Cas can hear him. Day and night he checks the newspapers and police reports from every city, and county in the US for any sign of the trench coat angel. With no leads things become even more bleaker. Dean throws himself down a hole, and Sam is becoming increasingly worried about about Dean so he seeks out help from from another angel to see if they know anything about the whereabouts of Castiel. Castiel is lost he doesn't know where he is or who he is. He just goes where his feet take him. He never eats or sleeps but he doesn't he have to, he doesn't know why he doesn't eat and it doesn't bother him much cause it would just slow him down. He remembers nothing about Sam or Dean or even himself for that matter, but something is itching at the wall in the back of his head trying to break through, it wants to get out but can't. He gets fragments of things every so often but they are of pain and torture and a redhead he doesn't know the name of. One day a pleasant memory comes through the cracks in his wall he can't place where it came from. The only thing he knows is he needs to find the man with the stunning green eyes. CONTAINS DESTIEL AND SABRIEL

Sixteen-year-old Castiel Novak's life has never been anything but horrible. His father is abusive and his mother died of leukemia when he was five. On top of his terrifying home life, he is bullied at school due to circling rumors of Cas being gay. Living doesn't seem right for the depressive and suicidal teenager, and he soon plans his demise. That is, up until he meets Dean Winchester, an equally depressive seventeen-year-old who turns Cas's life around. Dean shows Castiel a new life, a reason to keep on fighting the fight, and the two soon realize just how much they need each other. This AU fanfic is all about how much Dean and Cas care for each other and just how far they'll go to stay together. Possible trigger warning!!!

It was normal night at the Winchester home; Dean and Sam trying to fall asleep while their parents were watching tv in the living room. But something happened. Something the two kids feared the most. So Dean took Sam and ran, fearing for both their lives. They moved in with their uncle and grandma, soon meeting the Novak boys. Sure, they had troubles of their own, but those two truly saved the Winchesters. It was as if they had their own personal angels. //(contains destiel and sabriel in later-ish chapters) // //(Michifer is included, but not really focused on as much.// Started: April 27, 2020, I believe. Ended: January 2, 2021. Word count: approximately 40-50,000 words. Trigger Warnings: listed in the chapters / none at all. Characters: I do not own any spn characters, but there are a few mentioned that are based off of my friends. 2k20 angelic-remains ♡︎