"Harry wishes things were different. He never wanted things to change between them. In fact, before any of this even happened, the thought had never dared cross his mind, but either way, he guesses they had to, because no one could ever, under any circumstances, find out about his feelings. That would thoroughly ruin everything. Someone would end up being hurt. Someone had to, and Harry, being the nice guy he likes to think he is, couldn't have that, now could he?" * or, the one where Harry is an idiot in love with his best friend's boyfriend Zayn, and I reference way too many One Direction songs - Warning: Story contains mature language and minimal sexual imagery. Disclaimer: I don't know or own any of the (ex) members of One Direction or any of the songs referenced in this book, however, the plot is all MINE, so I'd love it if you'd be so kind and respect that :)) [lowercase intended] started: June 29, 2019 completed: April 30, 2020

High school isn't always that easy there's always something that can get in your way, well that's exactly what happened to Niall Horan, he got bullied. Until a certain girl helped him. From that day they became best friends, but also they always had a crush on each other but never told each other. Later Niall left for the X factor and they never talked to each other ever again, until one day when niall sees her again. what will niall do seeing her the Love of his life face to face again? Completed AU Read the story and find out? ***** Please keep in mind I wrote this book when I was 13, so it's not that good but your welcome to read it*******

I glanced over at Harry. He was looking back at me and I could see his mouth moving in that slow, sexy way of his, but I couldn't focus on what he was saying. I was too busy enjoying how pink and puffy his lips looked, imagining how soft they would feel and how red I could make them if I just leaned in and kissed him. I scooted closer to him and caught the scent of his shampoo. He smelled so clean and I wanted to bury my head in his curls and breathe him in. His eyes seemed to darken as he gazed at me. He was so fucking beautiful that it was almost painful to look at him, like staring at the sun. Harry raised an eyebrow at me and licked his lips, and before I knew what I was doing I was leaning in to whisper in his ear. "I need you." *** Zayn finds himself drawn to one of his band mates after a game of Truth or Dare gets out of hand. The events of this drunken night lead Zayn and Harry to question everything that they thought they knew about themselves. Can love prevail when their attempts to navigate a relationship while living in the spotlight are thwarted by girlfriends, management, fans, and even the other members of One Direction? WARNING: Explicit sexuality. **1st place winner in the boyxboy category of the 2014 1D Watty Awards**

"No, you don't get to do this." He looks at him angrily. But there's also a tinge of sadness behind those green eyes, Zayn can see that. Because even after all these years, he can still read Harry like an open book. "Do what?" Zayn asks softly, even though he knows the answer too. This isn't hurting him any less, but he knows they need to talk. He knows, if they can't get back to what they used to be, at least they need closure. They both deserve it. "This." Harry gestures the space between them with his hands. "You can't just pretend the last 3 years never happened Zayn. Because they did, and it hurt like hell." "I'm not pretending anything Harry, but I think we both know we need to talk." **** Or, where Zayn and Harry meet after 3 years and there are still some things they need to talk about.

You never liked Math. You especially didn't like your old Math teacher. You always bunked Math, but when you found the new teacher was your ex-boyfriend, you knew you weren't going to be bunking or failing Math that year. But that also met hanging around with his friends. "It's sad. She used to be afraid to go to the club, she goes every week with him now. She never drank that much, but she gets hungover every Sunday morning. The worse thing is it doesn't even seem like he's forcing her into anything they do in this relationship. You don't seem like you want to know, but let me tell you. She's not coming back. The days that we used to tease her as your Mrs are long gone" ~When he lays you down, I might just die inside It just don't feel right 'Cause I can't love you more than this, yeah When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight It just won't feel right 'Cause I can love you more than this, yeah~ https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6taxFZrkhrCNr9AsKYReA3?si=6913e0bb8d5b4dee

• WARNING: This story contains sexual content and vulgar language. • Your first love. Everyone has had them, still has them or will have them. Your first love is the first person you truly and deeply fall in love with. Your first love is the person you share your firsts with. Your first kiss that's a true act of love and not an impulse. Your first time with a person you actually love, and not just because you're horny. Having your first kiss given by your first love, is the best thing that can ever happen. Having your virginity taken away by your first love, is the most magical thing in this world. Your first real relationship being your first love, is something literally impossible never forget. You can never forget your first love. They will always stay with you. No matter how long you've been apart, or how bad the relationship ended. They will always pop up in your mind when you see something that reminds you of them. When someone asks you how old you were when you had your first real relationship. They will always stay by your side. That's the same thing with Olivia Tomlinson and Harry Styles in this story. The relationship starts, and it's all cute and fun. The honeymoon phase. The best phase in a relationship. When Olivia and Harry are together for a longer time, they start noticing things that are annoying to each other. They start to argue more. What if it turns into a toxic relationship? A toxic relationship and also an on and off relationship? What if they just can't leave each other alone? What if they realize it's impossible to get over each other, no matter how toxic the relationship was?

*A Ziall AU* Zayn has always loved his sister. She meant the world to him. Doniya Malik has been Zayn's goddess. Zayn had always looked up to his sister, he had always wanted to be like her, even if that meant wearing her espadrilles and stilettos, dancing to Ariana Grande in her pink bedroom or smothering sparkly gold lipstick all over his mouth. Zayn loved his sister more than anyone in the world. But there was something he didn't know that went on with his sister. The conflicts his sister had with others. When Doniya had to move away 'for college', Zayn was devastated. Even though he spoke to her almost every night, he missed her dearly. He continued to do what he loved best, something that Doniya had taught him, how to skate. He kept on skating and hoping for his sister to return to him. Until then, he felt alone, unloved and confused. Until when another guy came in and caught him skating. Then, Zayn realised, he could love someone other than his sister. A different kind of love. And that he could be loved by someone else, a different kind of love. But What happens when love has physical consequences? Love can be Frightening.

I believe in lots of things. I believe in not having...it...til you're married. I don't like cussing. Even though tons of people cuss at me, I changed the words for your benefit, of the comments they make about me. I've had my first kiss, before every thing happened. Before I lost my hearing. Before my mum and dad died. Before I lived with Mrs. Daphne Jones and Mr.Roger Jones, my foster parents. Before my 8 year old sister got lung cancer. All because of the accident. Because of the explosion. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Cassie is a 17 almost 18 year old and has been bullied ever since...since the accident. It's changed her life drastically and she's bullied everyday by everyone, but mostly by Niall Horan, Harry Styles, and Louis Tomlinson. Liam Payne was just the sympathetic popular guy. But one day a new student comes, Zayn Malik. Mysteriously, all these things happen when he arrives. A sudden burst of confidence, heartbreak, secrets, bullies.... What happens?

HARRY STYLES A man that is known to be the biggest tycoon in the world. He owns the chain of restaurant and Casino. But what no one knows is that this all is just a facade for something else. He has achieved all of this in just 2 years, he is 24 now. He has no parents. He is known to be the most Ruthless, rude, evil and heartless man walking alive on this planet. Everyone fears him. Some say he is shady man. All in all he is dangerous. What is Harry's actual work...? Is he really dangerous...? Is he really heartless as everyone says him to be...? No one knows.... Let's find out together. ZAYN MALIK 19 Year old boy....most innocent, selfless and caring Human. He lost his mother because of his father who is a drunkard and always hit Zayn. They are in debt because of his father who like to gamble, he waste all money which zayn and his mum earn on gambling which left them with almost nothing. He still is content with his life and is hoping for a better future to come his way. What he doesn't know is that someone has his eyes on him. He is oblivious to all this. How did his mother died...? What was the reason for her death..? Who has their eyes on him...? No one knows.. Let's find out together.. But, Elsewhere someone has already been eyeing Zayn for god knows how long. He is dangerous and stubborn. He is a mysterious man. If he want something he will do anything to have it. Who is it...? What does he actually want...? Again no one knows Let's find it out together ------------------------------ Kindly read introduction first and then proceed to checkout the book. This book is going to be updated very slowly as I'm currently working on two more books so have some patience. As always thanks for your support... - AS

(COMPLETE) Molly can't help feel bitterness towards Harry, she was the one who egged him on to audition for The X Factor, and now look at him; he is touring the world and visiting all the places they used to dream about. After Harry arrives back in London after months of travelling, things immediately turn awkward for the pair of them. How will Molly handle seeing him after such a long time?