This is my first fan fiction, so I hope you all enjoy my slow burn!

Baby I'm so sorry I can't explain why I did this. Shut up. I gave you everything. There was no need for this and yet you treated me like this. You know what you will pay for this and him too. Get the hell out my house right now!!!!! ------------------------------ ⚠️ Warning ⚠️ -Mature Content -Strong Language

warning: this book contains serious topics, and might be triggering to some of you read at your own risk This is an incredibly Slow-burn this is just my second book, so I'm sorry if you don't like my writing style, but keep in mind that I'm trying to improve.

I'm not great at writing descriptions, so I'm not adding a description of the story. However, I hope you give the story a chance. It's something different that I'm trying to write, and I hope you enjoy it. Please take a moment to read it. Happy reading !!! ( I am currently in the process of adding English translations for the dialogues, which is taking some time as I need to edit all the chapters. It's easier to add translations while writing new chapters, but since I need to go back and edit the previous ones, it's a bit more time-consuming. I am quite busy at the moment, so I won't be able to add translations immediately, but I kindly ask for your patience. I plan to finish the book first, and after that, I will continue adding translations. I've already added translations to the first 10 chapters. Thank you for your understanding! )

This is my first story and updates will be slow I don't expect it to be a big hit or anything but I do hope it you read you enjoy and give me some tips for future chapters.

So um... this is my first Wattpad publishment (not a word lol). Good vibes here, so no haters. Honestly, I feel like I'll ruin the whole vibe if I give a description. So smile, be happy and have a great time deciding whether you'll read this book or not. Enjoy... If you're reading 🤭

Absolutely loving farmeed and their angsty enemies to lovers dynamic, I wanted to add a little more detail amd my kinda twists in the story.. the starting chapters may be a little plain, but i promise it gets better ; ).. Enjoy!!

(Complete) A high school student struggling with grief, drugs, depression, and love as she comes of age in this rollercoaster yet hopeful story. *****I started writing this during a sad time In my life so please don't steal my work, it means a lot to me. IF YOU SEE THIS ANYWHERE APART FROM WATTPAD PLEASE REPORT Warning - I've not edited it yet xD #4 sad romance for 2 weeks Most impressive ranks #1 sadromance #1 yanovel #3 mental health #3 depression

C̺͆O̺͆M̺͆P̺͆L̺͆E̺͆T̺͆E̺͆D̺͆ Started ~ February 13, 2021 Ended ~ April 3, 2021 ~ Re-write ~ May 28, 2021 End ~ August 18, 2021 *************** Disclaimer! This book might not make since at some points. This book does go a bit fast. There is NO HAPPY ENDING. *************** "Wait honey stop!" The lady yelled, but I wasn't gonna stop. I headed for the front door and before I could push it open I felt arms wrap around my waist "Stop" I kept thrashing in his arms "Come on stop, your gonna hurt yourself more" I didn't listen I just kept trying "Keep her arm as still as you can!" Someone yelled and I felt hands grab my right arm and then something prick my skin "Just stop!" Slowly I collapsed in their arms and my eyes shut. Not how this was meant to happen