Note: All my future Lams fics will be on my AO3 account (same name as this one). A collection of sad stories about Alexander Hamilton and John Laurens. I may write some one shots that aren't so depressing in the future, but for now it's just angst. *Cover art is by wubdoe on Tumblr

Alexander Hamilton has not had an easy life. After his parents died, he bounced from foster home to foster home in Nevis, each one giving up on him and claiming that he was "too difficult to deal with." After being thrown out of his seventh foster home, he gets adopted by an American couple named George and Martha Washington. George and Martha are incredibly kind and willing to do anything for Alex, but Alex finds it difficult to trust them. He worries that they will become angry with him and throw him out the way the rest of his foster parents did. He finds himself growing more and more depressed and angry, and nothing the Washingtons do can make him feel better. Alex finds himself desparate for acceptance, and ends up in a tumultuous friendship with none other than John Laurens, a gay boy rebelling against his homophobic parents. Will the Washingtons give up on Alex, or will Alex finally learn to trust again.

*THIS WAS MY FIRST BOOK ON WATTPAD AND MY FIRST COMPLETED. PLEASE DON'T READ MY HOGWASH, THIS BOOK IS TERRIFYINGLY BAD* Two males meet in King's College as roommates. They both look into each other's eyes, and John Laurens can already tell it's love at first sight, but he's not sure if Alexander Hamilton feels the same. Read more to find out. John's Backstory: John is a homosexual who came to King's College because of his homophobic and abusive father. The daily abuses lead his eating disorder and him becoming suicidal, but he keeps this hidden from everyone. Alexander's Backstory: Alexander is male who came from the Caribbean, and he doesn't remember the 4 other times he came to the U.S when he was younger, because he found a way to clear his mind of all the memories he had, but the terrifying and scarring ones came back to him during the hurricane. * READ FROM CHAPTER 22 AND ON, THE FIRST ONES ARE CRINGRY AF if I were to say this months ago, READ ONLY THE LAST CHAPTER, THE REST IS TRASH Me: *puts do not read on story title* Story: 7.3k A month later Story:10.8k Me: I SAID DON'T READ THIS SHIT Started: July 9th, 2017 Finished January 6th, 2018 A sequel (sorta) of Camp Revolutionary! (Don't worry, I have permission) First fan-fiction that's not absolute T-R-A-S-H. what the fuck do i mean, it's fucking trash, don't read it besides the last chapter. Thanks for the support, love ya all <3 YOU* i have a girlfriend) LMAO NOT ANYMOREEEEEEEEEE IM SINGLE LADIES No I have a girlfriend again haha Nope I'm single once again It may not make sense in the beginning, but it'll make sense after you read chapter 27.

***ALEXANDER × !MALE! READER*** You are Y/N L/N from the state of Alabama, moving up into 1700's New York City in hopes of getting a better life and a bigger future than your family had intended. When going into the city you see two interesting looking men enter a bar. Not really having anywhere to be you follow. This is how your story begins... **ALL CHARACTERS (besides yourself and my own) BELONG TO LIN MANUEL MIRANDA AND THE MUSICAL 'HAMILTON'. THANK YOU** SOME WARNINGS; This book contains the reader going through a sort of sexual awakening. Also there might be some angst and smut. I will put warnings in the beginning of chapters so that you will be warned. YOU HAVE BEEN INFORMED. YOU HAVE NO REASON TO COMPLAIN IN THE COMMENTS NOW. Also please note that Alexander and your own age will be slightly altered. Thank you.

Alex is the adopted Prince under George Washington and their kingdom is poor but pushing through together. Right under that kingdom, John is next in line for king, though he still has a lot to learn from his father, Henry, who wants him to take the throne, but refuses to tell him anything about how their people are faring. Both are ready for something new. Both are ready to start their own legacy. When these two meet, something new starts in each of them... Yet a war looms in the horizon... One has a past we all know while the other hides some painful memories that may change the course of some actions. ~~~ Warnings: one borderline mature scene(nothing graphic), abuse, some slurs, trauma, depressive thoughts. All have warnings in the chapters(look for 'TW') Cover designed by my friend(you know who you are) so shoutout to them! Holy crab #13 in Lams!!! :O(May2020) #6 in Lams?!?!?!(Aug2021) I'm so done it's #4 in Lams? (Apr2022)

John Laurens is the ultimate celebrity. He's charming, he gives to charities, he's crazy talented, and on top of that, the whole world loves him. Well, the whole world except for his childhood best friend, of course. When John had left to become a superstar, he left Alexander Hamilton behind. They had lost contact after a couple years as John got sucked up into the world of being famous. So what happens when John, the singer devoted to his music, visits Alex, the scorned man who no longer enjoys his company, after ten years? ~.~ This story is inspired by Anthony Ramos's album, The Good and The Bad, and each title uses the song titles. (This book was written before the news of the breakup, and I was too far to turn back and change the story) I do NOT own the characters in this story, they all belong to history and Lin Manuel Miranda's musical, Hamilton. Cover Art creds @annanymous_ MATURE for strong language, and talk about sex (skips past actual sex scenes). WARNING: Most replies from me will be ominous, beware of the smiley face :) Unless otherwise specified, story will be told in John's POV.

**I AM FULLY AWARE THIS IS BAD, ITS FROM 2 YEARS AGO AND ALTHOUGH I WRITE MUCH BETTER IM NOT GONNA FIX IT** Alexander Hamilton is a homeless immigrant with very little chance of surviving. John Laurens is a rich South Carolinian with a kind heart. What happens when their worlds collide? ______ "Jesus fucking Christ" I yelped, my voice dry and sick. The moment I opened my mouth I could feel my lips burst from them constantly being dry. "Shit!" Someone yelled rushing to my aid. I rubbed my nose as tears burned the back of my eyes. "Are you okay," I opened my eyes to see the most gorgeous man to ever exist. His bright, hazel green, full of life eyes met my standard, brown, dead one's. His eyes widened, "woah," he said. #7 in Lams Started: September 5, 2019 Completed: September 5, 2020 "Why the fuck are y'all still reading this" -Me (April 8, 2021)

John Laurens: A boy who has lived in South Carolina until he was ten. Homeschool until his senior year of high school. He was finally being enrolled at King's College after attending NYU for a year. He was never very social and only had a few friends. Not to mention he was gay. Alexander Hamilton: Orphan and Carribean immigrant. His father left at 10, his mom died at 12, and his cousin committed suicide at 17. He was on his own. Never went to school until he started his Sophomore year at King's College. For these two boys. Everything will change once they discover that they are roommates. How will this effect them? Story contains Lams, Mullette, a little Jeffmads, Thomgelica, Meggy, and other ships. All characters belong to Lin Manuel Miranda. I do not own Hamilton nor it's characters Started: July 10, 2017 Completed: January 7, 2018

alexander hamilton was very known for pornography. everyone assumed that he was the one to hoe around. they assumed that he couldn't keep it in his pants. john laurens was just an average teenager that enjoyed watching porn like almost everyone else. what happens when you put these two together because of a meet and greet? keep reading to find out. ⚠️ WARNING ⚠️ THIS BOOK WILL INCLUDE THE FOLLOWING: * strong language * smut *homophobia * sexism * angst PLEASE DON'T READ IF YOU THINK YOU'LL BE TRIGGERED IN ANY WAY, SHAPE, OR FORM! this is my first modern au so if it's shitty, i apologize in advance! it's awful in like the first few chapters, i promise that it gets A LOT better :) 4/19-#308 LAMS 8/18: #10 LAMS COMPLETED: 01/18/2021 UNDER EDITING***

~SUMMER CAMP AU~ (complete) John Laurens is a pretty typical teenager. Average grades, decent social life, and hella gay. His parents thought it would be nice to send him to a summer camp to get him away from the same routine. Little does he know what his summer will entail. My first Hamilton fanfic! :)