FINAL VERSION NOW AVAILABLE ON AMAZON: https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B0846QJQ86?ref=knfdg_R_twm_yes No one's life is perfect--and mine is no different. On the outside, you might see me as a young woman that was raised in the most perfect life; both parents, an upper-middle-class home, a safe neighborhood. This is all true, yes, but the worst of my struggles were things that many people didn't see: my mental health. In this book, I share all my struggles with my eating disorder, anxiety, depression, and the things that go along with it. My goal in writing this is letting you know that you, the reader, are never alone. There are people like me that care about you, that understand how hard it can be. Hopefully this book with give you clarity about some things you've been dealing with, and maybe give you some peace of mind and directions on how to navigate through these hard times. Please, keep fighting. We need you. Much love!

Beautiful is weighing under 130lbs. Attractive is having the perfect hour glass figure. jealousy is watching your 128lbs best friend cries about being fat while your sitting on your couch eating chips adding to the fact that your already weighing over 170lbs I should slap her. I should slap her for talking shit, I should slap her for being inconsiderate of the actual fat girl sitting in this room. "I am so ugly!" she cried while studying her perfect hour glass figure in the full length glass. No, I am. I huffed passing by her to grab my self a soda from the kitchen. "I have zero time to put up with your drama today" I honestly told her. While sulking in my own emotions. ~ Kameala face a struggle of low self-esteem, self loath and seasonal depression due to her weight. She wasn't lucky enough like other curvy girls to live a normal teenage life, instead she was torn, broken and ripped to pieces before she entered adulthood. Now kameala is a grown adult who still can't move on or grew up from her past but when circumstances and faith gave kameala another chance she tries to change her pitiful life. Like a Phoenix kameala soar just when everyone and everything gave up on her. She soar above her self and her circumstances. ~ "You're not fat. You're a curvaceous woman" His hot breath send tingles down my spine and his lips that was lightly grazing the tip of my ears erupted a contagious wave of goose bumps on my skin. "Curvaceous" I mumbled, I like that. A wattpad novel. Chapter 1-5 edited 12/23/2019

This is a story. A true story. A story about what it's like to lose yourself because of someone else's words, or actions. A story about what it's like to be squeezed until every drop of self worth leaks from your body. A story about how someone else's influence can make you feel like you don't love yourself anymore. This is my story.

-A Lie I decided to focus on family, choosing to believe and have faith that everything else would fall into place. I wasn't comfortable-or good-at lying to her. So, when Samantha surprised me one day by swallowing her pride and asking directly if anything had happened during our break, I hesitated. The silence, I believed, said it all. I was on the verge of confessing when she gave me an out: "If you tell me nothing happened, I'll believe you," she said. I should have told her the truth then-or resolved never to reveal it. Instead, years later, as I left for the final time, I selfishly brought it up. By confessing, I hoped to push her away. But in that moment, I let her believe what she clearly wanted to hold on to-that I had been faithful. She knew Pippa and probably sensed there was something between us, but she let it go-and so did I. It was cowardice, I know. Still, I made up my mind to make our dream a reality. And for a while, it worked. But fast-forward through the births of our three additional sons, and more than a dozen years, the same problems that once threatened us had only grown and would soon spiral out of control.

｡.:* ''𝘚𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘸𝘢𝘺, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘠𝘖𝘜𝘙𝘚𝘌𝘓𝘍." - 𝘔𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘺 𝘏𝘢𝘭𝘦 ☆.｡.:* ・‥...━━━━━━━☆☆━━━━━━━...‥・ (WARNING): This book contains sensitive content including: strong language, self-harm, mentions of suicide, mental illness, sexual situations, and drug use.

This story is about how you can heal a broken heart, all you have to do is give it time and to focus on yourself.😁

This book is a heartfelt memoir about my journey through the ups and downs of love. It starts with the excitement of a new relationship but soon dives into the pain of unrequited love and heartbreak. Apart from exploring love and loss, it's really about finding yourself and how to heal. You'll see how I struggled to let go, the healing process, and the lessons I learned along the way. It's about discovering that true love is all about freedom, not holding on. If you've been through a tough breakup, this might give you some comfort and hope. Apart from exploring love and loss, the book is really about personal growth and finding yourself. It dives into how I learned to let go, heal from emotional pain, and discover a renewed sense of purpose. It reflects on the journey of understanding myself better, rediscovering my passions, and embracing life with a new perspective. You'll also see how I've used philosophical insights and personal experiences to show that healing is an ongoing process and that true love is all about freedom and self-acceptance.

This book is a mix of poems and my diary entry's. I've been at a loss for words for the past 2 or so years after writing i story I practically surrogatly lived through and proudfully deleted. I've been trying to make a new start for myself since the new year and it was so difficult for me, so I decided to do what I thought I knew best writing out my emotions. These poems and entries are my way of releasing those emotions out of me. Emotions I go through, and I know that people could relate to me so I'm deciding to publish them for anyone who wants a personal reading that could even help you. So this is me, Grace Crilly.

Each day is a gift and not a given right. I often say that to myself, to be thankful for every day and count my blessings. I never expected to be where I am at this very moment in my life. All I can be is thankful. I didn't expect to run into him after what happened, but he saved my life on more than one account we were bound to cross paths again. I don't think I have everything figured out yet ,and I still don't think I am worthy to have him in my life. In my own opinion he has everything going for him and I'm just starting out.

Everyone has a difficult stages in life, but here it was difficult in every step of life for her. The story describes how she encountered hardships at every phase of her life. Despite the difficulties, she showed incredible strength and resilience.