Now that you understand your place in the team, you work day in and day out to capture the bad guys and give justice fo those who seek it. However, something traumatic from your past is brought back into your life, and you don't know who you are all of a sudden. How can you do a good job when you're breaking apart inside? Most importantly, how can you be there for Spencer when he needs you the most? (I am rewriting Criminal Minds, all fifteen seasons, as if the reader was a part of the Behavioral Analysis Unit. This is a Spencer Reid x Reader fanfiction)

Amanda Hotchner hasn't had a good life. With an abusive father that hated her for her intellect and a twin who was jealous of the same thing, she became a different person to please them. Until she met him. Spencer Reid was her safe haven until he broke the last part of her left untouched: her heart. Now, 9 years later, the two have reunited, become friends, and fallen back together. But can they really just pick up where they left off or will nine years of history push them apart? What will happen when secrets from their past come back to haunt them? Will the two hold on for dear life or realize that they are better off letting each other go? Can Spencer and Amanda get back the love they once had or are they truly not the people they once were in college? Find out in the next installment of The Story of Us series: Tangled Up in You You're the shore when I am lost at sea. You're the only thing that I like about me. And in this world where nothing else is true. Here I am still Tangled Up in You. ~Staind

𝐋𝐨𝐮 𝐢𝐬𝐧'𝐭 '𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐥.' 𝐅𝐨𝐫 𝐨𝐧𝐞, 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐥. 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐞𝐱-𝐃𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐬𝐨 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐮𝐧. 𝐄𝐱𝐜𝐞𝐩𝐭 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐨 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐚𝐩𝐞. 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐞𝐱-𝐛𝐨𝐲𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐀𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐧 𝐇𝐨𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐧𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰𝐬 𝐮𝐩 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐥𝐮𝐞, 𝐬𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐜𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐞𝐭. 𝐁𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐬 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐮𝐥𝐭.

Your first year at the BAU has been everything you expected, it was something you enjoyed and were passionate about. Everything in your life remains normal. You have a stable apartment and you friendship with your coworkers is strong. That is until a case is worked on by the team that has ties to your past, a past that is filled with seduction and passion. After the case, you decide to take a leap of faith and re visit that past. In the process, meeting a man who has you wondering, who are they? You sure wanted to find out. In a story of secret love affairs and fear of loosing each other, Y/N and the man she meets might just be more than what they started out as. Friends. Spencer Reid x Reader Ratings: #1 in spencer #2 in reid #1 in reid #2 in matthew gray gubler started: 7/29/20 ended: 12/8/20

Revenge is like politics, one thing always leads to another until bad has become worse, and worse has become worst. Jonas Jonasson Something my dad always told me was that before you embark on a journey of revenge, dig two graves. Well now i'm digging nine and i'm ready to go down with them if that's what it takes. With this plan i will let them know that i'm in full control before i even begin. Nothing will go wrong and i will get my dad out... and my uncle in. Then we can live on a beach somewhere and play cards all day, meet new people and start over. Like mother would have wanted. It was never meant to get real, if i had just stuck to the plan it would have worked. It still did, but how was i to know that i would end up falling in love with her? TW Well it's Criminal Minds so it's to be expected.

Your past comes a-knocking when you visit your family for the first time in what seems like years. Things aren't what you thought they were, but you have a hard time believing that your parents are involved in anything nefarious. Trying to juggle your personal life with your work life isn't easy, but you have an amazing team to help you through it. Will the truth come out or stay buried?

"𝙂𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙜, 𝙜𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙜, 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙡𝙮 𝙜𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙜. 𝙄 𝙢𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙣 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙'𝙫𝙚 𝙗𝙚𝙚𝙣, 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙗𝙚, 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙄 𝙘𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙨𝙖𝙫𝙚." 𝐇𝐮𝐫𝐭/𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬!! 𝐄𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐬 𝐱 𝐎𝐂

"Nothing is cooler and more attractive than a big comeback, and that'll be me" - Steven Alder "Where are you going?" "Quantico, they need my help" "But your no longer an SSA" "They need MY help June, then it's the end of it" "One last case" "The last one" But old habits don't die that easily. So getting pulled back in old habits don't exactly turn out like she planned. She meant it, one last case. But maybe for her, she can't leave again. As their hearts still beat as one, like it has since the moment they meet. Weather they liked it or not.

"do you think it was easy watching you fall in love with her? you think my heart wasn't broken when i found out you two were getting married? i stood there, controlling my micro expressions so you couldn't tell in that very moment my heart broke." just then, Spencer grabbed my shoulder, cupped my cheek, kissing me passionately before pulling me into the tightest hug. * i don't own any of the characters or anything* #14 spencerreid 1/17/21 #1 aaronhotchner 1/27/21 #4 derekmorgan 1/31/21

Y/N has always known Emily, growing up together and bonding over shared trauma. Even going as far as going undercover for Interpol. After the 9 grueling years, she had given up on love, it would always lead to heartbreak even if it's a good guy. That was up until Spencer Reid came into her life. I promise the story is better than the description Based on seasons 9-11 hair, the only spoilers are for the season 9 finale and previous trauma. Trigger Warnings - physical abuse, mental abuse, torture, miscarriages, overdose, and mentions of drug use If you don't like pregnancy plots or children in fics, back away now any comments about including children will be deleted immediately.