I never considered the possibility of saying it outloud to him. To tell him the words i wouldn't even dare wisper to him. The way his eyes are focused on me watching me ever so carefully makes me want to tell him everything that's going on in my mind right now. I stay quiet. not saying a word. He looks at me like he desires the words to be said again. For me to tell the truth. The truth i let linger around dancing through my words. I couldn't love him. It's not that i dont love him. I just shouldn't. I shouldn't be with someone like him to risk everything. After all, i was hired to kill him. Tropes : Enemies to lovers Forbidden love Touch him and you will die Long lost childhood bestfriends Right time wrong place Status : complete Word count : 40.000+ Ranks : #68 on Hitman 8-8-2023 #68 on action romance 18-12-2024

Jason Williams didn't think going out to dinner with his family was going to be any different than usual. Comments about his sexuality, some teasing from his brothers, and lots of paparazzi. You know, nothing strange at all. But a fight with his father made Jason storm out of the restaurant, down an alleyway, and suddenly his life isn't the usual anymore. He woke up in an unfamiliar dark room, and a handsome boy opened his door to explain. The snowy-haired genius was holding him captive until he got what he wanted. Life couldn't be worse. Warning: This book contains mental issues such as depression, schizophrenia, and others. If you're sensitive to that kind of thing, then you should probably think twice before reading this. Of course, if you want to read it and you're sensitive, I'm not stopping you. This book only touches upon the subjects; It doesn't go deep into suicide attempts and voices. Remember despite the hate these mental illnesses receive, I believe you. Mental illnesses are no joke, they're not something I try to use for views. I am not hating on the illnesses. I know it's hard, but they are relevant to the book so I had to include them. If you're feeling depressed, please talk to a counsellor. Or, if you're too scared for that, I'll happily listen and give you advice. Thank you! (I needed to include this because I didn't want people thinking I thought the mental illnesses were stupid. I don't, I promise. I love you, and I need you to keep fighting!)

Use me. Hurt me. Hate me. Strip me bare. I'll let you. Touch the ones I love. I'll be your worst nightmare. Your first mistake is thinking I'm weak. And Your second is underestimating me ~The image for the book cover doesn't belong to me, so all credits to the owner ~

"Now now, you've got to be quieter 'Boss'. Although I bet your secretary would love to walk in and find his boss bent over his own desk" A CEO with a notorious playboy reputation and a mysterious man. What could possibly go wrong? A fascinating office romance between a CEO and his subordinate Warning: Contains sexual content between men (ie male on male action) Reader discretion is advised

First ever story. Feedback is welcomed. MATURE (BoyxBoy) "It wasn't just me..." I weakly protested, immediately regretting it as he slammed his fist into the wall, a few inches left from my face. "I don't give a damn! You will make it up to me." He looked at me unpleased, his tone leaving no room for argument. Make it up to him? "How do you expect me to do that?" I tried to glare at him, losing conviction when his dark look made me avert my eyes. "I'll think of something." He said cruelly, and by the look on his face, I wasn't going to enjoy it whatsoever. What have I gotten myself into...

An ambitious Lawyer who raises his two brothers is going stir crazy. His brothers do not listen, they fight with each other, and the household feels like hate. He tries to spend time with them, but he does not have that nurture capability. He has a dry personality. Every time he tries to do something nice one of them takes it as a hostile move. He can never please one brother without pissing the other one off! Then you have the nerdy teacher that streams games and is trying to find his place in this new town. He is shy, caring, and missing his family. Coming out to his family was different than what he thought it would be. He moved away and tried to start over. Could he get the chance here he never got at home. He is alone and he is afraid. Both men have been going to the same coffee shop for weeks. They both recognize each other from Tinder. Will one of them make the first step? Is a relationship what they want or just some friends with benefits. NOTE: This story will contain, Manxman, punishments, abusive language, some hatred, spankings, and resentfulness. Read at you own risks. This will eventually contain spicy scenes which I will indicate before and after. You can always skip these scenes and continue on with the story! In the end though you may be surprised the outcome of the situation.

* cannot be read as a stand alone * I hate him. I hate him so much. Why did he have to walk in here and do this to me? Why did he have to walk in here and make me question absolutely everything I had ever known about myself? Why did I have to fall for him? Why did he have to hurt me? Heartbreak is almost an everyday occurrence. My feelings are no longer under my control, and somehow the blame is always being thrown my way in this twist and turn relationship. Time to lock up my heart and throw away the key... If I can find the key.

"Why are you staring at me like that?" "Like what?" "Like you want to tear off my clothes." "And what if I do?" ~~~ Kingsley didn't believe in love. All he wanted was a single night with his incredibly hot boss, Lorenzo, that he had spent a year lusting over. When Lorenzo starts reciprocating Kingsley's advances, the man believes his fantasy will finally come true. But the corporate world isn't forgiving, and there are many roadblocks on the way. Read how their lives get complicated as things start getting steamy. ~~~ [mxm] [marked mature for sexual content]

Is it okay to fall in love again? What If they'll hurt me again? What if they will used me again? ------------------------------------------------ ⬇️⬇️⬇️ Sneak peek ⬇️⬇️⬇️ "No need to explain, I know everything now," he mumbled, and I can feel the disappointment in his voice. "No, you don't know the whole truth. Please let me explain first." I beg him but he is still not listening. "One last question Chay. Me or your Career?" he said staring into my eyes. I didn't answer him and just stare at him back, like why is he asking me those questions now? "Okey, I get what is your answer now Chay," he said again. I wanted to shout at him because he is not letting me explain at first. But my mouth is not even cooperating at all. I can't open them because I've been holding my sob since in the main house. He stands up and comes to me and gives me a longing and tender kiss. "I hope our paths never cross again. I'm letting you go because I know, you will be happy together. I'm not going to stop loving you that's a promise. I'm going to miss you. Goodbye Chay" he said and left me in his office just like that. Number 1 in #macauchay Number 1 in #backtogether READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.... Started: August 1, 2022 Ended: August 29, 2022

"A mate will love you and only you. No other can compare to you and he or she will treasure you above all and everything in the world," mommy says to me as she kissed my forehead. I sighed dreamily. I can't wait till I find my mate. He'll be perfect and handsome and funny and smart and brave and beautiful and he'll love me... only ever me... and... and... Present This hurts so much. Seeing and hearing and knowing my mate, the one who's supposed to love me above all, me, only me is in love with somebody else. I'd hate him if I could. I'd reject him if I could... I wish I could. %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% Important My books are written explicitly for a MATURE AUDIENCE 18 YEARS AND OLDER. There will be some instances/scenes/suggestions of sexual acts, crude language, MPREG and will portray gay relationships between males. If you do not enjoy stories of this nature please leave now. I will not condone/defend/accept any sort of attacks on my stories, my characters or myself. It is well within your right to choose what type of entertainment you prefer but I will not be blamed for your curiosity. Read at your own risk. ******************************************************