(These are not my characters they are from greys anatomy and I don't own them) Based in season 18 when Meredith and Addison have a heart to heart conversation after putting Ellis,Bailey and Zola to sleep

Meredith and Addison have an affair while the redhead is still married to Derek.

This is not the second part of Pure hatred&True love, but I am writing another MerAdd fanfic. This description will not say anything about MerAdd so you will have to read to learn this version of their story. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- Meredith Grey has always dealt with depression. She never told anybody about it, but it's there. She had managed over the years to keep everything under control by taking her medication and keeping her self away from heartbreaking issues. Everything changed when she met the hot shot brain surgeon Derek Shepherd. She let herself fall in love with him, like she said she wouldn't. But when his wife shows up, her heart breaks for the final time. Not even the best medication could fix her. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- This story is rated M for mature because there is mention of suicide in the story. This book deals with depression. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- 23/23 parts published #1 on meddison

When Ellis Grey gets given a few weeks to live a terrified Meredith distance herself from everyone. When all gets too much she finally calls the one person that makes everything better. The mysterious red head comes in sweeping Meredith off of her feet shocking every one. As they ask themselves who the hell is she? Whenever asked it's always 'she's just a friend' but is there more to it. Secrets are revealed shocking everyone tearing things apart. *I don't own any of the characters*

This is a meradd fan fic!! A story where back in New York unknown to Derek her ex husband, the night he found her and Mark in bed, Mark was abusing her. A story about how Addison struggles and Meredith helps her, and Addison helps Meredith, they need each other without realising it. ⚠️TW- self harm, ED, suicide, rape& abuse are a part of this story so please don't read if you are easily triggered, I am going to make this the lest triggering as possible( i Struggle with self harm, suicidal thoughts- in the past-, adhd, depression and anxiety so I'm going to try my best to be as accurate as possible.⚠️

"I haven't seen her since I came back; I heard they were engaged" nobody knew that Meredith and I had been whatever we were. Nobody knew, nobody would ever know, and it was almost heartbreaking to think that the world would be void of any trace of what we had. Because what we had was something beautiful. ~ In which Meredith and Addison have a steamy affair that turns into something beautiful.

⚠️TW: there's SA in this story. So if you're not comfortable I don't suggest reading this. What if there was a more specific reason as to why Derek was never there in their marriage with Addison. "I can call the police anytime." "I wouldn't do that if I were you," he leaned forward, placing his elbows on his knees as a sign of him getting serious. "Oh you wouldn't," Meredith smiled. "No," he raised an eyebrow. "Because not only will you get me in trouble you'd be endangering yourself and your family." He was dead serious now. Side characters: Ellis Grey (she never got Alzheimer's and is now Chief of Surgery) Richard Webber (even though Ellis is here he is still with Adele) Addison Montgomery Mark Sloan Cristina Yang Izzy Stevens Alex Karev George O'Malley Preston Burke Callie Torres Arizona Robbins Lexi Grey Amelia Shepherd

Addison and Meredith fan fiction <3 {for all you greys fans and head canon shippers)

Stereotypically, a man is always said to have an affair with his secretary. In all of the movies, it's always a secretary, or a work friend, or a woman met in a dark night club. But what the movies don't show, is the times when a wife meets her husbands secretary, and begins sleeping with her. ~ Addison married Derek when she was fresh out of university; married at twenty four, a doctor at twenty five, a Mother at thirty four. She'd been living the life she had always pictured herself having; a beautiful house in Suburban New York, a beautiful daughter, a handsome husband. While she was comfortable in her life, there is a thin line between comfortable and boring. When her husband hires a new secretary for his office who doubles as is personal assistant named Meredith Grey, Addison is greatly intrigued and really starts to question if her life is the one she wants to be living.

alternate reality of Meredith and Derek set in different episodes and written as how I see them. SPOILERS AHEAD