you and me can be what we want to be / don't you let this come falling down me / I can hold it in my arms / and I don't expect anything in return | part one of billieverse | title from toro y moi | repost from tumblr & ao3

𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝟏. 𝐮𝐥𝐭𝐫𝐚 𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 the rookie universe. ❪ 𝐓𝐢𝐦 𝐁. & 𝐅𝐞𝐦!𝐎𝐜 ❫ 𝐋𝐃𝐑┆ULTRA VIOLENCE ꪆৎ ˚ ( I will do anything for you, babe ) ── .✦ 𝒊𝒏 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒄𝒉 the line between real and fake gets harder to tell apart ❪ started. 12.07.24 ❫ ❪ book 1 out of 2 ❫

"Let me be your light at the end of the tunnel" - Ana Cabrera Ana Cabrera is a Cuban immigrant. She lives in a three bedroom apartment with her grandparents and is a rookie starting in the LAPD. (Season One) Part Two is now up, to find it follow this link: https://www.wattpad.com/story/365023103-altruism-part-two-care Part Three is now up, to find it follow this link: https://www.wattpad.com/story/365571479-altruism-part-three-sacrifice Part Four is up now, to find it follow this link: https://www.wattpad.com/story/365991503-altruism-part-four-love Part Five is up now, to find it follow this link: https://www.wattpad.com/story/367894539-altruism-part-five-family

Being alone? Check. Being afraid? Check. Being abused? Check times 3. Honestly, my life wasn't this bad before, not until I ended in foster care... SIKE! My life was always bad. From the moment I was born, I lived with an abusive father who blamed me for my mother's death, and even I couldn't disagree with him. Here are a few questions I am constantly asked: 'Do I do well in school?' No, are you kidding me? The only subject I'm good at is Visual Arts. 'Do I have a kind and caring family?' No, I don't think I do. 'Do I have anyone who cares about me?' No, I'm a loner and socially awkward. 'Do I have privileges?' No, if you haven't understood the message yet, I live in an abusive household. Now, you might ask if there are any questions the answer is yes. I'll give you some. 'Do I want to die?' Yes, I sometimes do. 'Do I feel alone in this world?' Yes, always. 'Do I get a beating every day?' Yes. *** This is Amara Williams, a 13 year-old with average grades and no friends. What happens when her only guardian, her dad, is dead? What happens when she finds out that she has five older brothers who are not only strict and demanding, but also protective assholes? More importantly, what happens when she finds out that she was taught lies from the moment she was born? Follow Amara as she digs deeper into her family history, uncovering the secrets and discovering the lies. ___ ⚠️ Trigger Warning ⚠️ There will be mentions of abuse, r@pe, self harm, death, and many other dark themes. I have given a warning now, and I will give a TW in each chapter when reading for safety reasons. However, I want all of my readers to know what to expect so that they can decided for themselves if they want to read. Read at your own discretion! ____ Highest Rankings: #1 in Rules: Oct. 18. 2020 #1 in Truth: Jan. 16. 2021 #1 in Alcohol: Jun. 18. 2021

"Let me be your light at the end of the tunnel" - Ana Cabrera Ana Cabrera is a Cuban immigrant. She lives in a three bedroom apartment with her grandparents and is a rookie starting in the LAPD. This part starts in Season Two, to find the first part, follow this link: https://www.wattpad.com/story/364882405-altruism-part-one-trust Part Three is out now, to find it, follow this link: https://www.wattpad.com/story/365571479-altruism-part-three-sacrifice Part Four is out now, to find it follow this link: https://www.wattpad.com/story/365991503-altruism-part-four-love Part Five is out now, to find it follow this link: https://www.wattpad.com/story/367894539-altruism-part-five-family

Quote Things we lose have a way of coming back to us in the end, if not always in the way we expect. Now where to begin? I'm Enid Lloyd. I have a sister and two loving parents, note my sarcasm. My parents never showed any care or love my way. They were always addicted to Esme, my older sister. As usual, we took a trip to our hometown, London for the winter. I didn't expect it to turn out like that. Really, I didn't expect it! An entry in Romance Winterfest 2020 Honourable mention in Teen Fiction in The Strawberry Milkshake Awards 2021 63 - lucky (16-03-21) 44 - lucky (17-04-21) 5 - winterfest2020 (16-03-21) 11 - romancereads (16-03-21)

One shots, some on the longer side. Mostly stories imagined to be in between episodes. Depth and love! Keep in mind I'm British so i apologise for any words that aren't technically correct. Also I'm dyslexic so excuse some of the grammer <3

Lucy joined the LAPD in hopes to find a way to escape her abuser. She meets her new TO who is hard on her. She tries to learn the ropes but when she keeps getting abused physically and sexually at home, it makes it hard for her to. She starts to lose her hope and struggles mentally after she was abducted. Her TO starts to see through her lies. Will she escape? How will her relationship with her TO change? What will happen to her abuser? *This is similar to my story Help Me but Lucy doesn't have a kid in this one so I can make more things happen!* "With your feet on the air and your head on the ground Try this trick and spin it, yeah (Yeah) Your head will collapse, and there's nothing in it And you'll ask yourself Where is my mind?" -where is my mind, the pixies *Trigger warning: rape, alcoholism, self harm, suicidal thoughts, abuse, and language*

Cecilia was never meant to be...but she came. Her parents can't stand her; mentally and physically abusing her. Her father a drunk, can't ever hold a job which causes them to always move from place to place. Her mother, a waitress, works endless hours and refuses to leave him. Cecilia doesn't fit in at home or even at school. There she is bullied and made fun of on a daily basis. She is on the brink of life until Weston shows up out of nowhere. Who is he? What happened to him and can she help him? Can he protect her from her inner demons? ' I have never know what it's like to fit in, to be someone. I could die at any given moment and no one would give a shit. No one would miss me, not even my own parents.' -Cecilia 'I think God wanted me to stay here on Earth for a reason and that was to save her.' - Weston # 1 in tear jerker #1 in seeking help #1 physical #1sucideprevention If you like this story you should check out Liberty Star (abuse/neglect) and Kamilah's Amulet (paranormal) Cover: Engin_Akyurt on Pixabay

Tommy Sallow is onto better and brighter things. After working a small hometown beat in upstate New York, he's finally in sunny California. As expected, it's the same shit in a different town. Except, you know, now he's near the ocean and miserable NY winters are a thing of the past. So, it's cool. He thought finding love would be simple. The guy who's always there for everyone else just wants someone to meet him halfway and things are looking grim, to say the least. Never one to believe in fate, what he definitely didn't see coming was Amber, a small and complicated piece of home he's never quite been able to forget about. ~♡~ Amber Hill always dreamt of having the perfect family. She thought marrying her college sweetheart and starting a family with him would be her happily ever after. But when that picture perfect family breaks, she's forced to move back to her hometown in California with her daughter, Mia. Riddled with uncertainty over the future, Amber hopes to regain a shred of normalcy for her daughter and reclaim the pieces of herself that she's lost along the way. But starting over is never easy, especially when a familiar face from the past shows up. When fate seems to lend a hand after all, Tommy and Amber's worlds collide, challenging them both in ways they never imagined. Can they learn to walk through life together and find what they've been looking for? Or will it all fall apart?"