nighttime terrifies me , ever since childhood i find myself waking up panting and in a panic as if i had lost something ever so precious to me , the deep sense of loss , the vague nostalgia , a feeling ever so profound that it is difficult to comprehend and Tonight was no different . "𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘪𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘪𝘯 𝘣𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘩𝘰𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘩𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴." "𝘪 𝘱𝘳𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘦. " "𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘥𝘦𝘷𝘰𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳." a silhoutte dressed in crimson red as if blood itself had latched itself onto the attire and gave it a blood red hue , disappearing into a million flutters of silver butterflies glowing ever so brightly right in front of me . MODERN AU POV ; CHARACTER DESCRIPTIONS : - XIE LIAN is studying psychology , mu qing and feng qin are his childhood best friends . He is the only heir to the prestigious family of doctors . He met Shi Qingxuan in his first year of college and been inseparable since . - HUA CHENG is an art major mainly focusing on sculpture , painting and poetry . He is friends with He Xuan who is considerably his only friend . He belongs to a wealthy family of businessmen , having not even a hint of interest in the same and lacking business acumen . - HE XUAN is an aspiring marine biologist , he became friends with hua cheng when they met at a random party and have bonded over since then . - LING WEN and SHI QINGXUAN are both studying psychology with XIE LIAN both sharing fellowship with him . LING WEN rather dislikes SHI QINGXUAN because of his ear piercing demeanor . - MU QING and FENG XIN are in business school and both practically frenemies yet they stay together and are best friends with XIE LIAN