*Sequel to BMH* I left her in the hands of the man I painfully believe will give her everything she deserves. I hope that in the back of her mind, she'll sometimes think of me. I hope she doesn't let her light dim. And so he left. And in leaving, took a part I wasn't ready to let go of yet. I hope he hasn't forgotten me. I hope he doesn't let himself fall into the pits of his darkness. Wherever you are, whomever you are.. Don't Lose Sight of Me. *A sequel to Break My Heart*

"𝑪𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒏𝒂𝒎𝒆, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰'𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆 𝒐𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒘𝒂𝒚" Pearl Bellini, 20 years old. Her life has never been easy, she suffered from a very young age, in which she lived with her parents from whom she felt like she couldn't escape. She felt lost, hopeless, as she finds herself kicked out from her parents' house, after going through terrible months and a survived suicide attempt. Luckily, she finds help within her best friend, Bill Kaulitz, who lets her stay at his and his brother's house, a giant villa near the breath-taking Hollywood. However, what she shared with Bill's brother, Tom Kaulitz, is much more than just a house. Drugs, alcohol, fame, is what surrounded the law-student Pearl, a girl who never thought she belonged to the world, who thought she was a mistake. Will Tom be her peace, will she find her love in the big city of Los Angeles, or will she lose herself once again? ⚠️this story is for the most part just fictional, but some of the main events were based on things that actually happened to me during my 21 years. This story talks about love, hope, friendship, forgiveness, but also suicide, SA, drugs, addiction. I initially wrote just as some sort of relief for myself, but I really wanted to share with the world my thoughts and my brain, hope you enjoy About Pearl: she's American-Italian, she has blond hair and straight for the most part, with bangs, hazel eyes, about 167 cm tall. Nose piercing, belly piercing, vertical labret hoop piercing. About 11 tattoos (you'll see?). Also, English is not my first language, so sorry for any grammatical mistake.

"promiscuous girl, wherever you are, I'm all alone, and it's you that I want." "promiscuous boy, you already know, that I'm all yours, what you waiting for?" - . . "what if I kissed you right now?" "you know you can't." . . you're an eighteen year old girl, the main vocalist and most popular/favourited member of your band 'Astral Crown' which began in 2005. you met another famous band that same year, Tokio hotel and three years later (2008) became romantically close with a specific member of Tokio hotel, Tom kaulitz. however, everyone else doesn't want you two together because you are both labelled as promiscuous people that are no good for eachother and can't be seen in a serious relationships due to your various past relationships. your manager and other fellow band members believe that it would ruin you and the bands reputation and disapprove of the idea of you two together. what problems will you and Tom face because of your feelings for eachother? will you hide it or confess? will you get together and announce your relationship publicly or keep it behind closed doors? what does it lead to and how does it end? . . . . . . CONTAINS SMUT, ALCOHOL USE, DRUG USE, SEXU@LIZATION, SEXU@L HARASSMENT, DEPRESSION, BIPOLAR DISORDER, AND MORE!!

Karolin Meyer, a 17 year old girl, is a member of a band named TOKIO HOTEL. She's a best friend with Bill Kaulitz and a friend with Tom. There is one thing that only Bill knows: She's madly in love with Tom since 2nd grade. But Tom doesn't seem to feel the same way towards her. Or at least she thinks.. Plus every girl wants him and he's a player that can get each of them for one night and she doesn't want to be one of them. She knows the Kaulitz twins since birth. Their mothers used to be best friends. Why used? Karolin's mother died in a car accident two month ago. She always used to be happy but since then she lost her happiness. She tries to hide it and acts happy but her father started drinking and her older sister, Amelia, who is her biggest support is planning on moving away with her boyfriend of 10 years. Will she ever be happy again? ⚠️self harm, anorexia, some smut, abuse⚠️ Friends to lovers ENJOY!

Y/n wanted. no needed, to run from her ex. Tom. She moved thinking she was free, but oh was she so wrong. She never knew his twin until that night. The night that makes her regret thinking she could outsmart them. She fell hard for the lover boy, but fell even harder for the one who thinks he's the player. She didn't know if she hated them, or herself for loving them both as much as she did. But what happens when she's captured, her life in danger because of the selfish boys? The story only now just begins. ---- ⚠️This story is very mature!!! So warning! ⚠️ This was my first book, still learning and picking up great writing skills which you can see drastically improved throughout the book. Highest Rankings: #1 kaulitz #6 georg listing #1 tokio hotel #4 kaulitztwins

Entering the world of Tom Kaulitz is akin to stepping into the depths of a nightmare, a place where fear lurks around every corner and safety feels like a distant memory. From the moment our paths crossed, I was thrust into a whirlwind of uncertainty and terror. Tom's presence in my life was no mere coincidence; he invaded my world with a sinister intent, his actions shrouded in mystery and menace. His eyes followed my every move, his footsteps echoing ominously behind me as I tried in vain to escape his relentless pursuit. I was haunted by his gaze, his voice sending shivers down my spine, his unpredictable behavior leaving me on edge. He bestowed upon me nicknames that sent chills down my spine, his demeanor shifting from one moment to the next, leaving me perpetually on edge. Despite my attempts to flee from his grasp, I found myself ensnared in his web of obsession. Night after night, he left roses as silent reminders of his presence, each one a stark reminder of the danger that lurked just beyond my door. As the tendrils of his influence tightened around me, my life descended into chaos, each day bringing new challenges and uncertainties. Yet, amid the darkness that threatened to consume me, I remained steadfast, clinging to the hope that one day I would break free from his grasp and reclaim control of my own destiny. This book has sexual content: (Murder, rape, blood, violence, sex scenes, etc.) If the current content bothers you, please don't read. You do this to yourself, and of your own free will. Thank you! @ellaherebabes

"𝐃𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐇𝐎𝐖 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐑𝐀𝐁𝐋𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐀𝐑𝐄?" Tom says. I stare deeply into his eyes, lust being the only emotion glistening off of his eyes. "𝐍-𝐍𝐎." I say, looking down at my feet, nervousness spreading through my whole body as he continues looking at me like that. "𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐀𝐓 𝐌𝐄 𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐈 𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐊 𝐓𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐊𝐄." He says, roughly grabbing my chin to look up at him, our lips inches apart from one other. - 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐊𝐄 𝐒𝐔𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐀𝐍, a hardworking young woman. It was a normal day for her, working at a simple club as a bartender. Little did she know, that night would change her whole life. Meeting new people means new relationships, new relationships leads to heartbreak and betrayals. Will Brooke get her heart broken? Will she not? 𝐓𝐎𝐌 𝐊𝐀𝐔𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐙, a heartless human, his heart only having a soft spot for his brother. He made a promise to protect Brooke under any circumstances, however the one rule he made to himself was to not have any sort of feeling towards Brooke. Will Tom break his promise? Will he not? Read to find out... ____________________________________________ [𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘦𝘥: 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳/27/23] [𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘥: 𝘢𝘱𝘳𝘪𝘭/19/24] ____________________________________________

tom is 20, y/n is 19 y/n has known the kaulitz twins since she was 10, her and bill became friends in elementary school. they were always close. tom never really seemed to care about y/n... or had she been wrong? WARNING: this story will contain smut so if u don't fw that then TURN BACK AND FIND A DIFFERENT STORY 🫶🏼 pls avoid writing negative comments and feel free to leave any suggestions you have for the story :) (i may or may not use them depending on if i feel they fit the story or not) any chapters containing smut for you dirty mfs who just want some smut will have "⚠️" in the chapter title 😘😘 love you guys and enjoy 🫶🏼

Tom KaulitzXreader(xbill) !Lime! at first it was harmless self-harming, but time passed and now I just wanna die It's 2006, you, Bill and Tom have just turned 17 and are about to go on a big tour with Tokio Hotel. You guys started the band in 2001 and since then nothing has been the same. Bill is like a Brother to you but Tom is more... everyone knew from the beginning that you and Tom are in love with each other but it wasn't until, July 2005 that you started dating seriously. You are currently living the best youth anyone could wish for. Bill was the singer in your band, Gustav the drummer, Georg the bassist and you and Tom played the electric guitars, you 2 also sang sometimes but played mostly. In principle, the band wouldn't need 2 guitarists, but it made the tunes sound better than 2 playing guitars. You loved the boys, they were your family. Ever since you started dating Tom... Bill has secretly had a bit of a crush on you, his feelings are only growing day by day and he doesn't know how he can take it anymore. Bill wouldn't want to hurt his brother or you. TW...suicidal, violence, sexual things

The idea of your guitar-loving classmate vanished when you saw what he does inside. Tom Kaulitz is a music loving boy at the back of the class. Yes he had an attitude with people, however you would never guess he had a secret dirty twitter account? Nicky Monroe is this girl to uncover this deep secret of Tom's. She is torn between revealing this or not. However when things between him and her become more heated, how far would she go to make his life a misery? Could a true love blossom out of this hatred or is an enemy always an enemy?