you had teased him as a child. you met him for the first time while walking on the sidewalk with your parents. he took your teasing as a heavy insult. your parents are still alive. you had gone to school with him before he disappeared momentarily. the color of dark red on your hands is all you can remember during the shooting. there he was, in front of you, holding a gun. and now he wants revenge. please note that english is not my first language! 15 DAZAI F. READER

赤 - Red. "Does it hurt?" Dazai laughed, "not anymore". Trigger warnings on the first page ！！

''You used yourself as bait .'' Dazai couldn't see the problem here. What's the shorty upset about ? ''You could've died YOU IDIOT !'' Chuuya snapped as if he could read the question that was on the brunet's mind seconds ago. The next morning, Dazai was going to intrude Chuuya's room and aggressively pull him out of his slumber. But his room was empty. He wasn't in Mori's office, he wasn't answering his phone, he wasn't lying drunk anywhere near the bar. Where was he ? What happened ? Was he in danger ? ✨ 16 year-old Soukoku ✨ Romance ⚠️ Torture ⚠️ Blood ⚠️ Self harm 🗞️ No. 1 in #dachuu 🗞️ No. 1 in #dazaixchuuya 🗞️ No. 2 in #nakaharachuuya 🗞️ No. 2 in #chuuya 🗞️ No. 4 in #dazai 🗞️ No. 12 in #soukoku 🗞️ No. 25 in #doubleblack 🗞️ No. 69 in #dazaiosamu 🎨 Cover Art Credit : pooooochi0429 (Twitter) 🎨 Content Art Credit : *unknown*

It's just another day for me, then I just happen to see him in the corner of a room, he was reading a suicidal notes! I am a suicidal maniac myself so that really caught my attention. I walked in the direction of the man and approached him, he was shocked at first but I started talking and I can tell that the man was fascinated by me.

Hearing someone's approaching footsteps, the brunette pulled his hand away. "By the King's order, stay away from me. I should not fall in love with a-" Dazai was cut off. "Witch. Forget it." The ginger walked backwards before smoke enveloped the ginger and he disappeared. "W-wait, that's not what I meant..."

SEQUEL TO HUMAN It has been four years since graduation; since your disappearance from the mafia; since your beloved younger sister melted away in your arms. Four whole years since Izanami last whispered in your mind. Now you support the Armed Detective Agency; a career of examining the twisted minds of criminals whilst dealing with your own impending worry that the life you had wished for will slip away from you by the goddess living inside your head. Will things be the same for you and Dazai as they were four years ago? Will Izanami wake within your subconscious once more?

⚠️bottom Dazai⚠️ "Corrupted and no longer pure they say." The ginger chuckled, "Really? Your wings say otherwise."

Some Things Go To Deep To Be Forgotten...

After sacrificing yourself for Dazai. In your last words you tell Dazai something meaningful. After recovering you find out Dazai has gone missing but what goes through Dazai and your mind? Where is Dazai? --- I'll be using she/her pronouns. --- Y/n will be based off of Odasaku. Odasaku will not be an existing character in the story since y/n will be very similar to him in someways. --- To be easier to understand, the memories you'll read are not in chronological order. They're scattered, though some you can tell are in order but not all. I don't want to confuse readers thinking they're all in order. They're not. --- Warning, I'll be using sensitive topics that may not be comfortable with some readers, please be aware of that before reading! --- Started: December 20th 2020 Ended: April 12th 2021 --- Past Rankings: #1 dazaixreader #1 chuuya #1 chuuyanakahara #1 bungostraydogs #1bungostraydogsxreader #1 atsushi

[ NOTEBOOK 2] [ BASICALLY PART 2 OF DARK RED ] on the night you ran away, the young brunette organized a search party in the hope of finding you safe. you weren't needed for a mission, to talk to the boss, to train a new subordinate-no. perhaps he was simply worried about you. or maybe there was something else behind it? whatever it was, you weren't going to hop into the loving machine of himself. you were safe in suribachi city. or at least, you thought you were. please note that english is not my first language! 15-18 DAZAI F. READER