@𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐥𝐜𝐞𝐞 x fem!oc lowercase intended completed story ✩ 𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟑 i hope a trap boy your type i get that your standards r high, but i'm not random guy. 𝐢𝐦 𝐝𝐢𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 / 𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐝 ✩ may 15th 2024

Lost ft. 𝙅𝙪𝙙𝙚 𝘽𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙝𝙖𝙢 & 𝘾𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙧𝙖𝙡 𝘾𝙚𝙚 x 𝙛𝙚𝙢𝙤𝙘 "He 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 like this Now you're lost, lost in the heat of it all Girl, you know you're lost, 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥" ఌ 𝙨𝙡𝙤𝙬 updates & 𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙧𝙘𝙖𝙨𝙚 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙙 ** grammar police exit now ** 𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏

《𝐈𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐒𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐡 𝐋𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐧, 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐲𝐚𝐥𝐭𝐲 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐮𝐧𝐫𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐥... 𝐃𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐧 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫. 𝐇𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐨𝐟 𝐚𝐧 𝐞𝐲𝐞, 𝐂𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐥𝐬. 𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞. 𝐖𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐃𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐞'𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐯𝐢𝐯𝐞? 𝐨𝐫 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐭𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐚𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐭?》.·:·.✧ ✦ ✧.·:·.

𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝐅𝐀𝐓𝐄 𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘵𝘰𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘸𝘰 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘴, 𝘴𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘬𝘴 𝘧𝘭𝘺 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘶𝘯𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘢𝘺. 𝘍𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘫𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘖𝘮𝘺𝘳𝘪 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘌𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘵𝘺 𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘯𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘨𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘶𝘱𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦, 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘤𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘱 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘧𝘦𝘤𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘱𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘢 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘴 𝘢 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦. 𝘞𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘭𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘦𝘳, 𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢 𝘥𝘢𝘴𝘩 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘦𝘵𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘤𝘢𝘱𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘤 𝘰𝘧 𝐓𝐑𝐔𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄.

𝐈 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐞 𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐞, (𝐉𝐮𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐭) 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐞, 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐚 𝐟𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐈 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡.... 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐉𝐮𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐭 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐝𝐢𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐞𝐧𝐝. 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐈 𝐚𝐦 𝐜𝐞𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐝𝐞𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐚 𝐟𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐜𝐚𝐬𝐞, 𝐈 𝐉𝐮𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐭 𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐯𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐛𝐥𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡, 𝐜𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐨𝐧 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐠𝐮𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐦𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐦𝐞.... 𝐇𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐲 𝐌𝐲 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨

17- 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐓𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐣𝐚 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐬 18-𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐉𝐚𝐲𝐜𝐞𝐨𝐧 𝐬𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐨𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐩 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲 𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐣𝐚𝐲𝐜𝐞𝐨𝐧 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐫 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐬𝐞 ....

꧁: 𝐖𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐖𝐞 𝐂𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐇𝐚𝐯𝐞:꧂ "For someone who insists they don't need help or rescuing, you seem awfully helpless," he remarked, his words searing into my skin, igniting the tension bubbling inside me. I glared at him, every ounce of anger I'd felt before igniting into a furious blaze, intensifying beyond control. "You have a lot of fucking nerve," I scoffed, disbelief saturating my voice. ----------------------- In the whirlwind of her 22nd year, Lilan's life takes an unexpected turn when shocking news greets her upon returning home from college. As reality sets in, Lilan begins to dig deeper, uncovering even more unsettling revelations about what transpired while she was away. Can she find the time to mend all that's broken before her next departure? And will she succeed in putting the pieces back together? Join Lilan on her journey as she steps up to support her family and friends in their time of need. Amidst the chaos, she's also determined to reclaim her own life, all while navigating the simmering tension with her childhood best friend's brother - whom she also happens to have a complicated history with. Will Lilan manage to balance it all, or will the heat of the past threaten to consume her?

𝐎𝐀𝐊𝐋𝐄𝐘 𝐇𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍 𝐌𝐄𝐄𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇 𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐍 𝐒𝐏𝐎𝐓 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐕𝐈𝐄𝐖 𝐂𝐀𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘 𝐁𝐄𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐄 𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐍 𝐅𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐒 𝐀𝐅𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐀𝐍 𝐅𝐀𝐊𝐄 𝐃𝐀𝐓𝐄?

𝕤𝕠𝕦𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕤𝕥 𝕝𝕠𝕟𝕕𝕠𝕟 𝕓𝕒𝕤𝕖𝕕 𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕟𝕖𝕣 /ˈ𝕤ɪ𝕟ə/ 𝕟𝕠𝕦𝕟 𝕒 𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕤𝕠𝕟 𝕨𝕙𝕠 𝕥𝕣𝕒𝕟𝕤𝕘𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕤𝕖𝕤 𝕒𝕘𝕒𝕚𝕟𝕤𝕥 𝕕𝕚𝕧𝕚𝕟𝕖 𝕝𝕒𝕨 𝕓𝕪 𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕞𝕚𝕥𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕒𝕟 𝕚𝕞𝕞𝕠𝕣𝕒𝕝 𝕒𝕔𝕥 𝕠𝕣 𝕒𝕔𝕥𝕤. 𝕎𝕖'𝕣𝕖 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕒 𝕓𝕦𝕟𝕔𝕙 𝕠𝕗 𝕤𝕚𝕟𝕟𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕝𝕠𝕟𝕖𝕝𝕪 𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕝𝕕. BOOK I