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Always anxious (karlnap)

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Reads 10,564
Votes 150
Parts 38
Time 1h 53m

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Started: August 8th 2022
Finished: October 10th 2022
Finished with editing and epilogue: February 21st 2023

Cover art by me 

A karlnap fictional fanfiction based around SapNap's anxiety (I don't think any of this is actually happening in his real life it's just a story.) 

I'm doing this because

 1. There are not enough fanfiction stories about anxiety 

2. I want to make one where Karl is taking care of SapNap instead of the other way around (because usually Karl is the one who gets all the attention from the other and I want it to be SapNap this time)

Achievements: 
It goes month/day/year
200 reads: 09/08/22
1.35k reads: 10/20/22 
21 in karlnap: 10/20/22
1.73k reads?! 10/24/22
2.19k reads?! 11/04/22
3.04k reads?! Thank you so much! 11/26/22
4.1k reads?! Thank you sm!! 01/16/23
5.07k reads!? Thank you so so much! 02/22/23
6k reads!? That's a crazy number 04/07/23
7.64k reads!! Thank you so so so much 06/25/23
8.29k reads!? That's insane thank you so so much! 08/22/23All Rights Reserved

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