"A mate will love you and only you. No other can compare to you and he or she will treasure you above all and everything in the world," mommy says to me as she kissed my forehead. I sighed dreamily. I can't wait till I find my mate. He'll be perfect and handsome and funny and smart and brave and beautiful and he'll love me... only ever me... and... and... Present This hurts so much. Seeing and hearing and knowing my mate, the one who's supposed to love me above all, me, only me is in love with somebody else. I'd hate him if I could. I'd reject him if I could... I wish I could. %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% Important My books are written explicitly for a MATURE AUDIENCE 18 YEARS AND OLDER. There will be some instances/scenes/suggestions of sexual acts, crude language, MPREG and will portray gay relationships between males. If you do not enjoy stories of this nature please leave now. I will not condone/defend/accept any sort of attacks on my stories, my characters or myself. It is well within your right to choose what type of entertainment you prefer but I will not be blamed for your curiosity. Read at your own risk. ******************************************************

"Growing up in a pack house full of rabid wolves was hard. Not being able to shift in a pack house full of rabid wolves was even harder. They would abuse, harass, and touch me. I stayed strong but I couldn't keep it up any longer. I just wanted it all to be over. That is until I was saved by him." "I've lived on this earth for over four centuries, by my self. I didn't have anyone to love me the same way I loved them. I wanted to give up. I was losing hope that I'd never find someone to call mine. And then I found him." ~~~ A cliché love story between a wolf and a vampire. They get close quickly but have their ups and downs. Can they fight off whatever evil comes their way? Or will they need to sacrifice their lives? *WARNING:BOYXBOY* *07/30/2020-09/08/2020* --Highest Rankings--- #28 in fantasyfiction #64 in teendrama #121 in boyxboy

Zach is your typical nerd. loves to read, loves to draw, loves to bake, and decorate cakes in his family bakery. and of course, gay. Brian is your typical bully. mean, heartless, captain of the football team. but then Brian is about to turn 18. his mother insists to order him a special cake for his big party. "You only turn 18 once!" "You only turn each age once, mom." but there's nothing to complain about. when Rosa wants something, she gets it. what will happen when Rosa will drag her son to the "Peach Perfect" bakery? what will happen when Brian notice Zach, at the back of the store? "Zach? do you.. do you work here!?" Brian smirks, as he found out a new embarrassing secret about his beloved nerd, "who's that, Zach?" Zach's mother asks, surprisingly. "J-just a friend... from school" "A friend? well, I guess that since he's your friend, we can make a special price for him!" she smiles. she rarely sees a friend of her son. what will happen when Zach will deliver the cake to the party? maybe Brian isn't as bad as Zach thinks? maybe Brian isn't straight as he thinks? *contains strong language and one (1) sexual scene* ------------------------------- The sequel Closure is out now! ------------------------------- highest ranks: #12 - gaylove #36 - gayromance #1 - teenlove #1 - gayboys #5 - bxblove #1 - fluff #6 - mxm #10 - bxb #3 - lgtb #9 - gayfiction #3 - love #2 - gay #1 - lgbtpride #1- lgbtfiction #1 - gayaf

" what's wrong," he asked, fucking tears, now I have to answer him " nothing I'm fine," I said he scoffed " I didn't ask are you okay but obviously your not fine," he said I roll my eyes at him why can't he leave me alone " I'm not in the mood to talk Alex," I said drinking "you're never in the mood to talk to me," he said inhaling the smoke of his cigarette Alexander and Elliot they are alike but at the same time different one is deadly when you get close other one crazy when look deep into his soul Everyone are scared of Alexander and tries to stay away from him still girls and boys throw themselves at him but he has his eyes on Elliot Elliot is hurt but still smiles and laughs with his friend everyone in school fear him every girl wants him he hates gays but when Alexander stares at him he feels something and that scares him because he never thought he would these things towards a man So what happens when Elliot is not just attracted to Alexander but something more and Alexander notices that it's not lust he has for Elliot will Alexander and Elliot both heal each other and maybe love? What will happen in Elliot's life when Alexander enters? I know its sounds a cliché Highschool story but I promise it's not , I love BoyxBoy books to read and I thought I should write one, this book has a mature scene and little violent. For those who don't like bxb books it's okay you can read my other books and those who like bxb books read it it's going to be awesome Start: 4/12/2019 End:12/3/2020

Boyfriends of 3 months, George begins to realise how little he truly knows about Dreams past. He is desperate to find out what was so bad that happened but sometimes, the things you are looking for find you first. Aftermath of past choices. Old family meet ups. Trying to stay close. Maybe sometimes not everyone gets their happy endings... I SHIP THEIR CHARACTERS NOT THE ACTUAL PEOPLE =sequel of One Trip To Disney but can easily be read as a stand alone because one trip to Disney is just how they became boyfriends= Tw (will put at start fo chapters) - eating disorder - homophobia - depression - mentions pills - su1cide attempt *DNF* #1 in KARLNAP sheeeesh the karlnap is only gonna be a small bit at the end but thanksss

Toby Wentworth's life is a clusterfuck. For a lot of reasons. And one of them just happens to be the fact that he is very gay, and also so far in the closet that he's practically in Narnia. But then there's this guy. This guy in his calculus class who winks at him. And suddenly, they're partners for a project. And Toby cannot stop thinking about him. Toby does his best to balance school, work, relationships, and the biggest secret he's ever kept as life goes on. He does, honestly. He tries so very hard. But things like drama, bizarre coincidences, and, of course, his crippling tendency to overthink have been making it difficult, and it's really not fair. But Toby just cannot stop thinking about that boy. And there are times when he wants to hate himself because of it. Sometimes, Toby's life sucks. He'll admit it. But as aggravating as the feeling of being just out of reach of a romance he desperately craves is, there's something... thrilling about it. Something that, no matter how many times he tries, cannot get him to stop this madness. He's in trouble. Absolutely. But maybe trouble can have its benefits. *** cover art by me! Final chapter upload: 5/7/21 Word count: ~65k

Contrary to popular belief, hell really does exist on earth. More specifically, it exists in the American public high school system. If you aren't one of the cool or popular kids, then tough luck, because your life is about to take a nosedive down shit lane. Elliot Grey, your classic gifted-program, all A's nerd, knows that all too well. Between trying to keep his grades up and avoid getting his head smashed in a locker, he doesn't have time to stop, slow down, and enjoy his senior year of highschool. But after a lucky group assignment for his literature class gets him working with one of the hottest boys in school- who just so happens to also be the boy he's had the biggest crush he's had for the past four years- things actually seem to be looking up for him. Being buddy buddy with one of the cool kids, though, has its consequences, and soon Elliot will have to decide just how desperate he is to win over the school's star quarterback. Thank you to raizelrose3 on here for the cover!

Love is complicated. It complicates all aspect of a persons life. Erebus hiraya emmanuel is inlove with his bestfriend, his e-be, he dreamed of them being together and eventually getting married but it was all a wishful thing in his head so he run away, he run far away to forget, to not involve e-be on his own demise. He wanted to heal, to be happy for his bestfriend. He's not a bad person he just wanted to be loved by the person he loved the most. Shiloh nelin alexander he knew he had been around the wrong crowd, he acknowledge his mistakes and he regrets it, his family forgave him, they loved him and nothing changed about that but he never did forgave himself. He hates how his decisions disgraced their family, he's raised right but does the world knows that? No. They know him as the alexander who sleeps around, the alexander who goes underground racing, the failed alexander. The only good thing that came out from his decisions is his daughter. Spring Emmanuel Alexander, he changed for himself, to be better for his daughter. his tarnished reputation was never been heard since she was borned. Both men chosed to live far from the city, away from the judging eyes that hunts their day and night dreams. Will love burn them enough to lit a fire they wanted to deminish.

George hasn't had an easy life after being diagnosed with autism. Going to a public school as an autistic, highly intelligent boy, he clearly notices the differences between his classmates and himself, giving him a lot of insecurity and shame about his own behaviour. As his escape, he goes to a bakery for hours a day to calm his mind, but things change when a new boy who moved is hired. Unexpectedly, and for the first time, George decides to open himself up to the new boy, Clay, while at the same time, Clay slowly starts falling for his new best friend, George. Mostly fluff with some angst every now and then! ⚠️ I wrote this book from my own experience and my own mindset, as someone with diagnosed autism, highly intelligent and ADHD. I DON'T think people with autism are childish or cute, I'm not projecting a stereotype. This is from my own struggles with autism at a public school without special needs.

"Sorry, Sir! I'm really sorry!" The small figure apologised repeatedly as he stood frozen in his spot. "It's alright. Are you okay?" I stared down into his beautiful pair of familiar looking eyes, wondering where did I last saw them. "Y-Yes. C-Can you l-let me go? I'm g-going to be l-late." He stuttered fearfully as he stared at my hand which I've unknowingly gripped around his wrist firmly. It's so small and boney... "Shit. Sorry." Letting go of his wrist immediately, he sped down the road swiftly without looking back even once. I wonder where did I last saw those eyes... So that ^ is just an inside of what's going to happen. Please read the story to find out what happens in the end. [Book 1 of the Tantalizing Love Series] - A Chocolate Kiss (completed) [Book 2 of the Tantalizing Love Series] - My Pastry Chef (completed) [Book 3 of the Tantalizing Love Series] - Sweet Temptation (completed) Highest ranking: #1 in bxb #1 in boy x boy #1 in gayromance #2 in gay #36 in romance #3 in lgbtq #1 in mpreg #149 in yaoi #25 for gaylove