How could you live knowing the person you love is dying right before your eyes? OC is G!P

Come on, tell me that you need me, like you really mean it, even though you don't... another gay billie fic

for joli, it was always about being in control of everything. until she met billie, who had grown to love the feeling of never being in control. tw: contains graphic mentions of eating disorders, self harm, overworking, panic attacks etc.

"This is love! Do you not see how much I love you?" I cried letting my tears fall. "Do you not see how much I gave up because I love you?" Hailee scoffed, shaking her head as she poured herself yet another drink. "No. You're just another student I decided to sleep with." She bitterly laughed. My face fell at the realization of her words. " You... you don't mean that." I bit back a sob. "No, but I did." My lip quivered as she downed a shot glass. "This is pathetic. God why did I even sleep with you!"

[you don't understand what i'm capable of, do you?] this story contains mature themes, read at your own risk ♡

Billie Eilish x fem!oc {COMPLETED} an abusive relationship disguised by her career and a honeymoon phase. Started- 2.01.21 Completed- 3.27.21

I was an addict but I never thought I would get addicted to you, but as soon as our eyes meet I was stuck, blinded by your beauty. I knew life would end with you. Trigger warnings Drug-, alcohol abuse, overdose, suic!de, self harm, body image

"If I'd like to kill you, you'd be dead by now. I'm Billie by the way." ❗TW: Smut, Blood, Death❗

"I hate those words," "But why?" "Because I've never loved anyone the way I love you..." - Will have smut, drugs and alcohol, abuse, and assault warnings. Includes foul language and suggestive behavior. - Started: 07/12/2024 Finished: 08/24/2024

falling in love with my bully wasn't what I had planned for senior year. its not something I regret either. Disclaimer: this is a G!P (girl with a shlong) This book contains triggering topics such as: mental illness, chronic illness, sh, suicide, abuse. The way people act in this book is fully fictional. They do not act like this in real life. -contains a lot of in depth smut- 🏅1st in #billieeilish 🏅1st in #womenlovingwomen 🏅2nd in #bilsexual 🏅1st in #billie 🏅8th in #bi 🏅6th in #eilish 🏅1st in #wwafawdwg