"Addison doesn't deserve this. She doesn't deserve any of it." Meredith shouted. "Addison doesn't deserve what?" She heard a voice behind her and her heart sank. This is a MerAdd fanfiction. The story follows Meredith and Addison as they deal with feelings they didn't think they would ever have.

"I haven't seen her since I came back; I heard they were engaged" nobody knew that Meredith and I had been whatever we were. Nobody knew, nobody would ever know, and it was almost heartbreaking to think that the world would be void of any trace of what we had. Because what we had was something beautiful. ~ In which Meredith and Addison have a steamy affair that turns into something beautiful.

Meredith is learning to cope with Derek's tragic death but it was still yet to sink in. Meredith left out of the blue and everyone is worried about her, but happens when Derek comes back? *also first fanfic so sorry in advance but enjoy :)* I do not own any of these characters all belong to ABC and Shonda Rhimes

I don't own any characters. The story line is nothing like real greys. Its an AU using the characters and careers. She suffocated her, her whole life she suffocated her.

Meredith and Derek start off young like 10 years old young and Derek has a crush on Meredith but he is scared to talk to her when she goes out side to do her rabbits (and yes she has rabbits 3 of them actually deal with it) he is mesmerized by how pretty she is dancing around even during winter with her jacket on but he doesn't love her obviously because he's 10 and doesn't know what love is but little does he know she has a crush on him too (they will grow up they won't be 10 forever) takes place in Seattle...also Meredith is best friends with Cristina and Derek's best friend is Mark and Ellis is still cold but loves her daughter very much, so she bought her rabbits to keep her company because they are cute obvi🙄 *mature*

~this is a Meddison/MerAdd Fanfic.~ ~ I'm not the best at writing so I hope you like this~ ~Let go!" She pulled out of my grasp and I grabbed her again but only to slap her in the face. I slapped her harder than I anticipated. She held her face and pulled her hand away. It was covered in blood. "You fucking bitch!" She yelled. I looked down at my hand. Fuck, I was wearing my ring. "I-I didn't me-" I said. "Stay the fuck away from me you whore!" She said. I walked closer grabbing her again. "Next time you run to the Chief I'm going to fuck up your world" I said. She escaped grip. She ran down the hall.~ 45/45 𝙥𝙖𝙧𝙩𝙨 𝙥𝙪𝙗𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙙 #1 on Meddison. #1 on Merder. --------- The sequel I'll come back to you... is now out!

This is not the second part of Pure hatred&True love, but I am writing another MerAdd fanfic. This description will not say anything about MerAdd so you will have to read to learn this version of their story. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- Meredith Grey has always dealt with depression. She never told anybody about it, but it's there. She had managed over the years to keep everything under control by taking her medication and keeping her self away from heartbreaking issues. Everything changed when she met the hot shot brain surgeon Derek Shepherd. She let herself fall in love with him, like she said she wouldn't. But when his wife shows up, her heart breaks for the final time. Not even the best medication could fix her. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- This story is rated M for mature because there is mention of suicide in the story. This book deals with depression. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- 23/23 parts published #1 on meddison

First of all, if a feel like ANY characteristics of this book are base off of one of your ideas, feel free to take some credit or something, but it's still MY story, not yours. This is my first book and I don't want get in trouble with anyone. Also, please don't judge me TOO harshly, I just wanted to have some fun and write a book. Don't blame me if you find it a little cliché. I also wrote all of it on my iPad. (Tasha, Chloe, and Alexis are al based off my friends in real life, but Emalisa IS NOT based of me (they got it in their heads that she is)) Emalisa Uldweyna Ra'naa Truesa has had a VERY rough past. What happened, you'll have to read the book. Jaxon Udolf Samuel Tonalay, on the other hand, has a great life. His mother's a chef at a restaurant, which his family owns, his sister goes to the college where his dad's the head dean, and him and his younger twin siblings have amazing grades in school. What'll happen when Emalisa un expectantly falls on Jaxon? He becomes undeniably interested with and in her. Emalisa feels a connection too, but is scared to react on it. The fact that their friends undeniably are head over heels for another doesn't help their situation and provides endless things to tease one another about. So please do read. If you think I should add something more to the description, feel free to tell me, but you have to read the book first! ALSO ALSO ALSO!!!!!!!!!! It could possibly be triggering later on, so I don't suggest reading it if life's been particularly shitty to you about some things. SERIOUSLY!!!!!

- 𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐔𝐄𝐃 - ❝ can you stop with the compliments? ❞ ❝ never. ❞ ❝ maybe dreams are meant to just stay as that, dreams. ❞ ❝ not all dreams come true, but maybe that's what makes them special. ❞ . . . 𝗔 𝗦𝗧𝗢𝗥𝗬 𝗪𝗛𝗘𝗥𝗘... derek shepherd finds a way to get his former patient's sister into the hospital he works in. . . . ⥬ mark sloan x fem!oc . . . ! ! 𝐒𝐋𝐎𝐖-𝐁𝐔𝐑𝐍 ! ! . 𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐈𝐌𝐄𝐑 . i don't own the television series "Grey's Anatomy" but i do own my own original characters and their plotlines - the rest is all from Shonda Rhimes. © 𝘴𝘯𝘰𝘰𝘱𝘺𝘴𝘴𝘰𝘤𝘬𝘴, 2020

TW⚠️* for Part 20 and following; Meredith Grey is a lonely and still grieving widow after the death of her husband, not knowing if she is ever going to be able to find love again. But is this about to change when she is reunited with her childhood best friend? And can they survive what is going to happen? I don't own any of the characters. All rights recieved to Shonda Rhimes/ shondaland *mentioning of mental illness, eating disorder, self-harm, depression Best rankings: ~ #1 merluca (110) ~ #1 eatingdisorder (6,6k) ~ #29 mentalillness (7,38k) ~ #63 ptsd (6,6k)