"Are you sure you want to do this, baby girl?" "You only live once." Warning: strong language, potentially triggering content?, and some sexual shit © 2017 Erika Smith (jawdroppingluke) All Rights Reserved

BOOK 1 Now I wish we'd never met 'Cause you're too hard to forget

When I face him again, Ashton is smiling. He leans back slowly in his seat, resting his folded hands on his stomach. "This is gonna be fun." I narrow my eyes at him. "What's gonna be fun?" "Winning you over." I have to bite back the vomit that fights to exit through my mouth. "Excuse me?" "It's a challenge now." "Nobody challenged you to anything." "I have challenged myself." "Well, that sounds like a personal problem." I grit my teeth. "I am not your challenge." Ashton just smiles at me. "We'll see about that." Disclaimer: -This story is a work of fiction. Some people are real, but situations are entirely mine and made up. -I took a little bit of liberty as far as how situations that might have happened unfold. I did tons of research, but the plot calls for some changes. Hope you don't mind! -Mature for frequent swearing and sexual themes -**Trigger warning** there is a later chapter that deals with mature themes (sexual assault). If you feel the need, please skip the chapter, which will have an additional warning at the top of it. Cover art credit: picture found on Google, but the "Youngblood" logo is property of 5 Seconds of Summer

He left me before I could tell him that I was pregnant.

❝I Remember you made me nostalgic for a love that hadn't even happened yet ❞ © reallyhailey 2014 (DISCLAIMER: I wrote this in 2014, so I'm very sorry for the poor grammar and punctuation)

"Just come to the party it'll be fun May please I want you to meet my friend Michael he's so cool please" Ashton said "Fine I'll go" I said But I didn't think my older brother would dare me to do something as crazy as he did and I didn't think I was stupid enough to do it either but that's not the day that changed my life the day that changed my life was when the schools hottest guy asked me out I said yes and he broke up with me when he got what he wanted but little did I know that 9 months later my life would change forever

"Please just go away. Forget all the memories we had, all the things we shared, forget everything. Because none of those things mattered to you." COMPLETED © 2014 Qxeengina

you're just a project. not a lover. copyright 2014 completed.

"Somehow we became best friends and I learned that his laugh was the best sound I had ever heard. The way his voice sounded, it would take me to a place and make me forget my troubles. Oh I loved the way he said my name. Everything about him was beauty in its purest form. He didn't even have to try. I was in love with him before I had even met him. I was in love with the thought of him. He was like a piece of art. More appreciated than any other thing on this earth. He was finally worth something. He had always been worth everything to me, But he isn't hear to know that. I don't have a penny to my name because I gave them all to him. I don't want to be worth anything if it means I won't have him. No one could ever come close to us. There was no other match like us that was so flawlessly perfect even with all of our flaws. I'll never find anyone else like him because without him there is no us and nothing could ever come close to a love like us."

"Do you love me?" "Yes, of course I love you. I'll always love you." "Then why doesn't it feel like you do?"