During the day he's bubbly, annoyingly happy, nerdy, surrounded by friends and invested in achieving his dreams of becoming a hero who saves those in trouble. But by night he's not so much the same izuku the class grew to know. He looked the same but at the same time he was an entirely different person. His hair still fluffy and a deep green. His freckles, still remained untouched on his cheeks. His eyes sparkled just like they usually did. His hands however, were covered in the darkest shade of crimson and a sickingly smile stretched over his face making it look almost unnatural. He was someone else. That wasn't izuku midoriya.

Katsuki unknowingly told his upmost rival what really happened at the league. This doesn't sit well with izuku. Not at all. He takes things into his own hand turning him into someone he wished he'd never ever become.

As a defence mechanism however izuku blocks it all out and ignores what exactly it is he is doing every morning he wakes up only to remind himselft later at night that he'd got to go visit the man again. It's like as if he was having a bad dream. Only small segments of it appeared at random moments during the day. He's still learning to push those parts back. But it was all for the sake of katsuki, right? He'd never hurt anyone, not even a villain if it weren't unavoidabke! He's a hero after all....

Katsuki one night catches a glance. Bloody murder was painted onto the shadows. His eyes widened so big they could be mistaken as saurcers.

Izuku dripping with sweat and blood stood limply against the side of the bluilding clutching onto a dagger. 

What in the world?.. -

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