John Watson is seventeen and one year away from aging out of the foster care system after the murder/suicide of his parents three years prior. He gets placed with the rich Holmes family for the remainder of his time in the system. Sherlock Holmes is fifteen with a drug problem and severe emotional issues. What happens when a tornado meets a volcano? Can these broken boys save each other from themselves?

BBC Sherlock. Johnlock. Set after Season Three. Sherlock has fallen into an unhealthy style of living upon his realisation that he cannot go on in life. Sherlock loves John, and John loves Sherlock. Yet, John also loves Mary. In this story, John will have to make one of the most important decisions of his life. The man he loved, or the woman who helped him forget?

"Detective Holmes, does your job ever cause you troubles that might lead to consuming drugs?" "I never have troubles with my job." Sherlock said, holding John's penetrating gaze without flinching. "Neither family issues, nor anything related with your job. Perhaps unrequited love, then?" *** Sherlock Holmes relies on many things to keep his supreme mind rational. Murder cases, for instance, provide him the adrenaline required to persist in sanity without falling into an abyss of dullness. Morphine serves as a tranquilizer for his untamable fact processing brain. Cocaine is a fine source of dopamine and fills in the hole of emptiness dug by the lack of intellectual crimes. To an outsider, he would fit labels like drug addict, sociopath, maniac, freak, but Sherlock thought he had attained a fairly satisfying equilibrium in life. But that was until he his brother stepped in, and John Watson became his therapist... And his flatmate. And a very alarming problem. ⚠️ Warning : mentions of drugs

I thought I could kill the pain. How could I be so stupid? The fall was terrifying. The pain was never ending. But it never ends. It remains, and it will always remain. Hidden. Buried. The dark is so cold. It's so empty, I'm empty, and I have nothing to fill it with anymore. "This love has taken its toll on me, and I have no choice, cause I won't say goodbye anymore...."* A Johnlock (and a little Myry) fanfic full of song references, heartbreak, depression, emptiness, emotion, possible death, and love to cure it all. Will they ever be reunited? And can Sherlock prove to John that he's alive, before John commits a crime neither would recover from? *Song reference: Maroon 5 - This Love

Sherlock often takes cases without informing John. No big deal. However when he takes a case that indirectly involves John and doesn't tell him, then ends up disappearing for days? Not a good sign. How will John react? Will John find the missing Sherlock? What happens if/when the reunite and John gets mad because he took the case without talking to him about it? Will their partnership fall apart? Their friendship? What could have been more? Let us find out! Johnlock Depression Fighting

Sherlock is slowly falling away into his own mind. Can John help him or will Sherlock be lost forever? This book is one huge Trigger Warning, be aware.

Sherlock is the school's freak, hated and beaten every day of his life. Why does he put up with it? John Watson. The boy he can't have. Or can he? I wrote this when I was 13 so I'm really sorry in advance for the sucky writing. :,) !Quite a long Johnlock fanfiction! It jumps between John and Sherlock's point of view. !WARNING! SMUT, GAYGAYGAY, LANGUAGE, ADULT CONTENT, TRIGGER WARNINGS

Sherlock has never believed in love, nor has he ever needed it. That has all changed now. He loves John Watson. He wants John Watson. It burns like fire, like heroin running through his veins. Not a desire. An addiction. Maybe it's just John. Maybe it's that intoxicating touch and empathetic demeanour. Maybe it's the way he cares so much. What makes Sherlock so addicted to John Watson? The man who's never wanted anyone now needs someone. Is it something he'll be able to handle?

John has found out about Sherlock's self harm and is left baffled as to how to tell Sherlock about his own secret. *TRIGGER WARNING*

John struggles with his war PTSD to this day, barely managing to make it through each passing day. But this is all made 10x worse as he's manipulated and assaulted by an old 'friend'.