Memories are dangerous, emotions are forbidden, and love is out of the question... ............... #1 in #TEENREADS on 15-12-18 #3 in DEADGIRL on 29-12-18 #6 in SECRETS on 23-2-19 ©️GeorgetteLuxery 2018 Mature Warning 13 plus Completed ✔️ ............... This is the drafted version of the book. I will not be publishing the edited version on Wattpad as that will be the published version on iBooks and Apple Books mid 2020!

⚠️ WARNING ⚠️ EXTREMELY GRAPHIC AND EXPLICITLY DETAILED CONTENT. Despite all of the chaos and trauma I had to endure at such an early age, life in fact must go on. All of those failed attempts at trying to unalive myself, I am still here today. Although I am not proud of my past attempts, I'm extremely grateful to be here today because had I not been here today. None of this would ever be possible. If I could describe my life in one sentence, I'd say "my life is a fucking shitshow and you're all invited." Over the years, I've had time to grow, mature and become my very own person. I could've chose to give up, but something made me stay. Someone made me stay.

THIS BOOK IS PUBLISHED AS ORIGINAL DRAFT, I WROTE IT WHEN I WAS YOUNG AND IT'S NOT EDITED SO THERE'S A LOT OF MISTAKES BECAUSE I DIDN'T RE-READ CHAPTERS OR CHECK GRAMMAR BEFORE. I AM ALSO REWRITING THIS, I'M STILL NOT SURE IF THE NEW CHAPTERS WILL BE POSTED HERE OR AS SEPARATED, NEW VERSION. A wee bit cringe. • ═══ೋ❀❀ೋ ❝/How did I live without him?/ The answer to that was simple, he didn't. I mean, yes, he was alive but he wasn't living.❞ ೋ❀❀ೋ═══ • Copyright © 2021 by sixofbrekker

What if your favorite characters needed your help? Sunset has always been in love with books, although after the death of her mother, she has stopped believing in happy endings. When she starts working in a library located at the basement of Stardust café, she discovers that Mr. Darcy, Christian Gray, Edward Cullen, Peeta Mellark, Katniss Everdeen , Harry Potter, Magnus, Hardin Scott and any other character she may want, can materialize in front of her eyes. Would they help her reach her happy ending? Or will she help them? 🏆 Round 1 Ambassadors Picks, ONC 2021 🏆1st Place in The Majestic Constellations Awards in the Women's Fiction Category 🏆Most Original Plot Honorable Mention of The Strawberry Shortcake Awards 🏆Best Opening of the Strawberry Shortcake Awards 🏆Honorable mention by the Team Of Dreams Community "Finally a girl with a brain in a Wattpad story." @KrispyKatKookies "Read this, people. You would never regret it." @verygucciharry "Cool is not. It's amazing. And your brain needs to be used for science. After you're dead, of course." @Luc_yourself "Enter this to the Wattys, please. It's so good!!!" @alwaysmembers

I fought for my life while living with my uncle, who abused us children daily. I fought for the answer to the choice that would change my life forever- picking a home, staying in Abnegation with my abusive uncle, going with my cousin only for him to merge off into a new crowd- the Dauntless, or go to where the type of people and the knowledge, are in my blood- Erudite. I struggled to see the light in everything that was happening around me- the attacks on my family, the mind control, and the secrets. I struggled to fit in when my heart was obviously more reckless. I lost love, family, my heart- for this, this war plan. I lost Tobias, my sanity, my blood. I was part of this scheme, this war plan on Abnegation and the mind control over Dauntless; I wish I could say I had no idea of the danger- but I do, I know the full extent of the damage that has been done. I had a serious part in it, I worked side by side with the master minds and the rest of their evil genius goons. I became one but I still held onto one thing- and that one thing, is helping me end this war. Tobias. One Choice Decides your Friends- One Choice Defines Your Beliefs- One Choice Determines Your Loyalties Forever- But One Choice Never Dictates your Heart.

Adele knows she witnessed a murder - what she doesn't know is just how personal it is. ***** A girl was brutally murdered in the basement of a sorority house in spring 2011. Adele Theroux thinks she saw the killer - and the killer definitely saw her. What she doesn't know is why this all happened and who this guy is. As she tries to solve the mystery from a distance while in witness protection, the connections keep getting weirder and more personal. Might she be able to relate to the killer in a way that no one else can? And what does that mean about her own psyche? *2019 Watty Award for Mystery/Thriller* [[word count: 50,000-60,000 words]] Cover designed by April Alforque

Tuesday lives with her aunt after the death of her mother in a car accident following remission from cancer. Angry at the world, she rebels against her guardian, her education and her nervous peers, and it isn't until she meets Max (with his own burdens to bear) that she begins to learn how to navigate the tumultuous waters of college, friendship and love once more. ★ WATTYS 2019 WINNER: Young Adult ★ ★ 3 TIMES FEATURED: Homepage banner & Wattpad Picks, Editors' Choice x2 ★ ★ 1ST PLACE TEEN FICTION: The Constellation Awards 2018 ★ ★ 2ND PLACE GEN FICTION: The Rising Star Awards 2018 ★ ★ 2ND PLACE TEEN FICTION: The Annual Medley Awards 2018 ★

As I leave, the cold British wind greets me. I zip up my sweater, and start walking home. Thanks to my parents, I don't have a car. "You're too irresponsible for a car, Courtney. You can always save up for one once you leave this house," my father had scoffed when I asked him. I walk at a fast pace, hoping to avoid any random strangers lurking in the dark streets. "Hey, darling. What are you doing all alone in the dark?" I hear a voice ask. I pick up his deep, British accent. I ignore him, and start jogging. Just a few more streets... I hear his swift feet, and he grabs me from behind, pressing a wet cloth on my face. He drags me behind a building. My muffled screams are the only noise in the silent night. I try to break from his strong, yet careful hold. I wiggle under his grip, but he only lets out a sigh. "Shhhhh...don't scream...everything will be alright...shhhh..." he whispers. I feel warm tears slide down my face, and my eyesight blurs, and I stop screaming and escaping. The last thing I see are the swaying trees. Then... DARKNESS... ✯✯✯✯✯ 19-year-old Courtney Thompson hates her life. From her annoying stepmother, to her overprotective father. The only thing that keeps her alive is her brother and reading. She's always wanted to die, but after being kidnapped, all she wants is to live. Her kidnapper is beyond amazing. From the good looks, to his niceness. But that's what he is...a kidnapper. A killer. A stalker. ✯Will she fall for him, even if he kidnapped her?✯ ✯Will she find out the countless secrets that he hides?✯ ✯Will she escape?✯ Will she fall victim to... STOCKHOLM SYNDROME? ✯✯✯✯ © DorkaliciousDama13 2016 Please don't copy. This book is original, and it comes from a place called "BRAIN". Plus...you'll be in BIG trouble if you copy my book. I don't own 1D. (❤I Wish❤...)

💌 Winner of Wattys Retry Awards 2018 (6/6/18) ______________________ (Under editing) Sometimes all you have to do is learn to let it go! . She was a fighter. She never learned to give up. She knew how to face the harsh reality. . But what happens when situations make you a broken and vulnerable person. . Follow Kia on her journey as she fights her inner Demons and get her life back on track, But the question is will she be able to do it?

Since forever it's always just been 13 year old Amelie and her Mum. They may not have been rich in money but they were rich in happiness and they were really close. Everything changes when Amelie's mum gets married to a rich guy she supposedly met at a pub, their lives are flipped upside down and Amelie is forced to move away from the home she knows and loves to New York to move in with him and his 5 sons- soon to be step brothers. How will Amelie cope when she starts to lose her mum to money and alcohol altogether? Will all the lies and harsh truths break her and make suffer alone or will she manage to find comfort in her 5 new Step - Brothers?

when Playboy fall in love with his own best friend, but his best friend had a crush on someone else. It's not easy to find a special one. They will meet again after five years. One of them has lost his memory; they will meet after five years in office. Believe me, I will never let you down, thank you for supporting me ❤️☺️ Love you All (Starting - Wed, May 31, 2023) (ending - Monday, July 10, 2023)

I, like all others, am a victim. To life. To living. The endless circle of living and dying. But you. You never change. And me? I will die with no one knowing who I really was. My true self. Slowly. I wilt. And soon. Death. ____________________________________ [[[WARNING]]] This book contains topics of self harm, depression, self loathing and/or depreciation, blood, violence, and sexual scenes. If these are touchy subjects for you I STRONGLY advise you do not read.

Bailey copes with the loss of a handsome acquaintance, John, by writing him a series of letters. She explores a future that will never be, a present full of opportunity with John's goofy best friend, Quinn, and a past that threatens to destroy everything. ***** Bailey had only known John as the handsome man from floor ten that smiled at her and said hello whenever they met in the elevator. Yet, when he suddenly passes away she finds herself mourning the relationship she never got to have with him. She begins researching John's life, learning about the man she never got to know. In doing so she meets his best friend, Quinn, who's playful nature and rugged appearance may be exactly what Bailey needs to come out of her shell. However, with her walls built high after past nightmares and her heart lost in a memory, she may never be able to see what's right in front of her. Wattys 2021 Winner - Chicklit Content Warning: Domestic Abuse, Emotional Abuse, Sexual Assault, Death, Miscarriage, Drug Use, Suicidal Thoughts

Everyone knows him or..at least they think they do. Underneath all of his layers there's things only him and his family knows. No it's not about his child. He doesn't hide her. She's the only thing he's proud of. Can anybody change his attitude? *language, mature themes, trigger warnings* Started: April 29,2022 Completed: July 22,2022

𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨: 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘴, 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯! Tragedy can happen to anyone, anytime and anywhere, and the saddest part about that truth is that tragedy is unavoidable. No one can prevent a natural disaster from happening. No one can prevent death from knocking on their doorstep - if it's an accident, or a sickness - it cannot be prevented, and it cannot be avoided. You never know on which day tragedy will come knocking on your front door. You never know who it would strike next - if it would be you, or someone else, or someone who is very close to you. The thing is, with tragedy, it doesn't ask questions before it strikes. It just does. River and Sophia were two people who experienced the same tragedy: loss, but their stories were very different from each other, but they shared the same pain of losing someone they loved, someone who was close to them. And now, suffering the aftermath of their tragedies - living with the guilt, the regret, and the grief of losing someone that was close to them, they have to try to overcome everything, before their tragedy ruins their lives forever. But will it bring them together or would it just be another terrible tragedy? [ word count 130K - 145K ] [ comments does contain spoilers ]

| COMPLETED | ~ | Chapters are being Edited | #Wattys2020 ~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~~•~~•~•~~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~• He was a soldier, running toward the war zone. She was a victim , fleeing away from the war zone. He grew up not knowing what love or family was. She grew up with the love of her family. He left something of himself. She now holds dear to what he left. He is a soldier. She is his warbride. ~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~~•~~•~•~~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~• After struggling to live through and losing loved ones due to war, all Leah wishes for is to leave this war torn country. With a mysterious past, Dylan tries to live a normal life as a military man and prepares himself to lead hundreds of men into this next battle. In the most oddest circumstances, they both meet and feeling are expressed, love blooms, secrets are exposed, memories are revived, obstacles are faced, but at the end of the day love and family is everything. ~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~~•~~•~•~~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~• "Wait Leah!" I wanted to tell her that she is not like a sister to me and that I love her, but something stopped me. The hope that shone in her eyes stopped me. War is unpredictable. The outcomes are unpredictable. If I were to tell her the truth and we were to fall in love, wouldn't there be more risks. I'll be worried about her constantly, as she'll be about me. If I were to get injured in the field, she will have to spend her life taking care of me. If I were to die, wouldn't I hurt her more than now.

𝗽𝗮𝗿•𝗮•𝗱𝗶𝘀𝗲 ↳ (𝗻.) heaven as the ultimate abode of the just >> 𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗦𝘂𝗺𝗺𝗲𝗿 𝗜 𝗧𝘂𝗿𝗻𝗲𝗱 𝗣𝗿𝗲𝘁𝘁𝘆 << Season One-Three /// Book One 𝗦𝟭: _ 𝗦𝟮: _ 𝗦𝟯: _ [ Grumpy x Sunshine ] [ Hyperactive Gf x Calm Bf ] [ I Hate Everyone But You ] 𝗦𝗧𝗔𝗥𝗧𝗘𝗗: August 2, 2024 𝗙𝗜𝗡𝗜𝗦𝗛𝗘𝗗: __________ 𝘿𝙄𝙎𝘾𝙇𝘼𝙄𝙈𝙀𝙍 I don't own The Summer I Turned Pretty and/or anything in their universe. I also don't own any images, GIFs, and/or songs that are in.

Walking into an empty house is normal to me. I guess I got tired of saying 'I'm home' when nobody is home to reply. It wasn't always like this. I remember when our family was close. Now we don't see each other any more. We don't talk to each other. We don't eat with each other. We don't ACKNOWLEDGE each other. This all happened after my 'Mother' killed herself. My father blames me. This is my story about how I learned to not count on anyone else but myself. I'm broken. I'm used. No one can fix me. But when the New Boy in town tries to fix me, everything will change. Good change or Bad change, I don't know. Only time will tell. I want to enter this story in the #Wattys2015 please help me out and vote and comment on my story. I'll really appreciate it!!! #Wattys2015 COPYRIGHTED © 2014 BY Anallely ALL RIGHTS RESERVED ®

I always thought that the streets were a place that I was going to end up at. I always thought that I would end up dead on the streets because of... my disability. I always thought that I would have no family and no one to care about me as I cared for others. And yet, that all changed when she walked into my life. She brought me a family, and to this day, I could not understand why she chose me and not someone else. Not only did she walk into my life, but she also changed it. She changed it for better or worse, and I could not decide which was possible because she and her family were different. They were something much more than what people could see. And I was different. Not only was I blind, but I was also a Princess. I was a princess of this strange group, and I had been hidden away from birth. At the time, I did not know who I was being hidden from, but when I found out who I was hiding from, I was glad that I had been hidden. Because, if I surely had not been hidden, then I would surely have died. _______________________________________ NOTE: IF YOU READ THIS BOOK ON ANY OTHER APP BESIDES WATTPAD THEN IT IS COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT. I GAVE NO ONE PERMISSION TO USE MY BOOK AND HAVE NOT POSTED IT ANYWHERE ELSE, SO... YA. REPORT THAT BOOK. Thanks. ~Rissa

Everyone is going to die... Most people die old after a long life, and then there's those who die on the way there. Those who die all of suddenly sometimes from accidents or illness... Louis knows he's going to be one of those people, he knows he might not see his next birthday. He is living a life where everyone around him is trying to buy him time... time to live. But you can't cheat death... because there is somethings in life that not even love can save you from. |trigger warning: death|