What if you fall in love with one of your best friends and don't even accept that you're gay? This is what happens to Connor Franta. He always knew that he was different but when he started to develop feelings for one of his best friends, Troye Sivan, he tried to deny it. He tried to push those feelings away, he didn't want to be gay at least that's what he always said to himself. But what if his feelings become so strong that he can't just ignore them any longer. Will he ever be able to accept those feelings or will he always keep ignoring them? Will he talk about it or just keep bottling everything up that's going on in his life? What if all those feelings just get too much to handle? Will he break or finally accept them?

Completed ~ Ever since Tyler moved to Australia from America, he and his neighbour Troye became best friends. At the age of 10 they make a promise to never leave each other and stay best friends forever. Not all promises last though. As soon as he turns 18, Troye leaves his home to America to live his dreams of becoming a singer and actor. With 2 ep's that sold millions and his own movie franchise, you could say he is doing great. His full length album comes out December 4th yet he still wants to write a few more songs, there is a problem though, he has no idea what to sing about. That's why he is flying back to Australia. To get inspiration and stories, seems easy. Tyler Oakley, with his 21st birthday approaching he is ready more than ever to leave this town. His mother travels a lot due to her job so he stays with his father, his homophobic father who beats him up the second that Jackie leaves the house. What happens when Troye and Tyler meet once again? Will they forget about the past and pretend it never happened? Or will they fix their broken friendship whilst at the same time building a new relationship? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I'm aware that the first maybe 10 or so chapters aren't the best... but don't give up! They actually get good if I do say so myself. So yeah, this is my first story!!! Yay!! I am terrible at descriptions so just read and see if you kinda like it. Includes: abuse, homophobia, smut, mature content.

"I know I probably shouldn't feel this way. I shouldn't be disappointed or angry that he no longer loves me the way he used to. I know it's my fault, after all I was the one to make the choice. But if I could go back and choose again, I want him to know that he would always be my pick. I was foolish. I was young. I let fame get to my head. Why must you Remind Me of the past that I want to forget so desperately. I should've chose him. I should've held him closer. I should've told him that I loved him. But, is it possible that through it all, I can chose again?" *Mentions of abuse-- both verbal and sexually. Depression and self hatred a subject to be aware of. No form of self harm or eating disorder. Possible character death both major and minor. Any other warnings will be placed before the chapter begins. Hope you enjoy.* - HIGHEST RANKING: #9th in troyesivan ~ note: this fic is like my baby it's been through so much shit and i know it's not the best writing you'll ever read but i wrote it in a very dark time in my life and my mood- it reflects a lot off of the plot and the descriptors used. please be kind and know that im growing and so is my writing ability everyday. ilysm. enjoy ~

Connor helps Troye get back on his feet after his life begins to fall apart but under one condition...yet, it becomes more complicated when Connor doesn't just want sex. Troye has to battle his past memories in order for this relationship to work. Twitter/Tumblr: @kingtronler

Cameron St. Thomas never intended on getting into adult film. Yet, at the ripe age of eighteen, Cam found himself at the top of the list of 'porn stars' on America's top free porn website with an ever growing number of subscribers. It started as an innocent money scheme with his ex, but developed into something much bigger than himself. That was why he left. Porn made him hate parts of himself he didn't quite understand. He quit the industry after only two years, moved away from New Mexico and all of the baggage he'd left behind, and created a new life for himself in Texas. But it was never quite that easy for him. When he meets Luca Morello, everything feels too good to be true. How long can Cam keep his secret from Luca? How will Luca feel about it, since the man thought he was straight until he laid eyes on Cameron? And how can the truth prevail when he tries with all his might to pretend it doesn't exist?

"I hate you - so much Tripp." More confusion because, once more, wasn't this a good thing? "Why did you have to say that? What if," A little quieter, just above a whisper. "What if we mess up our friendship?" "But what if we don't?" "You don't know that," I bumped his nose with my finger. "And neither do you. So, why don't we give it a shot?" He bit down on his bottom lip, hesitation and worry filling his gaze. __ This is literally a story that follows the plot of two best friends realizing their feelings for each other, yes, I know, very cliche, but I enjoyed writing it. There will be mature LGBT content, so if you don't want to read those chapters or this story, skip it. Highest Rankings (that I'm aware of): LGBT : #3 , College Romance: #2 , Gay: #19 / GayPride: #2, Gay boyxboy #1

Would you know that you and another person are meant to be if he lived in the same room as you? In most cases, all it would take is for that person to tell you and let you know "I like you." For Troye Sivan, the most obvious things seem to take some time to figure out. From being a wallflower and staying out of the spotlight his freshman year of high school; Troye is forced out of his old discrete ways after properly meeting Tyler Oakley. Being opened to the more social crowd of his peers at JMA, his private boarding school. Troye also becomes closer to people he had never thought he would ever speak to before this year. Will they serve as a distraction from the ones who truly matter? Who truly matters and who will lead the way to something better? (Description curiosity or TheZenTroyler) **THIS STORY IS IN NO WAY RELATED TO MY SOULMATES SERIES** Though it says 2017 this story was really written back in 2014-2015. Keep that in mind when reading. Thank you for all the love and support.

Troye never considered the possibility of having children. Well, it might be time to reconsider... With insecurities brewing under his skin, he makes some decisions that could lead to devastation. Will he be strong enough to keep Tyler by his side even when he's struggling to understand his own feelings? Will Tyler still love him enough to stay? *This is a one-shot sequel to my chaptered Troyler fic, "Escort"*

Tyler Oakley and Troye Sivan have been best friends ever since second grade, when Tyler asked Troye to be his valentine. Every following year they'd ended up as each others valentines, in some way or another. But both of these boys had real, unearthed feeling for each other, and being each other's valentine as a "friend" was not helping. With mutual hidden (and denied) crushes, will either of them ever pluck up the courage to ask the other out? (You know, not on valentines day?)

Troye and Connor are both highschool seniors, they live next to each other and their parents are good friends. This is why they are forced to go on a camping trip together, and of course they get to share a tent. Troye, however, can't come to a lot of activities because he has really bad migraine. Connor sees this as a perfect opportunity to skip hiking with his family so he stays back to take care of Troye. Both boys start to acknowledge that they really aren't as different as they thought and they start to enjoy each other's company, more than they would have initially wanted. But when Troye's not at school the next day their whole world turns upside down. - Eventual smut, no trigger warnings, does contain swear language. - <3