Danielle is a 16 year old girl who is not happy with her life and is thinking about ending it. One day, she gets hit by a car causing her to lose her memory. When her best friend, Gwen, finds out she forgot everything, devastated by the thought of her best friend not knowing her anymore, she does everything to help her remember, but nothing works. This book is also about how Gwen tries to survive without her best friend, it's about insecurities, it's about how people deal with them, it's about life and how unexpected and unfair it can be. Warnings: this story is sad. It does not contain anything mature, like violence or drugs. It only mentions self-harm and suicide, but it doesn't describe it or anything which I hope is not a problem for anyone. Started: May 28 2024 Finished: August 17 2024 The main idea is based on real life events, but this book is a work of my imagination and none of these characters are real. Any similarity to real life is just a coincidence. Please don't copy my work, I work hard in writing. Thnx for reading babe ♡

ORIGINAL STORY UNDER SERIOUS CONSTRUCTION Friendship come and goes, sometimes friendships end with a fight, sometimes you and your friends just drift apart, but these friendships ended with murder. Just imagine your best friends being murdered, how would you feel? Well this group of friends experienced this and it all starts with the death of Catherine Murphy... - - - - - - Read at your own risk!¡ bad grammar!¡ i wrote this two years ago please don't attack me for grammar!¡

In grief, people can't accept the fact that one is dead. Even when the facts flash in front of their faces. All humans want is the passed on to rise back to the world of the living. So, how do you make that happen? Make a journal to help them accept what has happened, before you WASH away. In this drama-packed book, travel through the eyes of a male teens heartbreak, after his, "crush", makes the ultimate decision to take that step off the bridge. Mostly known is the story of a female's point of view, but what happens to that strong boy that knew the victim? Experience the heartbreak, and emotions of the aftermath of suicide in the moving story, WASH.

***AVAILABLE AS A PAPERBACK ON AMAZON*** Warning: More than half the chapters are taken down due to a copyright agreement with the published Amazon version. Alexa Parker is your typical high school golden girl. But when her best friend commits suicide, she loses everything, including herself. Left with nothing but an ominous letter addressed to her, Alexa finds herself spiraling down a dark tunnel. One she won't be able to get out of alone. Then there's charming and sweet Blake. He wants to show Alexa how to live again and show her that she's stronger than she thinks. But overcoming her personal demons may prove harder for Alexa than she thought. With the help of Blake and his sisters, Alexa finds herself and learns to love in the process. - achievements: #1 in suicide prevention cover by @ashleethegoodgirl

Gatlin Arlington has been keeping a dark secret about his best friend Taylor. It weighs heavy on him, even after Taylor took his own life. The Arlington family took Taylor in after his parents were killed in a boating accident, but as Taylor settled into the Arlington family and began to face his grief, he began to find outlets to relieve that grief. Now, Gatlin is left behind and has to learn to live with the trauma he has survived while carrying the secret no one alive knows. And as people keep pressuring Gatlin to get back on the straight and narrow, he begins to feel like his world is spiraling out of control. Plagued by suicidal thoughts and depression, Gatlin has to fight if he wants to live. But sometimes...the darkness is too thick to cut through. **Trigger warning: alcohol, drugs, sex, suicide, abuse, and rape.

Rory Peng has always fantasized about murder. On the outside, Rory is the ideal student, philosophically smart and independent of her own problems. On the contrary, she doesn't really stand out at her American High School in Taiwan. There was just something about Rory's life that was strangely normal and bleak. She was ordinary looking, accompanied by average grades and normal parents. So when she witnesses the aftermath of a homicide in the elevator of her dormitory, she comes face to face with her dark obsession, and her guilt melts into a frenzied panic. She is desperate to find the sadistic killer and is certain it had something to do with the wide-eyed boy hovering before the fresh corpse. Rory is determined to befriend this boy and live the dream that both haunted and exhilarated her. Will she finally find a deeper meaning in her life? Or will she forever drown in the pity of her own guilt?

-Let's get this straight. From a dead end job to a useless crazy ex boyfriend- my happiness is with my best friend yet the fear of our relationship ending completely scares me and id rather fake it and be in fear than find out and never be happy. It sucks, seeing him everyday and knowing what i feel for him and how deep those feelings go is painful...- But when he comes around everything changes for the best and for the worst. As a whole they are deeply loved and equally as hated by others but the love from one another is undeniable, if only she wasnt so selfish with her choices and words- -Lying, cheating, sneaking, crying- many acts and emotions come from within when there's someone you love unaware of that love.. Possibly growing to love someone else right before your eyes..Its gut wrenching, i know because ive fucked up. Its worse when you're aware of the harm you cause yourself and others but dont care how the outcome turns out to be. Why would it matter how it effects you if youre used to pain and people leaving? it wouldnt. All because you take comfort in your own mind and mental illness, once you realize you have freewill it may become a bad thing if youre careless.- - Gabriella White.

Emma Baker was her best friend. She was also his girlfriend. Until she wasn't anymore. And what better way to replace the hole that she left than alcohol? ~*~ Emma is gone. But her boyfriend, Ryder, and her best friend, Kai, are still here. And they're hurting. Kai and Ryder have been close, even before Ryder started dating Emma. They grew up together, their parent's friends since college. So when Emma dies, and they both start falling in the same rabbit hole, their parents ship them off to grief camp. Which isn't as bad as they expected. There, they learn how to cope with Emma's death, leaning on each other; maybe a little too much. WARNING: this book has language, deals with suicide, depression, grief, and underage drinking

Blair is anything but normal, when you can see your best friend even though she died beside you, then you're probably insane, right? A year after Blair's best friends death she and her family moves to Nevada for a "fresh start." Here she meets charming Cullen, and his bandwagon of friends. Although Cullen was effortlessly handsome, and flirtatious something dark rumbled around him making Blair cautious, after all the cunning boy has his own secrets... Blair, is the first person to see Cullen in 30 years, the first person he's touched in in decades...Will the fatal pull of attraction between life and death be so forgiving? Blair and her newfound friends (Who are very much dead)have a lot to discover, how does Blair fit into this puzzle? Why is Valarie trapped as a ghost, tied to Blair? And most importantly who will die next... *Chapters will be posted every Wednesday and Saturday I hope you enjoy this haunting story!*