TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide Attempt, Self-Harm, Anxiety, Panic Attack, Bipolar Disorder, etc. Connor Murphy was always scared of himself, so to make up for it he tried to make everyone else too. Evan Hansen was always nervous, and wouldn't stop freaking out over the smallest things. When these two characters lives collide, literally, how will their company change the other? Can each character save themselves and the other? Note: This is an AU, in the musical version Connor is not good friends with Evan while in this version he is (due to the events that transpired in this fanfiction), so while I ship treebros in the AU context this is not the original musical, you can make your own opinion after watching the original. Note 2: There will be cussing, I don't personally enjoy cussing (nor do I do it IRL) so I'll try to keep it at a minimum for those that are uncomfortable with it [DISCONTINUED]

Connor Murphy is basically a prostitute. He left home at seventeen and realised the easiest way to make a living was by selling his body, which takes a big toll on his mental health. He reaches the point where he feels as though life is pointless. Evan Hansen is a typical college student. He deals with medically diagnosed anxiety and mild depression on top of college classes and his outgoing roommate and best friend, Jared Kleinman. Trigger warnings: sexual, physical, verbal, and emotional abuse, smut, probably homophobic slurs at some point, sporadic cursing, mental illness, thoughts of suicide and self deprecation, and probably a few more I can't think of Slow-ish updates

Based on the song My R It doesn't go straight to treebros or anything so be prepared for that...yeah

Evan would update his blog daily, talking about any struggles and successes, doing it for himself as a way to vent his emotions. It never occurred to him that anyone else would be reading it, and that they were feeling the same way as him.

Unlike the majority of weird things that happened to me, I'm glad you happened, because I was able to find someone who listened. Cared. Understood, no matter how weird shit got. I found...a friend. And..you know, maybe something more. So let's face the inevitable, okay? ••• Dear Evan Hansen Fanfic (no one asked for this lol i'm sorry) (note: this story uses she/her pronouns for reader) I DO NOT OWN DEAR EVAN HANSEN OR ANY OF THE CHARACTERS IN ANY WAY, SHAPE, OR FORM. THE ONLY THING I OWN IS THIS STORY, NOT DEAR EVAN HANSEN ITSELF. pop culture references (or any known reference) made in this DO NOT belong to me but to their rightful owners -started: feb. 9, 2018- -ended- june. 23, 2019-

𝐁𝐀𝐃 𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐀 | ❝ i wish you could see yourself the way i do... ❞ ━ After Y/n L/n courageously intervenes to defend the enigmatic and troubled Connor Murphy from a pair of bullies, her brave act lands them both in detention, where their paths intertwine. Despite Connor's initial resistance, a gradual bond forms between them, revealing layers of vulnerability beneath his sarcastic and sullen exterior. As they spend more time together, Y/n becomes a source of solace for Connor, offering an understanding that he's never experienced before. However, Connor is harboring a secret burden - a looming plan to end his own life that hangs over his head constantly. Even as his feelings for Y/n grow, he struggles with the idea of dragging her into his dark world. He wrestles with the fear of causing her pain and the weight of his emotional turmoil. Still, he finds himself unable to push Y/n away completely, torn between his desire for her presence and his fear of tainting her with his troubles. But one question keeps popping up during his restless nights: Could she be the very person who can help and teach him how to live? [started: august 26, 2023] ©ygmisnote

His name was Evan Hansen, and he would not lose his boyfriend. 5/24: #605 in fanfiction 5/27: #455 in fanfiction 5/29: #427 in fanfiction

Evan has always felt like no one was there for him most of his life. Evan hasn't had any friends and feels lonely most of the time and his anxiety doesn't help him with those feelings. One day Evan meets Connor Murphy and things start to develop. Will they be just friends or will they be more than that in the future? Art by: @adothamtheother51

DISCONTINUED Evan was just trying to take a walk through the park, look at the trees, and take picrures without something, rather someone, inturrupting him. But as usual, things weren't that easy for him. These characters do not belong to me, the belongm to the writers of Dear Evan Hansen. However, the storyline does. This whole book is honestly a trigger warning?

* NEW CAPTION * THIS BOOK LITERALLY SUCKS LMAO STOP READING IT U WERIDOS im kidding I love u thanks ~~~~~~~~~ This will be a Connor Murphy x Evan Hansen book! All characters are owned by The Dear Evan Hansen, Book? Musical? You know what I mean. Warings ⚠ -Smut - Bad language