a dupe of "secretly in love with you" by sgtjohnlennon check them out. its not the exactly the same, but somewhat close to it, in this story paul is obsessed with john, bare with me! this story is in the 2020s and lgbtq is legal! OKAY 👍 warning: straight up (not well put) smut - small fights - alcohol - crazy shit -ect. consider this a warning. read at ur own risk, the shit here won't make sense 🙏

"Macca you bastard! Open the door!" he yelled, but still no reply. He checked if the door was open and to his suprise, it was. He stormed in and went straight into Paul's bedroom. At first he thought that it was empty, but then he saw Paul. On the floor. Not moving. TW: drug use, suicidal thoughts COMPLETED ON 2022/07/08

𝗨𝗽𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘀 𝗺𝗼𝗱𝗲𝗹, 𝗠𝗮𝗿𝗶𝗮𝗻𝗻𝗲 𝗞𝗲𝗹𝗹𝘆, 𝗶𝘀 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗿𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝗶𝗻 𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗕𝗲𝗮𝘁𝗹𝗲𝘀 𝗺𝗼𝘃𝗶𝗲 𝗔 𝗛𝗮𝗿𝗱 𝗗𝗮𝘆𝘀 𝗡𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁. 𝗪𝗵𝗶𝗹𝗲 𝗳𝗶𝗹𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝘃𝗶𝗲 𝗠𝗮𝗿𝗶𝗮𝗻𝗻𝗲 𝗰𝗮𝘁𝗰𝗵𝗲𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗲𝘆𝗲𝘀 𝗼𝗳 𝗚𝗲𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲 𝗛𝗮𝗿𝗿𝗶𝘀𝗼𝗻, 𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝗮𝗻'𝘁 𝗵𝗲𝗹𝗽 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗸 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝗯𝗲𝗮𝘂𝘁𝗶𝗳𝘂𝗹 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝗶𝘀. {𝗧𝗛𝗜𝗦 𝗕𝗢𝗢𝗞 𝗜𝗡𝗩𝗢𝗟𝗩𝗘𝗦 𝗦𝗪𝗘𝗔𝗥𝗜𝗡𝗚, 𝗦𝗘𝗫𝗨𝗔𝗟 𝗦𝗖𝗘𝗡𝗘𝗦 𝗔𝗡𝗗 𝗗𝗥𝗨𝗚𝗦}

One HIGH SCHOOL, Two STUDENTS One a HOT JOCK The other an AWKWARD NERD Both HATE each other UNTIL, One DAY, Everything CHANGES LOVE awakens... And SPARKS flies... But will LOVE ever be ENOUGH to keep them TOGETHER? ☡ Not so Typical love story, Just saying... ¤¤¤ ☡☢☡DISCLAIMER: Graphic languages, alcohol/drug use and explicit sexual content. Self harm and depressing thoughts. Read at your own risk

𝐀 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐢𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐏𝐚𝐮𝐥 𝐌𝐜𝐂𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐧𝐞𝐲 𝐒𝐦𝐮𝐭𝐬 / 𝐒𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐭 𝐒𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 / 𝐅𝐥𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐥𝐬! 𝐓𝐨𝐩 𝐑𝐚𝐧𝐤𝐬: #𝟏 𝐁𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 #𝟒 𝐁𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭 #𝟔 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐁𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐥𝐞𝐬

Imagine having tough love? This story is about a boy name Oliver. Hills....who has something about himself he knows. but his dad doesn't support it.....at all......so he keeps it to himself. Oliver is a senior in high school, 19 years old, ... 5ft,7inches...black messy hair and ocean blue eyes. He mainly keeps to himself and reads. His mother died of cancer when he was 12. His father has been a fucking drunkie since. Oliver kinda kept to himself dealing with bullies. Til a man stepped into his life. on the other hand....we have Damon. Hellings Senior in high school. 19 years old....Rich, smart and is athletic. He's 6ft and 1 inches. He's mainly serious and a low sense of humor. Black messy as well..hair and dark brown eyes...Most women want him. But he just said his sorrys. His mother is a successful woman & is CEO of her own trading "company." Father is an assistant of her. and keeps the workers in Line. Damon is supposed to take over in his mother's footsteps. His life was dull til he met someone....will the dark secrets be revealed to that someone? Read on to see how these two meet. and how their TOUGH LOVE grows...... ⚠ WARNING ⚠ THIS CONTAINS. HOMOPHOBIC ASSHOLES LOTS OF SMUT 18 but let's be honest🙃😗 POSSIBLE GORE LANGUAGE VIOLENCE ABUSE KIDNAPPING BOY X BOY DONT LIKE? DONT READ AND FUCK OFF🖕☺️ Started book September 28th 2022

John has always been fond of Paul, but one night, he is shocked by how intense his feelings really are. A wank that goes a bit... far sets off a string of events neither have the words to understand. Paul acts aloof, unbothered. John is tortured and confused. All they do is misread and misinterpret and miscommunicate for weeks. They both desperately miss each other, but neither know how to make sense of what's going on between them. This is a multi chapter story taking place in 1963 from the months of late October to Christmas time.

"I love you Rebecca. I want spend my whole life with you." George found his voice that felt like a roar from within. "I love you too George," Rebecca's voice cracked. "I need to confess something, but you have to promise me that you will keep an open mind, okay?" She asked almost sobbing. 𝗥𝗲𝗯𝗲𝗰𝗰𝗮 𝗶𝘀 𝗮 𝗺𝗲𝘅𝗶𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝗴𝗶𝗿𝗹 𝘄𝗵𝗼 𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝘄𝗮𝗸𝗲𝘀 𝘂𝗽 𝗶𝗻 '𝟲𝟱 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗼𝗲𝘀𝗻'𝘁 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝘃𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗲𝗱 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲. 𝗧𝗵𝗲𝗻, 𝗮𝗰𝗰𝗶𝗱𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝗺𝗲𝗲𝘁𝘀 𝗚𝗲𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗲 𝗛𝗮𝗿𝗿𝗶𝘀𝗼𝗻 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗯𝗼𝘁𝗵 𝗯𝗲𝗴𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗼 𝗳𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗶𝗻 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲, 𝗮𝗹𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲 𝗺𝗮𝘆 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹𝗼𝘄 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲 𝘁𝗼𝗴𝗲𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿. *** 𝗧𝘄: Mature content, alcoholism, drug use, smut, cursing and explicit adult situations. 𝗥𝗲𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗲𝗱: September 2021 𝗖𝗼𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗲𝘁𝗲𝗱: December 2021 *** This is a work of fiction. While many characters and names are of actual people, they and their actions should be considered products of the imagination. This story is fictional and for the purposes of entertainment only.

In the Spring of 1963, Cynthia Lennon gives birth to a beautiful baby boy. However, things don't go to plan, as complications during the delivery go wrong, causing Cynthia to loose her life. John is left alone with Julian, feeling empty inside, and is struggling to cope with being a single father. He could really use a hand in raising his son, and would maybe even like to fall in love with someone. (The Beatles do NOT exist in this story.)✌🏻💓 P.S I had a name change of this story hehe.

TRIGGER WARNING: contains homophobic slurs, alcohol abuse and NSFW content. ====================================== "Don't pass me by, don't make me cry, don't make me blue. 'Cause you know, Darling, I love only you." John Lennon has just found himself moving to a rural town shrouded in thick woods and greenery, forced to leave his childhood friends back at home. He has to quickly adapt to new changes, a new school and new people. All in the midst of financial trouble and losing his own Mother. This place is nearly abandoned, except for a few small shops here and there, very sparse. A complete polar opposite from his life in Liverpool. Everyday, John goes down to a little lake, Penny Lake, just as a way to ease his mind. He notices the same ebony-haired boy with his own group of friends visiting the lake, as well. And really, all John wants to do is to, somehow, get that Paul-boy alone so that the two of them can become... closer. This has proven itself to be a difficult challenge as George, Paul's best mate, is inseparable from Paul. Nearly attached at his hip. Not only that, but other problems arise seemingly out of thin air. Will John be able to talk to the boy and find similar interests between them? Or will something deeper unfold right before their eyes? ====================================== - Completed - Ranked #1 in the Mclennon Tag and #1 in Starrison - HELLA Angsty