Dear Edward,
Habang binabasa mo ang sulat na ito, malamang ay nasa himpapawid na ako sakay ng eroplano. Lalayo na ako kagaya ng gusto mo.
Alam mo, magmula nang makilala kita noon, ako na yata ang pinaka naging makasariling tao. I want you all by myself, even though you don't want me and can't even spare me a glance.
You know that I love you, right? My heart is beating for you, and you only. Lahat ng pagmamahal ko, pati ang para sa sarili ko, I've given it all to you. Pero kahit anong gawin ko, siguro talagang hindi na darating yung araw na mamahalin mo din ako. And it hurts. It hurts like hell. Like my heart is being shattered into million pieces.
Lalayo ako, hindi dahil iiwan na kita. Kundi dahil gusto kong mahanap mo na ang kasiyahan sa iba na hindi mo nahanap sakin. At kahit ako ang aalis, pakiramdam ko, ako pa din ang naiwan. Kasi yung kasiyahan ko, sayo ko nahanap at hindi sa iba.
But I don't want to be selfish anymore. I love you so much that I will finally let you go. That I've finally have the courage to love myself too.
I'm sorry that I'm not the woman you can be proud of. I tried. I tried to be in the same circle as you. But I'm not sorry that I am me. Kasi kung hindi ako ito, baka hindi kita nakilala. Baka hindi kita nagawang mahalin. Kasi kahit gaano pa kasakit ang nararamdaman ko ngayon, hindi ko pa din magawang pagsisihan lahat ng segundo na nagkasama tayo.
I'll cherish it. Every second. Everything.
Go and find your happiness.
And I'll go too and try to find the happy version of me that I was once.
You'll always be my handsome husband. And I'm sorry that I can't be your Fat Remi anymore.
I love you, goodbye.
Love,
Remi
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A/N: I am very excited to write this one. Hope yah Enjoy it.
When Attorney Raiven Valiz finds himself in trouble with one of his cases, his life is threatened and a bounty is put on his head. To protect him, the government sends the dazzling and charming Scout Ranger Keiran Sanford. He's exceptionally good at his work and he's a good cook...except that he's the same guy Raiven kissed at a bar two years ago.
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Attorney Raiven Valiz is cold and indifferent, the kind of lawyer who would defend anyone, good or bad, with money - to him, money was the center of his world, and everything else was a waste of his time. But when a certain Scout Ranger is sent by the government to protect him, Raiven thinks Keiran's piercing blue eyes and sexy smile are far more deadly and dangerous than the criminals after his life, especially when he makes Raiven feel different emotions he's never felt before. To come to terms with Raiven's confused feelings for him, Keiran proposes an agreement Raiven can't reject...an amorous agreement.
DISCLAIMER: This story is written in Taglish.
COVER DESIGNER: Regina Dionela
Lineart: Marjorie Medino