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Don't Let Me Be Gone

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Reads 506,979
Votes 23,499
Parts 172
Time 23h 7m

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Virgil, once a Dark Side is now a Light Side.

But the past often doesn't leave good enough alone.  

When the other sides only make Virgil feel worse, who's to stop him from just ending it all.  

Of course, Thomas taking pills to keep Virgil at bay doesn't help at all.  

And Deceit is the villain as always...right?


TRIGGER WARNING : lots of gore/blood, suicidal attempts/thoughts, self harm, panic attacks and so on (all in great detail) 

***I HAVE ALL RIGHTS TO THIS STORY AND ALL MY CHARACTERS THAT I HAVE CREATED FOR THIS BOOK***
Cover credit - @-nighteyes-
COMPLETED STORY


#1 in prinxiety (7/24/19) & (9/21/19)
#1 in logicality (8/9/19)
#1 in virgilsanders (10/25/19) & (11/3/19) & (2/3/20) & (4/14/20) 
#1 in anxiety (8/18/19) & (9/26/19)
#1 in sanderssides (8/20/19)
#1 in picremi (8/20/19)
#1 in emilepicani (8/26/19) & (10/17/19) & (11/3/19)
#1 in remysanders (9/2/19)
#1 in pattonsanders (9/21/19) & (9/27/19)
#1 in remussanders (9/27/19) & (10/11/19) & (11/23/19)
#1 in patton (9/30/19)
#1 in cartoontherapy (10/25/19) & (2/3/20)
#1 in logan (5/1/20) & (5/23/20) & (6/8/20)All Rights Reserved

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The Necklace by FallingIntoTheStars

Everyone has a necklace that's given to them at birth. A necklace that is half of a unique shape and ties you to your soulmate. The problem is, Virgil doesn't have one. He's never had one. He's lived his life believing that he'll never have a soulmate. Because of that, he's never made friends, too afraid that people will make fun of him if they were to find out the truth. Patton, Logan, and Roman are the first friends Virgil has ever made. It's a rocky starts but they start to bond. But then together they find out something that will change not only Virgil's life, but all of their lives, forever. 👓👑👔🌩 "Finally a good moxiety fic, read this all in one sitting and deeply love it..." ~kittincake "Continue plz. I know I'm not the only one that likes this!" ~IloveDarkJack "Ahhh, the suspense! I love this book so much! I'm going to go back and read it again because I forgot a few things :P" ~LoganIsRelatable "I so cannot wait for the next chapter! I absolutely love this fan fiction. You are doing a great job and I probably sound like I want something so I'm going to stop typing but I am super excited to see where this goes!" ~Musical_Loving_Trash "Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh I need more I'll die without this!!!" ~SingingCupid123 "Ohmygospleasecontinuethisthisstoryisamazingansineedmore!! In all honesty tho, your writing is amazing and I love the story so far!!" ~D313t371 "This fan fiction gives me light!!! It's the best I've ever read so I hope you come up with chapters soon- but no rush!" ~Weewooweaboo And more :D 👓👑👔🌩 Highest ranking: #1 in Patton - 12/12/18-12/28/18 #1 in thomassanders - 12/14/18-12/28/18

Escaped - Sanders Sides by ElliottGreen333

Virgil is a Light Side; he has been for a while. What happens when more Dark Sides start to show up and threaten to reveal more to Virgil than meets the eye? This is a collaboration between myself and the wonderful: @greyside1621 (Almost) All Characters by: Thomas Sanders

We Can be Heroes {Sanders Sides Superhero AU} by GiveMeMyOwn

Logan, Roman, and Patton are best friends and the best team of superheroes in the city. Together they have stopped hundreds of crimes and captured several villains. The only villain they can't seem to catch is Deceit, The Duke, and Virgil, a young man who has been helping Deceit for years. After saving Virgil from two of his old classmates the team of three bring him back to their apartment. They discover that nearly everything they used to think about Virgil is wrong. Including the truth behind Virgil's relationship with Deceit. Will the trio of superheroes be able to convince Virgil to stop his life of crime? What will Deceit do when he discovers that his evil team member has been taken hostage by the cities greatest superheroes? Will Remus eat the cities supply of deodorant? You just don't know #1 in RemusSanders 8/25/20 #1 in princey 8/25/20 #1 in loganxpatton 8/25/20 #2 in virgilxroman 8/25/20 #5 in deceitsanders Cover by the amazing Winstermagic, go check out some of their work they have a reading list with all the covers they designed.

Dear Virgil Sanders [✔️] by SincerelyLadyBri

Dear Virgil Sanders, Today is going to be a good day. And here's why... okay well... maybe today isn't going to be so good. Maybe today just isn't my day, or my week or even my year. Because this year all my hope relied on Patton and even he didn't care! I wish today would be better but it won't and I know that. But tomorrow, just maybe something better will be waiting for me on the other side. Sincerely, Me. Completed 1/3/19 TW: Heavy themes of depression and anxiety! Mentions of suicide! Bullying! If you are unsure just don't read this fic!

The Dark // Moxiety by Pathfinder7007

COMPLETED M O X I E T Y four Sides: Creativity, Logic, Morality, and Anxiety. Three of the Sides are fading. The Dark Sides are rising. And Virgil is the only one who can stop them. But can he do it alone? ---------------- This is a fanfic based off of Thomas Sanders Sanders Sides videos. Patton, Virgil, Roman, Logan, and Deceit belong to him. Rest are created by the writers. ---------------- This book contains spoilers for the latest Sanders Sides video: Learning New Things About Ourselves. ---------------- Triggering subjects such as suicidal thoughts, panic attacks, and self harm are mentioned and done in this book. Warnings are giving at the start of each chapter. ---------------- Highest Ranking: Panic Attacks: #38 Virgil x Patton: #1 Dark: #857 Moxiety: #62 Edgy: #53 ----------------

Tissues - Logicality AU by Manzana420

Logan Smith lives in the most average town ever working the most average job ever: A cashier. He's not very social, and the extent of his friendships are the small conversations the regulars at the store have with him. But when a teary eyed newcomer walks into the store, Logan's world gets thrown out of order in ways he never thought possible. After all, it's a small town. How exactly could one person change his life? - -->Cover Art by lestroodledoodles<-- - uhh hi idk what I'm doing I miss writing these and I thought of this on the way home from Virginia. So enjoy whatever mess I have for you. -Manzana 👌

Hold On (Book 1 of It's Not Over) by QDracul

[Completed] Sanders Sides human au fanfic. Twin brothers Virgil and Patton Novas have moved around a lot thanks to their father's job. From their father's home country, and their birth place, of Cabo Verde to their mother's country of birth, Ireland. From Ireland to Massachusetts. From Massachusetts to Arizona. After spending several years in a stable environment they're moving again, this time not only are they leaving behind friends but also their mother's grave. Virgil has to convince his twin brother and their dad that, despite his terrible migraines and sometimes crippling anxiety, he won't go down the same road as his mother. On top of having an overprotective family he has to navigate being the new kid in his senior year of high school, making friends, falling in love, and learning how to save a life. How hard can the next nine months be? All he has to do is hold on and convince his new best friend to do the same. I do not own the characters Virgil, Patton, Roman, Remus, Deceit, Remy, or Emile Picani. They belong to the awesome, amazingly talented cinnamon roll that is Thomas Sanders. I also don't like 99% of the music and song lyrics that will make an appearance in this book. I am, however, the proud owner of the hyperactive muse (by the name of Orion who makes an appearance in here) that spawned this story into existence when he was supposed to be helping me work on my other two fan fictions and three original works. And I'm also the owner of the many side and minor background characters that may or may not get names.

Logically Not-Okay | Sanders Sides Fan-Fiction by CrazyCookieCat31

We all know Logan as the less 'emotional' persona of the sides, but what if he was in the spotlight - what if he was secretly hurt by his little 'robot'-like nicknames, what if he was not who everyone else thought he was? NOTICES: - The majority of the characters are from Thomas Sanders, all credit for that & many other things in this story goes to him - there are some things however that are either straight form me or inspired from others. - This book is complete, but half way through the editing process it was discontinued. I apologies for any inconsistencies. - { • } - Check These Out: My 'Conversations' Tab (Wattpad account) | Milestones & Announcements My Instagram (crazycookiecat31) | Updates, Drawings & Random Stuff (which I don't post on Wattpad)

Beyond Broken by Anxi0us_Trash

Virgil use to be a dark side and life was less than perfect. but he's a light side now so everything should be ok... Right? Trigger warning, self harm #1 in virgilsanders | 10th may 2020 | #1 in sandersides | 27th July 2020 | #1 in Logansanders | 19th November 2020| Btw cover does not belong to me.

Mental Sides AU by Monsterlover1o1

So this is my very first story ever so let me know what you guys think! The following pictures that you'll see in this story do NOT belong to me so if you are the original owner of these pictures and you don't want it to be used then please please please message me and tell me to take it down and i will. Well that being said please enjoy~ Also in this story they are all humans

An Emotional Wreck by Not_Human_Enough

Well, what happens when you're abused, bullied, living with depression and anxiety and are a gay teenaged boy? You get given a new chance with a new family who seem to really love you. That's how lucky Virgil was, but a new enemy stands in his way now. High school. #4 in Remy (11/10/19) 💜❤💜❤💜❤💜❤💜❤💜 ABUSE! MORE ABUSE! SELF HARMING! MENTAL HEALTH! This book will contain a lot of abuse, and I'm not talking about what you may think. I'm talking really horrible things, if you have the slightest feeling that you could be triggered please don't read this book. I don't want to be responsible for a person's downward spiral. If not, then please do note all you read is fiction and if you know of anyone (or yourself) going through something like what is described then please get help, and you can always contact me if nothing else.

E M P T Y - A Sanders Sides Story by maximumluv2004

[COMPLETED] "Logan, please don't do this. I'm so sorry, I truly am," Patton whispered. "I - I love you, please let that be enough." "I wish it was," Logan whispered back, taking a deep breath. "Turn around." "No!" Virgil protested, gripping the door handle tightly enough to make his knuckles turn white in desperation. "Virgil..." Virgil was trembling now, but he made sure to keep eye-contact with Logan. "No! I won't let you do this!" "Please..." "I won't!" "Please turn around, I have heart enough to not want you to watch." __________ Soulmate AU where your soulmates name appears on your wrist at twilight on your 25th birthday Start: 01-24-19 Final: 05-06-19

The Dark Side of The Imagination {Prinxiety} - Book Two of the Why I Run Series by maximumluv2004

[COMPLETED] "Princess - reality has never been your strong suit. LET ME GIVE YOU A HEALTHY DOSE." "Maybe you didn't lie... but you didn't tell the truth either. You weren't here. Not as a kid," Roman said. He paused, as if waiting for me to fill in the gap. When I stayed silent, he continued. "Where were you, Virge? Virgil?" SEQUEL TO WHY I RUN WHY I RUN SERIES BOOKS: - Why I Run {Prinxiety} - Book One of Why I Run Series - The Dark Side of the Imagination {Prinxiety} - Book Two of the Why I Run Series - Maybe One Day | Logicality - Companion to Why I Run Series - There's No Such Thing As Happy Endings - Book Three of the Why I Run Series Start Date: 01-02-2018 Final Date: 03-03-2018 I know that Thomas Sanders has a lot of younger viewers so I always keep that mind when writing. But... I want to include elements that are quite dark, heavier than anything Thomas and company ever SHOULD include in a Sanders Sides video. And since some viewers are younger, it's only fair to warn you whats ahead. There will be: Depression Nightmares Low-self-worth Anxiety attacks Panic attacks Seizures Blood Torture Death I will place trigger warnings at the beginning of each chapter, where the trigger begins/ends, and have a summary at the beginning of the following chapter. IF any of those topics are your triggers, please be careful if you decide to read <3

I May Not Show It: Prinxiety by smallblob

Virgil seems to be more upset than usual. Roman starts noticing and when Deceit suddenly turns up, Logan and Patton become aware of the drastic change in Virgil's behaviour. Will they be able to help him? #1 Prinxiety (27/3/19) #2 Deceitful (27/3/19) •••*warning* I DO NOT own any of these characters..... they are all made by Thomas Sanders.... all credit goes to him. Also the Cover image was made by DarkAngel1208 on Amino••• Created 8th October 2018.... - Finished

Anxious Torture [Sanders Sides FANFIC] by ChillyMillie13

[Sanders Sides, is an amazing thing created by Thomas Sanders, this is just a fanfic.] So, okay. Virgil, even now, wouldn't say that he's a part of the group. There was the Light Sides, the Dark Sides, an He was just Virgil. Kinda stuck in between in his own special but tiny box. And up until now, Virgil thought that the Light Sides were fine with that like the Dark Sides were. But, the answer was, apparently, no. Or, at least it was a semi-unanimous no. Sure, Virgil wasn't happy to know that, but why did he have to learn about it through stupid anti-anxiety pills...?

Incrementum | Roman Virgil | Prinxiety by anauthorsoddity

Through the reveal of Remus, things between the sides have changed. Logan's advice to Thomas has been taken up by Virgil, talking to Patton and learning to grow as a side. All seemed to be going smoothly until Remus tells Roman something not so true ,and with a new dilemma facing Thomas, the sides are busting out the seems of their foundation to try and keep things together. But with a fallout between the repressed and furious feelings eating away at Virgil and Roman, a past that had never seen the light of day, and the wrath of the dark sides ready to break all that was built, the sides have to figure out a way to save all that they have. - #3 on #sanderssides 10-15-19 - I recently got into Sanders Sides and I needed to write a story with Virgil's past ASAP, I hope you enjoy it!

When The Past Bites Back (Patton x Virgil) by Beth-Star14

Virgil had been a light side for over a year now but when Deceit returns, he is reminded of a past that he'd rather forget. But little does he know that he isn't the only one who is reminded of their dark past... * Disclaimer: I do not own the Sanders Sides as they belong to Thomas Sanders * A/N: This story takes place directly after "Can Lying Be Good" * Warning: This story is a lot darker than some of my others so you have been warned. I will add in trigger warnings as they come up. * Ships: Moxiety, past Anxiet (Virgil and Deceit), past Moceit and hints of current/ one sided Mociet (Patton and Deceit)

Help me. (Roman x Virgil) by Iwanttodiebutohwell

After a horrible day Virgil finds himself in a place he doesn't recognise. What will happen? Who will save him? Will the others come to his rescue, or will he just be forgotten like always? Maybe this journey will bring all the sides closer together, maybe it will tear them apart even more. *TRIGGER WARNING* ×May contain thoughts and acts of suicide, blood, gore, strong language, and panic attacks.× (This is my first story so don't judge too much.)

You don't have to be alone by SimplyAThought

Virgil couldn't take it anymore. All his life he never wanted anything more than to become a light side, to be able to protect Thomas, his host. But he never thought it would be like this. Everything he does all day was to stay in his room and avoid everyone else. But it will all change soon. Soon... #1 Virgil 12/28/2019 #2 VirgilSanders 01/10/2020 #1 Deceit 1/21/2020 #1 DeceitSanders 1/29/2020

❤Ask Or Dare The Sanders Sides❤ by JayThe_FandomGeek

Basically, I just LOVE Thomas Sanders YouTube series, Sanders Sides, sooo, I am making an Ask Or Dare! I know, there are probably already some of these books (or maybe I'm the first! It depends.), but it's worth a shot... Right??? You can ask or Dare Anxiety/Virgil, Logic/Logan, Princey/Roman, Morality/Patton, Thomas, and some guests :p DISCLAIMER: I do NOT own Sander Sides. Highest Rankings: #1 in ask on August 5, 2019 #1 in imag on February 3, 2020 Tank you UwU

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The Necklace cover

Escaped - Sanders Sides cover

We Can be Heroes {Sanders Sides Superhero AU} cover

Dear Virgil Sanders [✔️] cover

The Dark // Moxiety cover

Tissues - Logicality AU cover

Hold On (Book 1 of It's Not Over) cover

Logically Not-Okay | Sanders Sides Fan-Fiction cover

Beyond Broken cover

Mental Sides AU cover

An Emotional Wreck cover

E M P T Y - A Sanders Sides Story cover

The Dark Side of The Imagination {Prinxiety} - Book Two of the Why I Run Series cover

I May Not Show It: Prinxiety cover

Anxious Torture [Sanders Sides FANFIC] cover

Incrementum | Roman Virgil | Prinxiety cover

When The Past Bites Back (Patton x Virgil) cover

Help me. (Roman x Virgil) cover

You don't have to be alone cover

❤Ask Or Dare The Sanders Sides❤ cover

The Necklace

Everyone has a necklace that's given to them at birth. A necklace that is half of a unique shape and ties you to your soulmate. The problem is, Virgil doesn't have one. He's never had one. He's lived his life believing that he'll never have a soulmate. Because of that, he's never made friends, too afraid that people will make fun of him if they were to find out the truth. Patton, Logan, and Roman are the first friends Virgil has ever made. It's a rocky starts but they start to bond. But then together they find out something that will change not only Virgil's life, but all of their lives, forever. 👓👑👔🌩 "Finally a good moxiety fic, read this all in one sitting and deeply love it..." ~kittincake "Continue plz. I know I'm not the only one that likes this!" ~IloveDarkJack "Ahhh, the suspense! I love this book so much! I'm going to go back and read it again because I forgot a few things :P" ~LoganIsRelatable "I so cannot wait for the next chapter! I absolutely love this fan fiction. You are doing a great job and I probably sound like I want something so I'm going to stop typing but I am super excited to see where this goes!" ~Musical_Loving_Trash "Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh I need more I'll die without this!!!" ~SingingCupid123 "Ohmygospleasecontinuethisthisstoryisamazingansineedmore!! In all honesty tho, your writing is amazing and I love the story so far!!" ~D313t371 "This fan fiction gives me light!!! It's the best I've ever read so I hope you come up with chapters soon- but no rush!" ~Weewooweaboo And more :D 👓👑👔🌩 Highest ranking: #1 in Patton - 12/12/18-12/28/18 #1 in thomassanders - 12/14/18-12/28/18