One Direction has been together since the 23rd of July, 2010. Now that their five year anniversary is coming up, they are all under a lot of pressure from management. What will happen when the pressure gets to Bradford bad boy, Zayn Malik? And how will his best friend/partner in crime react? A/N I'm sorry in advance. Directioners, be ready for tears. PS please credit me if you use any part of this story, its all good but at least credit me pleaseeeeeeee or ima pull a zayn... ------------------- I started this fic when I was eleven... it's really quite bad I'm in the process of editing, so some chapters may be better than others. sorry for the terrible writing :)

WARNING: This fanfic may be triggering. He was the one; I didn't realize it till now...till he was gone. My best friend Niall Horan has always been the smiley, laughing, care free kind of guy, but then I noticed something about him. Scars started to appear on his arms, more and more every week. And I noticed that the funny, care free boy I used to know, changed. His smile started to fade, and he did along with it. I did manage to help him, for a while he was clean. But he still wasn't happy. I never asked why he did it; I thought it was too personal. But I always wondered why? Why would he do that to himself? He was so handsome, and funny, I would even say perfect. And it wasn't until now, that I noticed how much I really loved him. I did anything for him, I got anything for him, I just wanted to see my friend happy again. The crazy thing was, he needed me to be there for him, but in reality I needed him to help me. I guess it wasn't enough, because one day everything in my life changed. This is the story of how I lost my best friend and the first boy I've loved. -end of prologue-

[completed.] It was suppose to be a normal summer for me. Nothing more than staying home doing nothing but hanging out with my “friends”. But no, why would my life be simple like that. I mean, at first, I was not upset at the offer I received, but when the lie slipped out, it was more than enough to push me over the edge. And then they had the nerve to come back and try to make things better? Ha. No. So when I finally went on a bucket-list adventure, history repeated itself and I was stuck in the same situation I was before. Only this time, he was fighting for my love. But I was stubborn, stuck on old ways, and refused to let him back in. But he never gave up, and that is something I still admire to this day. For some reason, my love was worth the fight. Our love was worth everything. Warning: This was during my early writing, so the beginning may be a bit carrot-y, but my writing does improve :) Cover made by the lovely @Liz_Vega :) Cᴏᴘʏʀɪɢʜᴛ © 2012 actuallysteph_

!!!!!UNEDITED AND CRINGY AFF!!!!!! ______________ I take slow, unsure steps towards him and place my hands on his tense forearm and he softens at my touch. Only now could I hear the small sobs coming from him and it broke my heart even more listening to the pain and agony in his cries. His back was facing me but his body shook with his cries. "You h-hated me even if it was just for that split second and it hurts to know that I did that to myself because of myself. It h-hurt to hear you from the o-other side of that door, listening to you c-cry all because of me! I couldn't even comfort you because you hated me. I always fuck up and it still confuses me as to why you still choose to stay with me" he says and heaves in a breath "Because I love you Niall and I don't hate you. I don't think I ever will" ___________________________ Moving from another country was smooth for Sasha all because of that unmistakable person sitting beside her on the plane to her future Naturally, they both fell in love and things started getting complicated. Bullying, jealousy and trust issues try to break them apart but will they stay together. . Or will all those promises be broken? No copyright! This is an original idea of mine! But beware it might be a bit carroty since it's my first Enjoy! WARNING This story includes mature content - Previously named Foreign Exchange - [ SEQUEL 'AFTERMATH' IS UP !! ] Started: November 4 2016 Finished: August 21 2017

How you gonna say that? Take it all back. Fuckin' with my head will make my heart attack. - When Jasey Foster agrees to join her father, owner of Foster Music Management, on tour with punk band, Pretty Venom, she finds herself fighting her morals and struggling to make sense of the world around her. Niall Horan, lead guitarist in the band, faces his own struggles finding himself in the world after having to escape the life he created for himself back home. His rockstar nights are followed by hungover and dreadful days as he searches for motivation in his clouded mind. "Do I make you nervous, Jasey?" he asks, looking down to me as he takes a step closer, awaiting the answer. I step backwards from him, shaking my head. He takes another step to me. "Use your words, Jasey." I finally step towards him, raising my head to face his. "Why would you make me nervous? Why would I waste my time worrying about a rude, entitled, selfish musician who has to have his friends save him from every mistake he makes? It's no wonder you had to leave Ireland. You probably couldn't own up to your poor decisions and now that you have three people who will cover your ass from any conflict you walk into, you don't care about your recklessness because you know there will be someone to clean up the messes you make." His lips slowly turn to a grin. "There she is. Keep going. " - HIGHEST RANKINGS: #1 Niall Horan AU #1 Literature #1 Writing #2 Niall #62 Niall Horan #1 Niall Horan Fanfi #1 Band #1 One Direction STARTED MARCH 2021 ENDED JULY 2022

"H-how c-could you I th-thought you loved me!!!" I screamed with tears streaming down my face. "It's not what you think" he said, walking towards me. "NO...... don't come any closer. I will hate you FOREVER AND ALWAYS" I screamed then turned on my heel and ran out of his flat. That was the last time I saw the love of my life..... Niall James Horan. What happens when Molly and Niall meet up again after 3 years. With Molly being a singer/song writer and Niall in One Direction they will be forced to spend ALOT of time together. The question is will Molly forgive him? Or will she ignore him?

******READ A BIT OF MY LATEST CHAPTER TO SEE HOW MUCH MY WRITING HAS IMPROVED LIKE HONEST ITS SO CRINGEY I CANT****** Falling in love with your best friend seemed too cliche for my liking, so me and my best friend always knew we weren't going to do just that. However, life is so unexpected and before I knew it, I had a brain tumor, was stripped of my old life and given a new one. A life without my best friend, Niall Horan. I left the X Factor, where I had made it up to bootcamp, but it didn't matter. My dreams were crushed, there was no hope. I never did tell Niall, about my brain tumor and just cut contact with him. He didn't need to worry about me. What I didn't realize is that Faith also comes into play and well Faith does whatever the hell it wants. So next thing I know, here I am, reunited with my best friend. My brain tumor is gone, and I have my best friend back. It's times like these where I realize it's just a little too good to be true. And it is. Slowly, without even meaning to, I start falling for the boy who was none other then my best friend. Everyone knows falling in love with someone you simply cannot have is a nightmare, and I feel as though this nightmare will just never end.

"we arent friends" harry says "that is all we are best friends" louis yells out "friends dont do what we do" harry screams out can they get past the hurt and anger and most importantly will they tell each other finally that they have always been in love with each other DISCLAIMER: I AM NOT A DOCTOR, LAWYER, THERAPIST OR IN LAW ENFORECEMENT SO ALTHO SOME OR MAYBE ALL CAN OR WILL MENTIONED IN THIS BOOK, ITS FICTION SO THE FACTS ARE NOT ACCURATE ** SOME CHAPTERS HAVE MENTIONS OF DOMESTIC ABUSE AND RAPE BUT I WILL MAKE SURE TO MAKE ANOTE OF IT AT THE BEGINING OF THE CHAPTER JUST TO BE CLEAR I WONT PUT IN THE PART BUT IT WILL BE SPOKEN ABOUT IT.... AS I WRITE THIS BOOK IT FELT LIKE IT NEEDED TO BE MENTIONED DONT ASK MY WHY ***** ================================================ boyxboy smut fluff bad words alot mpreg and what ever can fit in this story "UPDATES EVERY SUNDAY" i hope

*DISCLAIMER* I wrote this back when I was like 12 (and then went on a really long break and did the last couple chapters in 2015). This is IN NO WAY an example of where I am as a writer. In fact, I only keep this up on my Wattpad as a way to remind myself that I've improved. You can read if you want but please know that I have improved since then. Summary: Life seems bleak for all those close to popstar Harry Styles when he gets run over by an eighteen-wheeler and dies to save his girlfriend Vienna Starling. Little do they know, however, Death has somewhat of a sentimental side. Because Death likes it when people are selfless and willing to put themselves in harm's way for the people they love, it makes a deal with Harry, saying that he can go back to earth and live out the rest of his life... But there is a catch... What will become of Harry when he returns to life? What kind of horrible secrets have his friends been hiding from him? How will all of this affect him in the end? Find out only by reading Irreversible.

[ b o o k t w o ] "You promised I'd be your wife. You lied. You promised you would never let me go. You lied. You promised you would never be the one to make me cry. You lied. The worst part? I believed all your lies." It's been two and a half months since he broke all his promises by breaking her heart. Two and a half months of torturous nightmares. Two and a half months of pain and regret. Two and a half months without the one she loves. Niall had broken so many promises that he made to Aimee, just by breaking up with her. "I promise to get over you and never let myself fall for you again." That was the promise Aimee made to Niall and herself the night they broke up, and that's exactly what she intends to do. Everything still hurts though, and everytime she gets close to getting over him, she is reminded why she fell for him. They have now started the 'Take Me Home' tour and seeing Niall everyday is getting really difficult for her. She now has a 'friends with benefits' relationship with Harry, since he is the only one there for her. Niall claims that breaking up with her was the worst thing ever and that it had to be done, but she doesn't believe him. She doesn't trust him after all the promises he broke. She has a bad temper now, getting angry at the simplest things, but can't help it because everyday she is reminded of the pain he caused her, and now she wants him through that pain. Will she ever forgive him or end up crushing him? Will the promises always be 'Broken Promises'?