How can you heal a heart that has been hurt so much when your own heart is broken.

Jace is a drug addicted, suicidal, depressed young adult. His whole life has been nothing but abuse, hatred, and loneliness. After an attempt at ending his life, he's faced with a long challenge over overcoming the addiction, and recreating himself. In the process, somehow he's losing the people he loves the most, all for one guy. Is the guy worth it, is this the love he has always dreamt of? Or is the person he's recreating himself to be just a dick, who thinks he's better than everyone else? Jace's story is not a pretty one, and its more real than most. Watch how he grows, makes decisions, and mistakes, and at the end, find out if it was worth it or not. He has loved, lost, gained, and walked away from some of the biggest things in life. Who knows if this is all part of a bigger plan to form him into the man he's supposed to be.

Beam forgets everything. Forth has a very bad heart broken. They met in the worst conditions in their respective lives. Could it be that love can heal the wounded heart between the two of them? What if the love that is present actually makes the heart even more hurt?

I tried every single method to stay away from you. I gave you my heart but you chose to ruin me completely. This is why I had to leave. Why we had to leave. But all my efforts were in vain, because it all led me... BACK TO YOU.

Guy looked at me with a serious expression on his face, "You know James, it seems to me like you might have a crush on me." I immediately got defensive, "Shut up." ----------------------------------- James is the nerd of the school, focused on becoming a doctor. Guy is hard on the outside but soft on the inside, aiming to become a musician. The two make the best of friends but when Guy comes back from holiday, he begins to see them as more than that. Throw in a crumbling friend group, the messy divorce of James's parents and an opportunity for Guy to gain a scholarship to music school and the boys find their lives turning upside down. Will they pull through, or fall apart?

Jacob is a young openly gay teenage boy who got his heart broken by his ex-boyfriend but, one day he finds his real true love, John. They then start to have feelings for each other and stuff like that but, when Jacob's ex-boyfriend shows up things start to change from good to bad.

Simon gets the shock of his life when he finds out that his girlfriend, Clary cheated on him with Jace. they break up and Jace seeks out Simon to apologize. Jace tells him a secret and they end up being friends. Simon starts having weird feelings for his new friend and he has no idea how to handle it. And then there's Clary who refuses to take no for an answer from either Jace or Simon.

After a very heart breaking call, Austin has to make a choice between an ex lover and a current lover. {BoyxBoy} (Some written content may be triggering) {Cover made by: spacedrugs}

"Please Forth...love me...just this once...please" Beam cry and begs Forth. "After this, i'll promise that i will not bother you anymore..i promise" he cry harder..

This is a story of heartbreak, friendship, healing and new beginnings. There's a little bit of Clizzy and a little bit of Malec too. (This was my very first Jimon fic which I posted on AO3 and I'm kinda proud of it)