TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide Attempt, Self-Harm, Anxiety, Panic Attack, Bipolar Disorder, etc. Connor Murphy was always scared of himself, so to make up for it he tried to make everyone else too. Evan Hansen was always nervous, and wouldn't stop freaking out over the smallest things. When these two characters lives collide, literally, how will their company change the other? Can each character save themselves and the other? Note: This is an AU, in the musical version Connor is not good friends with Evan while in this version he is (due to the events that transpired in this fanfiction), so while I ship treebros in the AU context this is not the original musical, you can make your own opinion after watching the original. Note 2: There will be cussing, I don't personally enjoy cussing (nor do I do it IRL) so I'll try to keep it at a minimum for those that are uncomfortable with it [DISCONTINUED]

Connor and Evan didn't know each other aside from a few altercations here and there. But on the first day of senior year, Evan sees something inside Connor that he didn't notice before... and it causes him to feel something 'different'. When Connor commits suicide Evan is left devastated, only to visit the anxious boy as a ghost. •Quotes• 'He just seemed so hurt, but he's looked that way before did I just not notice it? My stomach feels strange when I think about it, and I really want to talk to him. It's just Connor though...' Evan sighs once he decides that there's no solution to this enigma. "Agh!!!" Evan lurched up and threw every pillow off the bed in frustration, "Connor! What did i do to you!?!?" Evan sobbed harder. "I-I was just saying what I wished we did before you died,"

Evan Hansen is an introverted teenager with severe social anxiety. His mother, in attempt to get Evan out of his shell and into the world, pushes him to sign up for a theatre class. After some arguing and relentless begging, Evan reluctantly agrees, only wanting to make his mom happy. Connor Murphy, facing depression, drug addiction, and an increasingly deteriorating relationship with his family, finds joy only in weed and acting. He'd been attending the same class for three years, the only place he felt at peace. On Evan's first day, he notices everyone else already had their own groups of friends, no one was alone, except him. Well, him and the boy with the long hair and black hoodie who was intimidatingly brooding in the corner. Connor is not the most welcoming, in fact he's far from it. Though, eventually he begins to tolerate Evan's presence, and soon goes from tolerating it to enjoying it. When Evan miraculously gets cast as the lead role in a show the class is performing, Connor takes it upon himself to help Evan step into the spotlight. (I do not own DEH, I also do not own the cover art!) #youwillbefound

A different death. A different letter mishap. A different relationship. A different reason. But the story is still there. What if Evan had talked to Zoe outside of Jazz Band?What if they started dating? What if Zoe had died? What if secrets get let out? What if someone gets hurt because of it? What if's build up, as does pressure, for both the abandoned and the grieving. They need support, and comfort. But to find it when the world is beginning to turn against them will be difficult. !! Notes !! These are the trigger warnings: Suicide, self-harm, heck ton of cursing, a few slurs, jokes about death (probably), panic attacks, a lot of sobbing I'll alternate POVs whenever I feel like it. Connor's view has the most angst and depression. Chapter # = Evan i's = Zoe # = Connor I do NOT own the cover art. Only the text on it- credit to Astrocitos on 8tracks.

help /help/ verb 1. make it easier for (someone) to do something by offering one's services or resources. Connor Murphy needs help. Jared Kleinman needs help. Evan Hansen needs help. Will they find it? /// Updates whenever I want it to Started: July 21st, 2019 Finished: September 11th, 2019 I do not own these characters, they belong to the musical Dear Evan Hansen, yada yada yada. Trigger warning: This book will be based on mental disorders such as depression, anxiety, and insomnia. Self-harm and eating disorders will most likely be included in this book. These will not, and I repeat NOT be listed at the beginning of chapters- read at your own risk. Now that we have all of that out of the way, I hope you enjoy my book!

Kleinsen oneshot, 14k "This-" Jared points between them, still looking through his bag, "we are not doing this. Please, Evan. We're catching up, like old high school friends, you know, on sitcoms. Where do you live? Are you still fucking that girl? Daaaamn, you have the wrong taste in grocery stores." "Jared," Evan's saying, "Jared!" "It's kind of funny, because we're picking up again, but we're also starting over," Jared's saying, still in this weird, false-earnest, mocking-a-sitcom voice. "We weren't even friends in high school." Jared and Evan run into each other after seven years of silence since the Connor Incident. They become... *checks notes* friends? They become friends.

cross-posted on AO3!! - A group chat containing Jared Kleinman, Connor Murphy, and Evan Hansen, and the stuff that happens in between. *this story is in Connor's POV unless stated otherwise* ALSO this story is cowritten with my friend, user Kazilton on Archive! (Connor is AFAB and masc androgynous) - I DO NOT OWN DEAR EVAN HANSEN!

Evan has always felt like no one was there for him most of his life. Evan hasn't had any friends and feels lonely most of the time and his anxiety doesn't help him with those feelings. One day Evan meets Connor Murphy and things start to develop. Will they be just friends or will they be more than that in the future? Art by: @adothamtheother51

On the first day of school, Evan feels incredibly alone. his anxiety eating away at him. feeling like he would never be seen. That was until he finds a notice about finding a Email Pal in school. and he decides to give it ago. Little did he know how much that one choice would change his life. He will make new friends, discover himself and maybe, just maybe, he will find what he's wanted for so long. Love