The life and times of a painfully miserable and unfortunate existence

This is my final memoir for this part of my life at least that being said this is just about the positive only. This is more about loving my self and some good memories that I have had as a kid. You're still may be some hard topics that people will not be able to swallow but that is life. I am human trying to live a decent life.

This is going to be like a journal for me, and you'll get to read all my thoughts feelings, and anything I want to share about my life. I'll tell you about my struggles and my dreams. My goal is to write something everyday for 365 days, whether it's pages or paragraphs. Hope you guys enjoy it! Note: Names have been changed to protect people's identity.

Do you feel like the whole world is against you? Feeling as though life is such a damn pain and sometimes you just wanna bang your head on a wall or possibly just disappear? if you do, guess we're in the same boat. this is an autobiography of my life about being beaten down by people's hurtful words and lies until you're broken inside. But as painful as it is and as impossible as it may seem, you're not destroyed. ** I'm Christian so some chapters reflect my journey with God during this time as well

Hello, I don't write to inform you or to show you my life story. I write to show that you can move on from the past and let go. The only way you can move on it is to forgive yourself and the people who have hurt your soul. I write for the damaged, to let them know I see them suffering in silence. This book is about overcoming the hells of life and letting yourself enjoy the good things that you have. I wrote this when I was going through a really hard time in my own life. This book was my safe place. It's a place for me to express my feelings and to be 100% open with myself. I hope this makes you think about what you can do to start healing and how we have an effect on others. Treat yourself kindly, and be gentle.

things I wanted to say but never did

A series of short stories, each detailing different phases of my life. Why stories? I have never been comfortable expressing my thoughts and emotions out loud. Words are my safe haven in this life. Only with my writing, can the people around me understand the running thoughts in my mind. Without words, Without writing, Who am I? - A blank canvas, waiting to be painted.

Welcome to the inner workings of my mind. The thoughts and emotions I battle and the imaginary scenarios I dream up sometimes. Think of this is as my own public diary. . I will warn there are some themes surrounding mental health, self harming thoughts and actions, and talk of traumatising events. Please check tags for trigger warnings.

My fifty years of good or bad heartfelt life experiences written in honest, bold and direct expressions. I believe my purpose and mission are to live a passionate life and share my interesting story with the world to inspire and touch people in many ways. I took two years to write and two years to revise and edit it with the help of my third child and two professional editors. After being turned down and advised by hundred of publishers to turn my story into a novel. I kept trying but couldn't do it as it is not in me. So until last September my very special new family doctor agreed to be my first reader and gave me good comments with excitement, I decided to self publish it with the help of my youngest child. I hope to grow as a writer, and be able to share more stories with you all. During the ten years wait, I have moved out from the unsafe home and living a wonderful and happy life that I am ready to write and share my An Extraordinary Life and it continues with you all. Please tell me how you truly feel about it and share it.

I am back... In "My Actual Diary Part 2," I delve deeper into my inner thoughts and emotions, reflecting on the highs and lows of my journey. Each entry serves as a reminder of my growth and resilience, showcasing the power of self-reflection and self-discovery. Through my words, I find solace and clarity, navigating through life's twists and turns with courage and authenticity. This diary is not just a record of my experiences, but a testament to my strength and determination to embrace the present and shape my future. This diary contains all of my personal thoughts, experience, feelings, dreams and my current events happening in my life. ~xxMichanxx~ P.S NOTE: (Read at your own risk)