Enjoy my one shots ;) My be TRIGGERING for those of you struggling with self harm and suicidal thoughts. Also I just want to tell all of you that you are beautiful and that you deserve so much more than you think :*

(Book 1) (Emo Boy and Nerdy Girl Series) (WARNING: Crude humor, suicidal, and/or violent scenes in this story. If you do not like or feel uncomfortable with those types of things, then please do not read.) (PG-13) (Completed.) ---------------- I'm not normal. She's not normal. This ill-fated relationship isn't neither. Our relationship is filled with regrets. Way too many to count. Many from me. Drugs, alcohol, pain, and–...Love. It's a shame that I just had to ruin it too many times. I feel as if it's my fault that I'm now imprisoned in my little world of darkness– Forever. It was my choice. Possibly the worst one I've made in my unfortunate life. I could only imagine what her's was like though– What type of hell I put her through this whole time we were together. I miss being alive sometimes– With the sunlight's warmth shining against my skin, and myself breathing, my heart beating. I no longer function the way I did whenever I was alive. I'm just stuck here in this little world of mine I call home now. While yet, she's an angel floating in the skies, I'm just an apparition that nobody notices. I'm becoming a psychopath it seems like... I'm sick of this world. I want to see you again, my Princess. Let me tell you the tale of the used-to-be–... Us. From both of our perspectives.

Book Two of the Breaking Jessa Series ******************************************** "Tell me what to do one more fucking time tonight, Cameron, and I swear I will walk home naked." ******************************************** After spending fourteen months in a treatment facility for her last manic episode, Jessa Miller is finally on her way home to face what she left behind. With a newfound determination to get her life together this time, she faces the struggles of trying to rebuild the relationships she has lost due to her disorder and addiction. When a series of incidents begin to unfold around her, Jessa is forced to ask herself if she is really getting better this time or if she is slipping again. ***Updating on Tuesdays and Fridays*** ❤️💙Breaking Jessa Series:💙❤️ Breaking Down: Book One Breaking In: Book Two Breaking Through: Book Three 💜💗Check out the completed Prequel Series:💗💜 Drowning Series: Drowning: Book One Resurfacing: Book Two Breathing: Book Three Swallow: Ezra's POV

// BOOK THREE // *CONTAINS SPOILERS* Demi and I are doing better than ever after the two separate incidents that nearly took our lives. I'm working for a major magazine, and Demi is getting better. We've decided to move into a new house and plan for the future. After so much darkness around us, what will happen when the blindfold is gone? // HIGHEST RANKS // // #2 tmylm // // #4 tellmeyouloveme // // #5 sober // // #8 demetriadevonnelovato // // #10 suicideawareness // // COMPLETED December 7, 2018 // // EDITED February 24, 2019 // // FOURTH BOOK Danger Signs //

"Hush little baby don't you cry. Don't cut your arms, don't say goodbye. Put down that razor, put down that knife. It may be hard but you'll win this fight."-Anonymous She just cracked. She couldn't take it anymore. She hated being picked on. She was already picked on at school and by her step-mom and now her crush picks on her, well, he's always picked on her but still. She couldn't take it anymore. She just... cracked. Meet Katie Gardner. A daughter of Demeter. She likes the one and only Travis Stoll, the guy that always picks on her. She's picked on at school for being smart and not having her real mom at home. Her step-mom picks on her for always gardening and doing Demeter stuff. She can't take it anymore! Cracked: A Tratie Story ••//TRIGGER WARNING: DO NOT READ IF EASILY TRIGGERED//•• Disclaimer: The PJO/HOO book series and characters do not belong to me, just my OCs and everything else I mentioned is mine. Plot line and story line all belong to me; if my book is similar to any other stories you've read that is completely coincidental. Highest Rating: #1 in Tratie

Can Demi move on from the past 6 years with person she has loved for so long and let that all go, after Wilmer walks out or will this break up not be forever or does Demi find love in the arms of someone else. Someone who has been in her life since she was 12..

Hi, Diaz Valderrama here, you may recognize my last name, my dad is Wilmer Valderrama. Hispanic, model, actor and etc. Married to Demi Lovato? Well now its Demi Lovato-Valderrama, she kept her last name, but this is about me and how I function in my crazy family. I'm a 13 year old girl, my mom died like 6 years ago. She was an alcoholic and she killed herself while I was in the room. Great mom right? No one knows I'm Wilmer's daughter or Demi's step daughter, whenever I go in public with them I wear sun glasses and shit. I have a terrible sailors mouth, I don't get along with Demi, well we have our moments. This is MY story

He always assumes I want money. That money can replace my desire for a mother, for a female figure who will guide me through the darkness. All he can provide is money. He assumes that because I use the money, that I'm happy, that I don't spend night hunched over my toilet bowl physically sick to my stomach with the guilt of killing my mother. He assumes that because I have friends, that the smile on my face is genuine. That because I smile and confidently stride out of my room in a bikini, that I love myself and the way I look. He assumes everything about me, because he doesn't know me. I'm his daughter, and with the simple fact, he assumes that by just looking at me he knows my every thought. Does he know of the blood I spill when I have no other method of coping? Does he know of the times I sit and ponder about what it would be like to go through death? Does he know that when he leaves for work, I cry myself to sleep and wish for a mother? Does he know that I could care less about him? I hate him. But he loves me. Does he know, that through all this mess, I just want a mother. Because according to Disney, mother knows best?

This story is temporarily at the beginning of the Future Now Tour, but it takes place throughout 2016, 2017 and 2018. From now on I apologize and notice that some things may hurt your sensibility, especially of the chapter that will deal with what happened with the overdose of Demi. I hope you don't dislike the idea of this story but I really believe that you can see reflected in Joe some thoughts and feelings that we all share when it comes to Demi Lovato. I promise to treat all the problems that Demi went through with total seriousness and empathy ... I don't want people to believe that I laugh at her or take advantage of her problems to get more readers. And nothing that you read will be 100% true, there will always be fiction since I know that this special topic touches us very strongly, as Lovatics.

Madison DeLaGarza is Demi Lovato's little sister. Demi has been known for struggling with self harm, and conquering her addictions, but what happens when her 13 year old sister struggles too? Will Demi find out? How does she plan to help her? Will Demi be forced to fall back into old habits? What other bumps will get in the way when her best friend and sister move in to help her? Trigger Warning for self harm, eating disorders, suicide, addiction, death, and abuse. *i started writing this when I was 13. I was going through a lot and many of these instances are over dramatic*