I'm falling... Falling, helplessly and inevitably; completely at the mercy of the forces dragging me down. Having to trust in an entity's blind intentions and praying to God that they won't let me hit the ground. It's an incredible and horrifying feeling. A feeling that I live for. And I have realized that having something to live for makes you all the more scared of dying. (Constant uploads, and even more editing to older uploads)

It was dark. I could not see anything - not even a hint of light, or any silhouette that moved anywhere near me. I was completely blind. I breathe a heavy breath, finally embracing the cold air around me. I could feel the icy breeze on my bare skin, sending shivers and goosebumps down my neck and spine. I was standing still on the cold cement floor. Naked. Except for this blindfold wrapped tightly across my eyes. My heart was racing and pumping blood abnormally, sending heat and keeping me warm against this cold terror.

It can't be But then he saw her And it all comes flooding back It can't be What if there's more to Rain then meets the eye? **TW - mentions of past sexual and psychological abuse and substance abuse**

Why does life come with so many different possible answers to the same question? Which answer is the correct one and how do you know for sure? Finding your true self, amid all the decisions you're forced to make in growing up, is quite a battle, isn't it? I was doing okay. Really I was. Then I literally bumped into him and that was it. That was when everything changed. My life took a new turn and became an exciting adventure. I found myself swept along in a sea of change that I either had to swim along with, or sink and drown. It was a no brainer to swim but fully embracing the changes to the way I thought and felt was quite a journey. This is my story.

'How have you changed this much?' 'Where is the boy I fell for all those time and still in love with?' 'What could have happen so wrong to take away your sunbeam smile' 'How come nothing around you matters anymore?' 'How have you become so silent and aloof?' All these thoughts went through the older man's mind when he saw his beloved after six years. How come the boy he loved all way through have become totally opposite of what he was then. Lets join the older man to figure out what could have gone so wrong. To see if he still stands a chance to make him his. Warning: This fiction contains some slightly dark scenes which might uncomfortable. Therefore, proceed with caution! All the pictures here do not belong to me. The source of these pictures are pinterest. The story is fictional. The characters used are borrowed from chinese entertainment industry. The story has nothing do with the real life of the characters. Impressive Rankings #44 recovery #34 suffering

Following the events of his break up with a certain redhead, Stefan is left nursing a broken heart as well as his pride, forced to watch the man he once loved getting engaged to someone else. Lost in sadness, as well as shame due to his mistakes, he throws himself into work, deciding that love and all that it entails was a finished story. But when another redhead stumbles into his life in form of his new PA, at once so similar and yet so very different than his ex-boyfriend, Stefan is left wondering if there may be a sequel to his tragic love story.

Previously Named → 'Deception' WARNING: Mature/Trigger Warning *BOYXBOYXBOY to BOYXBOY Story* ________________________ They came to him, then brought him up and made him feel happy and loved, for once in his life. But just like everyone and everything else, they left him too. He should have known nothing good, ever lasts forever. But damn he wished it could. Then suddenly, he appeared. He made him happy and treated him with so much tenderness and kindness, that he felt if this screwed up too, he'd be so done with life. Now he just needs to be finally rid of the two beings that almost did him under. 6ft under that is. ONGOING: No COMPLETED: Yes

"This isn't some stupid book, Dream." George scoffs. "You of all people should know that. Right?" "What do you mean by that?" "This isn't a love story. This isn't a happy ending. We can't be happy. Understand that and just give up. Just leave." "What if I don't want to?" "You have to . . ." He looks down. Dream's gaze is far too intense at the moment and if he looks any longer he knows he'll break. He knows he'll fall and he won't be able get out this time - like he had with him. **** start: may 31st, 2021 end: august 1st, 2021 |top tag goals| #53 in recovery // june 2nd, 2021 #12 in drug use // june 2nd, 2021 #6 in bpd // august 8th, 2021

Synopsis Gulf You. Ruined. Me. Took me three years to finally move on. 3 years to stop scheming on how I can hurt you the way you hurt me. Then now you stand before me smiling like nothing happened. Like I just imagined all my pain. Like you don't even know. I swear I'll make you remember. I will make you pay. Mew You. Brought. Me. Back. To. Life. 3 years after you left me. You sitting before me looking like you want to kill me. All I can think about is changing our memories. To make happier ones. Ones when you will never think of leaving me. I swear I'll make you forget. This time, I swear, I'll never let you go.

He didn't sound like he meant it. Is he having second thoughts? Is he seeing someone else but doesn't have the heart tell me? Oh god, please not another one. I am not doing this to him. I physically can't. Jack deserves so much better than me, but I can't lose him. I still love him. This time, it's different. This time, I can't give up on my partner. This time, it's impossible. A/N I am forever making changes to this damn summery! #wattys2017 A/N it's 2019 and the above statement is still too true.