you and awsten grew up together. you fell in love and dated throughout highschool. but when you had to move away for senior year, you two were separated and never saw each other again. that was, until ten years later. --------------------- thesoftestwords 2022® ---------------------

"'You aren't the same shy boy I met a few months ago." "That's because I met you." #1 under waterparks / / #1 under awstenknight / / #9 under bands

Prequel to "Survival: Gawsten and Taekook Crossover"! Awsten was a shy young man in an abusive relationship he couldn't escape. How will Geoff ease him out of it? ~Trigger warning!~ This story includes many graphic details of abuse, sexual assault, and self-harm. This also has smut in it! Please do not read this if you are sensitive to any of those topics! ~Quick disclaimer!~ This story is purely fiction. I do not wish anything on these people in real life. Nothing that I have written has any basis in facts and I wrote this story for funsies. Sorry for all the dialogue XD Stay safe out there ♥‿♥ Finished december 9th, 2019! #1 in parx on February 17, 2020 !!!! #1 in gawsten on January 4, 2021 :3 #4 in gawsten on January 19, 2020 ヽ(^◇^*)/

❝all i do is miss you; all i do is want you back.❞ Three cheers for five years. Isn't that how the saying goes? Five years was as close to forever as they were going to get it seemed. Awsten's sadness got the better of him, the doubt finally swallowing him whole, and Lia didn't know how to help him or how to make him stay. So when he told her goodbye, it was with tears in his eyes. Two years is a long time to be without a crucial part of yourself. Awsten couldn't give his heart to someone else because he hadn't gotten it back from Lia, despite his best efforts to forget her. Lia was much the same way; how could she possibly be with someone else when she compared every other man she met to Awsten? The solution? Invite Lia on tour with Waterparks again, for old time's sake. Stuck in close quarters again after all this time will remind both Awsten and Lia that their feelings for each other haven't died, no matter how much time has passed. But Awsten has a girlfriend now and there are still secrets between him and Lia that need to be worked out and ignoring them has gotten them nowhere fast. cover (c) yours truly [COMPLETED; sequel is SLIPPED THE CURSE]

awsten is in love with geoff. geoff has no clue. little!awsten cg!geoff

[COMPLETED] awsten and geoff are both somewhat instagram famous. they come across each other through mutual friends, and they actually end up having a few shippers. // lowercase intended \\ \\ short chapters, no tw // {#1 in geoffwigington 30/11/2018}

❝there's nothing in my system so i'm feeling what i feel for you. and i just need you to feel it, too.❞ Awsten was a natural blue, drenched in yellow for the past year and a half and she burned through him with the red of her betrayal. After that, all he felt was gray. His once colorful world shattered, filled only with blues and deep, inky black. He was hollow, torn apart, ruined. Ellie was violet, a serene lilac against a raging sea. She, too, burned like paper in a fire because of him and locked herself behind the walls of a birdcage that became her prison. The demons of Hell threatened to swallow her whole. But they found each other, in the wreckage of their shattered relationships. She unlocked her prison cell and he began to see color again. Only this time, when he looked at her, he saw a color he'd never seen before. She was MINT. narrative social media. cover (c) yours truly [COMPLETED!]

geoff is a world famous YouTuber, and awsten is a pretty dedicated fan. Geoff holds a contest that awsten wins, but his little stalking leads to a gigantic crush. After much talking, they decide to meet during Geoff's world tour. During the tour, they find themselves going through a lot, but it doesn't do anything except make their relationship stronger. When tour is done and over with, Awsten begins creating an album to let Geoff know just how he feels. *****TW***** THIS STORY INCLUDES MENTION OF MURDER AND DEATH. #5 gawsten 6/22/2019 #23 awstenknight 12/12/2018 #13 geoffwigington 12/12/2018 #11 ig 12/7/2018 completed all rankings have been left the way they were up until the last update.

a collection of gawsten oneshots. all written by me. most are written in lowercase. some have trigger warnings.

a story in which fem!Awsten meets punk!Geoff and just so happens to be in need of a new skirt -------- ©️ All Rights Reserved: 2017/2018 @dizzyotto